u wont look me in my eyes but im no ender man

perfect for the season <3 <3 love workin 2gether bro

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

prod @nate2timezz <3

hope you enjoy
thank you for listening, like seriously, so much
gotta keep moving, somehow

irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

how'd another worm get caught in the rain?
sun come out to enhance that pain
shame, shame
all that you wanted was someone to save
now that you're lost, you treat them as god
paying your dues, they've been clogging like clots
don't care about being 'part of your mirage
fuck an applause, this all i got

that weight upon the water's nothing more than just a storm
so what we drinking for? 
what we drinking for?
those ideals are everything you've only felt with utter scorn
so i can't take no more
i can't take none

fluid ghosts, i can feel them haunt my bones
i cannot break through the drapes though
radiation burn my halo
don't you go ask how my day goes
you're not concerned anyway
you're plastic as legos

quiet down while break the seal
'cause i'm numbin' down from what they claim is real
every day i wake just to fuckin break, then rejuvenate
i'm in shock, kinda like an eel

hit em with a swift so fast like an aipom
they went from a real to fake in a day; gone.
rollout like an autobot, waiting for december sun
who am i depending? 
honestly, not anyone anymore

so, you like to target? 
trust me there's no need to implore
inside my cartilage, there's already arrows galore
you're my narcotic, the thought of you imposes me warmth
or so i thought it; ultimately leaving me sore


irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

so i can try to fill in all the blanks
when shrouded in mirage, i'll take the blame
poison in the pot,
love it 'till you hate the fact that you forgot
what mattered anyways

aipom (nate2timez)

lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

dropping petals in apartment parking lots

im a fuckin misfit
tied myself to this bitch
knot around both my wrists
all my friend r toxic

ur ashes i can't find em
am livin in denial 
lifes comically vile 
been cryin for a while

stare at my body as i bleed
what did u even find in me 
a bucnh of dreams ill never reach
a lot of ideas ill never be 

stare at my yeah (4x)

im fucked up and shits not over
i want to but i can't get sober 
ur death made my whole body colder
everynight i dream about when i used to hold ya(2x)

love life but death seems charming
can't stop myself from falling 
eyes glued to the back of my eyelids
when i die fill my coffin with violets 

im a fuckin misfit
tied myself to this bitch
knot around both my wrists
all my friend r toxic

ur ashes i can't find em
am livin in denial 
lifes comically vile 
been cryin for a while

misfit (santana)

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lyrics-
what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be
i saw the changes in your eyes
guess it's not easy to hide, that you wanted to leave
i see your pictures online
there's now none of you and i
oh it seems
like it was all just a dream
pretend you don't know me anymore
you just left, walked out the door
oh please
why'd you do this to me


our ship sailed 
we left feelings stranded

you take everything i have
time i wasted, wont get back 
don't move on
i wont withstand 
back to strangers? just like that?


guess it was never meant to be
we were too young, no guarantee 

i don't know why we even tried

two worlds collide

seen it coming, not surprised

what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be

strangers again (ft. evergarden) (acey)

cracks in the pavement w/ decks & brecken  [irby]

solitary headspace (splashgvng x cl6udy)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

~2300~

produced by me

mix + master by Jake Mannix

granite

beautiful guitar -> @safeatlast

Lyrics:

jaded in the backstreets
she'd hit the gas flyin past me
5 guys girl ur trashy
9 shots like who put me in the front seat
ay
guardin on my playlist
wired up on go while the tape spin
kind face but he a rapist
no name
no face
still complacent

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after?
this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after

-

where after
where after
where after
where after

where after
where after
where after
where after

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote

where after?

leaves (yunnygoldz)

brecken

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