spring summer 24

rage

2024.4 Shuffle

Daily Discoveries 9/4/2024

dedicated to u <3

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

ill do anything for u if u really want it
tell me what u want and i swear i got it
if i fuckin like it then i gotta cop it
better headspace when nothing is toxic
blinded by the purity,, blinded by options
ive been thru it all thought i fuckin lost it
days are spent inside,, days spent in the moment
things will be alright thiss jus in the moment

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

us <3 (prod. bonxpf)

light

once* + Speaking role

shout out @1ure for coverart
prod @vampiremutual

when it snows it falls down on the concrete floor
please just promise me i cant hurt you-

lyrics:

what's the word? baby girl im tryna ball
if you need me hit my line give me a call
we gon make it out i swear im not that-
pulling up with @fuckhi
talking down these niggas die
we been making money moves these niggas cant believe they eyes
copy what we do it's almost like that shit ai
ask me how i feel i tell these niggas ( supa )

I dont wanna tell you to stop
there's a body go get a mop
how you could you run off on us oh no
why you keep screaming that you dont wanna die?
im tryna find the words to describe you
your evil but your beautiful you lie too
never really met anybody like you
know you did me wrong but baby i still like uuu

i cant hurt you prod sydneyrunner

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

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Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

@mxsui

I've been lost and found
lost and down 
tossing around
can't clear my head out 
you fine you stand out 
don't look for handouts 
just glad I can now 
just glad it's all over 
still I'm not sober 
I can't get over 
that you with him 
why with him 
guess I'm not him
why you did it 
If I say I'll be wrong 
I can say I'm alone
I can say if it weren't cip what would I be doing 
fuck it where would I be going 
don't know how I'm still going 
when true colors showing 
you weren't here for me
got my head steady rolling 
playing games and I ain't knowing 
how I ain't know 
hurting my soul 
taking a toll 
swear I don't mean it 
girl you the reason 
if one thing i know 
you had left me feigning
you had left me dreaming
all the shit we done had 
was it for no reason
wasn't for the keeping 
left me in the deep end
you ain't have no reason
cuts on me I'm bleeding
I've been sorrier 
I'm so sorrier 
I done cried for worse 
you done left me hurt
no no don't go 
I don't wanna be alone
but at times I get distant 
don't want attention 
no one I'm missing 
soul just ascending
tell you don't get it 
tell you don't hear me
but I speak clearly
why do they fear me 
why am I teary 
why do they go go go.......

why you with him (mxsui)

hate to see u cry p. nami & xos

bring it up p. epv & nami & xos

arp&striker(shrine)

@9smjay
@symelz

Lyrics:

Baby I love you 
I just don’t want trust you 
And I don’t even really know you Fr
So why you getting comfortable
Havin big boy drac know we shoot uo spot
Hy I b wit twin up onnat block 
Li twin keep trying don’t be watcha not
And Yes yes u can come see me 
OuuuuuuuAHHHHH
And my heart it been gooonnnnneeeeeeee
OuuuuuaaaHHHHHHH
Why don’t u wunna leeaaaveee me alone 
Don’t know what I did on my own 
I really been gone now I’m back up in that road 
I’m keeping a stick and I’m poppin out wit chrome 
Hurting so bad please leave me lone 
Hell na I’m not picking up no phone 
And I tried I don’t wunna be alone 
And I died I done been a rolling stone 
It’s me and Jerm and we been up onnat road 
We hop out that benz not rover 
Ion care no more bae we over 
Stay movin bricks up like a boulder 
Skating ian talkn bout a roller what roll 
What do I do like what I even go and say
Ian even do nothing wrong but I’m having K
We be beating bricks where you stay 
We pop aaat wit sticks we knowing where you lay 
The trap my new job im at it everyday
Try Rob for a zip you finna get a spray 
She saying that I’m rude 
And I’m abiding by the rulllleessss
Tell me who you talking to 
You don’t even know what I really been all thru 
It just be me and cip know we talk bout credentials
You see I done found my love no i really don’t miss u
I’m tired of issues and you keep on acting like I can’t een getcha 
I feel like rokkout cause she trying a issue 
And know I don’t wunna even do this to you 
You see I done been knew huh 
Wonder why she think I’m tryna use huh 
Talkn down on Jay you a fool huh
They thinking that I’m really a new fool huhhhh
I won’t even go abuse yuhhh
Taking time yea ik im finna go up 
Yea she playing with me 
Undercover my feeettt
Jus go head n be what u beee
You never wunn seeeee meeee
We be having that treeeeeeee
And no helping hand up under me 
Showing love I just want yuh company 
She keep trying know she feelinggg mee
What you saying I don’t know why you tryna playyyyy wit me 
You see I been cooking I don’t know why you wunna datteee meeeee
You see I’m tired don’t you seeeee
The pain in my eyes I can’t een go to sleep 
I don’t know what you want from me
I really jus wunna go and catch zs 
I don’t know why you really like me

what you see ( symelz ) メ

@violetxx9  @9smjay

never wanna listen 
even when i tell you 
now that we over 
don't know how we fell through
don't wanna tell it all 
she wanna take it off 
but you had broke me off 
girl what's yo thoughts 
girls that's yo loss 
crying cause it cost 
kop not ross 
we up in that loft
I had risked it all 
never feeling soft 
i'm with jay and josh

