When a song called half dead is more alive than I am 😆

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dying light (Prod. Sunrisess + Pitfall)

@myspacemark @diegointhedark @mmsmm @void

lyrics:

Always knew
Seeing chances
I had to take them
Greatness
Yeah my destiny brings me patience
Awaken
Inside my dream but couldn’t save it
Tasteless
I fill my cup with concentration

I fill my cup up with that bloody mud 
Got so much bands inside my pocket they want fuck with us
I got a blade I got a rocket if ur runnin up
Yeah my pockets like some oreos
They double stuf

Big racks I just spent it on a benz
Yeah im posted wit my friendz
Pull up shootin out the window
Took his seal and put his life inside a video
Posted w my goons movin packs out the bando

Always knew
Seeing chances
I had to take them
Greatness
Yeah my destiny brings me patience
Awaken
Inside my dream but couldn’t save it
Tasteless
I fill my cup with concentrations

Always knew
Seeing chances
I had to take them
Greatness
Yeah my destiny brings me patience
Awaken
Inside my dream but couldn’t save it
Tasteless
I fill my cup with concentration


diego

i don’t wanna talk 
u break my heart 
girl don’t u kno kno
get my bag n leave 
i get my bag n then i go go
2023 it’s SC 
we boutta glow gLO 
posted in the vip section 
wit a snow cone 

pint of the wock 
ima pour it in my soda 
cloaked in the club 
bitch i look like baby yoda
strap on my hip 
i do not fuck with a holster 
lov
then it’s death 
put my body on a poster

Always knew
Seeing chances
I had to take them
Greatness
Yeah my destiny brings me patience
Awaken
Inside my dream but couldn’t save it
Tasteless
I fill my cup with concentration

Always knew
Seeing chances
I had to take them
Greatness
Yeah my destiny brings me patience
Awaken
Inside my dream but couldn’t save it
Tasteless
I fill my cup with concentrations

Myspacemark ft. Diegointhedark - Greatness v1

u cant help me (¬_¬") prod. ripcoach

with @v2nthan
prod @zzjay

@outfed
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had a bad year back in 22
bounce back
now im finna make it by like 22
all that bs u postin i can do it too
remember i was skipping school
idfw silly rules
hit like 35k back in 23
60k in 24
im js tryna come in gle
ya we came a long way from the ebt
its gone be a long day if he play w me yea
drop the fucking act bby keep it real
till my heart fucking stop bae i luv the pills
spark like 20 Ls when im in da ville
fuck a CTS boy i come deville

@v2nthan
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gettin 2 the stack bitch i made a mil
i dnt wanna talk i said fuck her feelings yea
couldnt give a single fuck not even a lil
glock on my hip goin for the kill yea
no i would nvr doubt u
i wld never leave not without u
stabbed my back a million times
wanna go back js 1 more time
i cant stay, js cuz u want me to
say id stay, but then u lie to me
leave me alone, ig thats fine with me
ya on the pavement all my brothers out 4 me

@outfed
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(i cant) give a fuck im js doing what i want 2
im the 1 u gotta watch the way u talk 2
backstab u not vetting who u trust dude
bby lemme keep it real i dnt trust u
is this rly wut u wanted??
buy up everything my size cuz i want it
i cld never hang wit u
u a lame im js being honest
see the flame out dis 23
leave that sucka blotted

review +venthan prod zjay

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. dollmaker

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

spotify

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

prod @kggn @ginsengxx

leave me alone
just like everyone else does
i cant feel my bones
i dont really care if i overdose

i dont feel home
wanna throw up its too much
but i cant go
ill look half dead when i show up

i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna die you keep me alive
i dont wanna fly home
really fucking hate saying goodbye

really dont hate me
i was sure i saw it in your eyes
really cant blame you
sorry im so hard to trust

ill let myself out
dont try to help me
want to erase you
want to erase me
cant se my feelings
nothing has meaning
love to stop breathing
high on the ceiling

push ill stop pulling
im gone im going
im always lower
theres nothing growing
whats wrong with knowing
but when the phone rings
and i see ur name
everythings glowing

