Cool Shit 2

@euphoriaclub
@inno1k
@i789c

we only talk like once or twice a month
either of them i can't seem to bare at all
running with these thoughts like a marathon
please don't call me up you don't care at all

lot of toxines that i cough out
gonna slip if i don't watch out
hit me up don't wanna talk now
(hit me up don't wanna talk now)

i feel like i'm in a trance cant feel my body move my legs
i'm not talking bout the bands that i be grabbing with my hands
i know she call me her man, i ain't even her real man
stuffed up pocket gotta spend, do not chatter, no amends

no amends im just messing
girl it's u that i miss everyday
i just spend time like its fucking cake
got my bands up now it's time to play

whatever, im sipping til my head hurt
u no human u better, u got me under weathers
i wear italian leather, cus its a cold december
but not close to november, i cant believe i let herrrrrrrr

we only talk like once or twice a month
either of them i can't seem to bare at all
running with these thoughts like a marathon
please don't call me up you don't care at all

lot of toxines that i cough out
gonna slip if i don't watch out
hit me up don't wanna talk now
(hit me up don't wanna talk now)


thank u all for everything, love from euphoria ♥

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marathon (iwi x craves)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

TYSM FOR 1K
@17seven1
@avit69

art from chainsaw man manga :)

clueless (177p & avit)

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

So many questions keep on asking myself
Yeah i keep running running running
But i cant find no help
Theres people telling me some lies 
When i know the whole truth well

Would you rather stay alive
Or would you rather be killed
Gasp

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

And I know that stuff changes I've seen it first hand
There's a lot of damn things that you don't understand
Came in just a few years ago I had a plan
Think that you should be the one to leave this land

And you know you're selfish so why won't you admit it?
Things have been changing so much yeah they've been shifting
I feel my spirit go up I feel it lifting
And you're gonna stay at the ground there is no kidding

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

truth prod dercept and aidan han

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

[kite]
faded in black dissappear out of sight
left it all behind it makes the day too bright 
u were the last u were the first 
made it all worst this is the life i chose
no one can make it right
can someone put me out my life
i cannot even make a scene
i cannot even see thru this screen

just like that im in my head
i-i
just like that im in my head

sticky in my veins
everything turned horrible
4 no reason u took me for the worse
blood just drips 
ion wanna hear
ill never change i took it for a steer

感情なんてどこにもないの

in my head ft. tropes (prod. 6houl x guami)

@mental
@odel007

wish i didnt wake up
need someone to show me love
and i thought it was enough
but its nothing like the way it was

i cant forget
cant get out of this mess
you made me feel so blessed
wish i could get some rest :((
(i need some rest)

move slow stay quiet
im tired of the violence
locked up inside it
dont know how i will survive this

careful when i go
i cant see it thru the smoke
i can never say no
couple days on the road
(i cant do it all alone)

could you separate our hearts
i miss the space between
i need to let you place your distance
i dont know how much you need
and they tell me its not mine to carry
i know its a lie
i could wash away your tears with mine
im looking for your light

spotify ^w^

nothing like +mental prod. odel

join my discord server: discord.gg/E9Wfb2qqUV
follow my ig: https://www.instagram.com/2504yall/
prod. @tgwog
w/ @blackwinterwells n @braxtonknight
lyrics:
(2504)
it’s hard to stay,
i have to go away
blue pink white sunset, don’t wanna look at you face to face
we’re standing here on the hill, 
running out the clock, time standing still,
i hate to say but i don’t want to continue
wanna start something new, stop using pills

(wells)
girl im better on my own
and i hate you now you know
and im doing shit you wont
and ill blow it all on clothes
when my arms are covered tho
give me time ill get there ho
blowin kisses at your girl but i dont really want her tho, yeah
everybody got their part to play
im so up, youre so down, yeah, yin and yang
and you know this money aint a fuckin thing
you got patina on your chain yeah

(braxton)
Lost in the glade
Chilling in the rain
iHavent Seen Her Face
Since She Left This Place
Dwindling Flames
Vanish Like Our Names
iSwear It Such Shame
Why Did We Separate

All The Times That We Had Are Thru
But I Still Yearn For You
iKno That You Took Off And Flew
Peep The Flame Road Like Kazu

I’m Hoping That I’ll See You Soon
We Can Link Up On The Moon
Until Then I’ll Stay Posted In This Room
Where I’ve Got The Greatest View

(2504)
it’s hard to stay,
i have to go away
blue pink white sunset, don’t wanna look at you face to face...

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separated 💔 w/ blackwinterwells, braxton knight (tgwog)

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

join my discord server: discord.gg/E9Wfb2qqUV
w/ @angelicxmei n @memorie
prod. @sshinju

fragile heart w/ angelicxmei, memorie (shinju)

designer prod. Kaizzr

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

@prodsoma @mental @kidtrashpop
art by @killzure on twitter

nothing like +mental prod. odel

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