[+] look at my face girl just know that im trying
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LYRICS:

[chorus:]
Why can't you just, love me?
Why can't you just, hold me?
I don't think you, know me
I said that I'm, sorry (2x)

[verse:]
You think that you know me,
You don't know a thing
I just popped a pill, that help my suffering
Cuz I just lay in bed and I can't help but think
I just miss the days you were my everything
I aint even OD but it feel like I'm already dying
Look at my face girl just know that I'm trying
I see your pain I ain't going silent
Pop a xan and it feel like I'm flying
I want a Benz for my mom to drive it
I want it all but I don't wanna ball without you
I wanna call, but I don't wanna bother you

why can't you just love me

After rain comes a rainbow
We all drifting on the same boat
Me and you no the same though
Treat this life like a game show
Turn to ash in a wrap like Pharaoh
Feel the load in my bones like marrow
I sip captain until the morning, No sparrow
Still fly like a bird feather arrow

Young and stupid living in a wonderland
Settle down? Maybe I've got other plans
Pedal down, hit the gas to another land
When I'm down bounce back like a rubber band

After rain comes a rainbow
We all drifting on the same boat
Me and you no the same though
Treat this life like a game show
Turn to ash in a wrap like Pharaoh
Feel the load in my bones like marrow
I sip captain until the morning, No sparrow
Still fly like a bird feather arrow

I could explain but you won't understand
The weight of the world rests on his hands
Pure life past those eyelids
His mind's in a dance
From order to chaos he keeps up his stance
Order order
Chaos chaos
Order order
Chaos chaos

Turn to ash in a wrap like Pharaoh
Feel the load in my bones like marrow
I sip captain until the morning, No sparrow
Still fly like a bird feather arrow

After Rain Comes a Rainbow [abysshund]

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

lost in a dream (prod. dash)

Leftover (prod. Farber & youngmooski)

ahhhh. another day, another trash beat collection

on me

NEVER FALL

The Highway-ekkstacy

Lyrics:

(Forest)

You’re eyes say it all
Cant hide my wrongs
But it ain’t no lie when I’ve say there’s a lot I’ve lost
But when you love hard enough then the love comes with a cost

I could use somebody to talk to
Seems like no one knows what I go through
But they always act like they do
Maybe that’s why I’m alone in my room
Always in my head thinking that I should call you
And i usually do
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m nothing to you
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m nothing to you

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the cost of love ft. cøzybøy

https://soundcloud.com/prodnvki

loop lmao
//Lyrics//
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees

The Highway-ekkstacy

pain.