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

a collaborative track with @ssoh

listen start to finish, with headphones for the full experience

thank you for listening, and enjoy !!! :)

chapter of life ♻️

prod @terastic

very grateful for the overwhelming support u all have been sending my way the past few months, huge thanks to everyone helping me make this hobby something i can properly share with the world<3 new things soon

lyrics
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tryna get her out the crib
she got blood up on my vetements
throwing white flags
fuckit put him on a headshot
all ur music trash like the shortcut on a desktop
every new track
got the scene up in a headlock

u gone talk that talk but u still my seed
and i clear u anyways so stupid take a seat
better check his fkin tone b4 he talk 2 me
only time hed ever get a verse is in his fkin dreams

only shit i hear from u is bogus
i cnt risk it all im tryna focus
i cant see straight im smoking top shelf
i wont be there for the fallout
prada on the kicks u can see it on the logo
i feel sick 2 my stomach at the party tryna go home
hop up on dis beat dnt need a feature going solo
i cant stress about a ho amo mi vida live my life up
how im seeing stars up in the sky? i got my eyes shut
she said this aint wut she wanted bae im nvr home dats my fault
ima keep ts 100 bby go n find the next one
come december u gone be the same u

headlock prod tera

Produced by @diegointhedark

darken my light 
   exhausted cnt fight 
   waking up thn die twice 
   angels watch as i cry 
   nd she wna b like me 
   i tell her rethink 
   evrytime her teeth bite me 
   i cnnot get sleep

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   see her frm a glance 
   i could take u to my heaven 
   if ud give me a chance 
   off a bar it got me frozen 
   i snuff it off my desk
   every night been so depressing
   u make me feel again

   spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry 

   nd i try 
   to make u realize tht u changed me 
   ure all ever think abt lately 
   call me in the morning 
   u kno ill b waiting 

   bitch say u hate me 
   scream it in my face 
   all the pills tht wre taking 
   i hope we dnt get laced 
   on the freeway im racing 
   carving thru the lanes 
   got my knees weak n lazy 
   i think theyr fina break

spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry

Tears (diegointhedark)

prod @rubbishrubbish
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live a spider web full of lies
take this pill n have a good time
roll a j when i wanna cry
i relapse when i wanna die
stay away she prone to suicide
she'll get in your mind huh
you'll be wasting time huh
crazy im alive 
u dont wan say goodbye
this shit never crossed my mind
act like im fine 

act like im okay
i dont make u feel safe so ill stay away
tryna kick the pills thats why i been stayin awake
no one here to save
me so i cant stay
friendships fade away
holup bouta roll a j
gelato in my brain
it make me insane
but i gotta numb the pain  
i been on them pills again
at least not the ones for pain

watch out you'll get cut so dont save her
she'll kill herself so do urself a favour
distance urself you'll thank me for it later
crazy girls always hurt so don't date her

im so depressed
im such a victim
of my own self
i want you to save me
i think i need help
cant do it by myself
really tried to kill myself
hate my behavior

oh theres no savior
ill do it later
im such a hater
cant stop, complainer
might see you later
have to be different
they gotta change her
give up permission

add up, addition
i cannot listen
im so resistant
youre all just figments
look up i did it
look up im winning
wanna be different
lucy my sibling

i cant stop sinning
stay in these rhythms 
want perfect image
at least im living
ha ha not kidding
look at my lifestyle
its so appealing
feel safe no feeling

i know whats wrong/now i know whats wrong

crazy girls prod. rubbish

shoutout my brother @codraa go check him out hes tha goat

summit (prod me & codra)

we #Run the scoreboards…
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prod @advxrse @hiseph
featuring @v2nthan @styamage @cld

@v2nthan
i know it was fake 
i know that you lie yah
cuz you showed up late 
acting like it’s fine yah
going insane for what?
am i safe or what? 
don’t want this love
i’ve learned enough 

making so much $$$ wtf?
know i got a lot on me
my head been feeling rough 
i don’t know what’s wrong with me
but i be counting up
don’t know what to say
know i’m not the problem 

@2weary
i don’t hang out wit bums
smoking hit his lungs
put the barrel to his mouth
imma hit his gums
u need a jobb
u turn up broke
no i can’t stop
i’m wit my bros

fuckd up im in 2 deep
i can’t lie no more
yea she see right thru me
u can stay up on my dick
but yo pockets 2d
u ain’t getting any answer
actin like u knew me 

@cld
Told her turn me up yeah
Off that pack I'm stuck yeah
No you can't get to know me
Told her back on up, yuh
Crème seats when you open the doors
You on old shit, PS4
Drip my bitch down in Dior, yea
And I touch down in New York
Wait til I'm OT when I score
And I'm not '03 I'm '04
Why the bitch askin for more, ya
And I can't turn back 
Brand new fit but it's still all black
And I heard your shit, it sound so wack
No you can't be us, can't take our swag, nah

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

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