9smjay
I’m wit Josh and scis 
I done went and caught a hat ngga
I ain talking bout no lids
Bitch tell me what it is 
I’m just asking for your lovvvee
I’m tryna get high yea all above 
I said I’m tired you did me wrong why you telling these lies
In the 1 who really had 2 go and tryyyy all for you 
I been lost I don’t know what to do
Take you out baby go on a cruuiisee 
And please don’t make me mad
No I don’t want to lose you 
I been listening to idk what to do
Wit dat stikk ima aim it you 
See I paid all my tithes and know that they been due 
OUUUUUUUUUUUUU
OUUUUUUUUUUUAAAHHH
And I say be what you be and I don’t really wunna complain
But I’m really tryna be where you be 
Yea I’m having hard times don’t you see


hard times after hard times
shit changed when my dawg died bout this shit
no i don't even cry bout a bitch 
all of they lies just for attention
one false move get yo ass split
pulling they cards they be pretending 
boy you ain't never slide on lick
boy you ain't never slide on a vic
i had to cut the tithes with the clique 
i'm on the other side with lil cip 
i'm way to energized when i'm lit

9smjay
See you know you never walked up in dis crib 
Dat boa he my son make em wear a bib
And I’m with yo how she giving me that lip
Telling me lies i ain even on nun 
You you just wunna waste my timeeeeeeeeeee
I’m sad I told you I’m tired 
You never understood me when we got in this ridddeeeeee
I done been told you baby that finnnneeeeeeeeeeee

lose you w 9smjay (violet)

say goodbye (177p + jyg + mxsui)

nike tech (ikari)

she gone ft cip (hollons)

i’m like hey wendy oh dear juliet 
and today i thought about you 
and you know i try my best
for you 
so yeah(2x)


and she like ouh
and i’m like ouh
she remembers everything i do
and she like ouh
and i’m like ouh
it seems again i’m stuck on u

you gon ask me what you doing 
u go and do the most 
are we back are we on go
just text me or we gon ghost 
december nights i’m alone 
remember nights i hold u close
remember nights i called your phone 
remember nights i talk to u 
u left me out yeah now i’m cold 


i’m like hey wendy oh dear juliet 
and today i thought about you 
and you know i try my best
for you 
so yeah(2x)


and she like ouh
and i’m like ouh
she remembers everything i do
and she like ouh
and i’m like ouh
it seems again i’m stuck on u

stuck on you2 (mxsui + violet)

text back, no calls
i seen my heart withdraw

some ppl that home is where there heart begins 
this never felt like home i swear this never  end

why did u just leave 
this songs ab you 
lead this life without you 
gotta make you mine  
this songs about the multitude 
of things you said 
i’m going through the text
 i wish i never read 
why did u go 
some hoes won’t go
why did you leave 
me all alone 
i tell myself
im never going to text you
next thing u know i’m in your mentions like it’s bless you


remember when i used to do certain things
just to test u
now i’m in your comments 
like babygirl i miss you
i promise babygirl 
i’m not telling my friends to diss you 
promise babygirl i won’t tell anyone 
i kissed you 



our bond 
what we had 
i promise that u won’t 
go out sad
can u please come back 
i promise that i won’t

bless you (1kkyoto)

i hate myself every night 
when i think of you 
i sit here staring at
the wall im feeling used 
when u hurt me
damn i cut myself 
because of you 
u don’t deserve me
i wanna kill myself 
because of you x~x
and it’s you
and yk it gets hard
when shit feels so blue
when it’s you 
and you’re bruised 
if yk i feel then u 
must just know how2lose


feels like 
im messing up 
oh yall don’t know 
about my life
well let me 
catch you up
i had this girl up in my life 
she really fucked me up
i had some friends up in
my life they really 
broke my trust 
i get why hannah baker did it 
she ain’t have no one 
you’re my thirteenth reason 
never i thought i wouldn’t be having one 
sitting in my deciding if i should buy a gun
sitting in deciding why i never had no one hope i make 21