spring summer 24

dedicated to u <3

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

ill do anything for u if u really want it
tell me what u want and i swear i got it
if i fuckin like it then i gotta cop it
better headspace when nothing is toxic
blinded by the purity,, blinded by options
ive been thru it all thought i fuckin lost it
days are spent inside,, days spent in the moment
things will be alright thiss jus in the moment

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

us <3 (prod. bonxpf)

spotify

ხელნაკეთი ანგელოზი꧂  (feat. whyhaze)

Stream

Northern lights/Kino

Lyrics:

(I am the nigga to blame)
(I am the nigga to blame)
Oh, what a shame, I just wanna cop fits
Bullets hit him like a moshpit
He did it, accusations
No job, get occupation
I'm the nigga tryna make it
I feel like Jules Bianchi, I just wanna fuckin' race again
Gabby lil' cart get me high, I'm in space like Mae Jemison
Collecting dimes just to try to get by
Whole hood, it wasn't nice
Stuck in her head like lice
I ain't making sacrifices. I'm being me
I'm from the west side, it's the worst side, ain't the best side
He keep ghost glocks on his left side
And them bullets really don't feel nice
If you talk shit, feel it two times
Beat his ass like anime
Shotgun change his fucking insides
Let's get it on, Marvin Gaye
I was in seminar, I was playing
It was me, Skyler, Lil' Jay
Damn, I miss my niggas
Pussy nigga flexin' figures
All my niggas got triggers for that
We got militia for that
Smith & Wesson get him whacked, aw
Fuckin', I'm pullin' out tracks
I don't ever take down tracks, aw
We got switches for that
They on my music like crack, fuck
(I am the nigga to blame)
(I am the nigga to blame)
Oh, what a shame, I just wanna cop fits
Bullets hit him like a moshpit
He did it, accusations
No job, get occupation
I'm the nigga tryna make it
I feel like Jules Bianchi, I just wanna fuckin' race again
Gabby lil' cart get me high, I'm in space like Mae Jemison
Collecting dimes just to try to get by
And I'm just thinking like
Whole time she be lying
I ain't tryna hear that crying
Backstabbing like Aizen
More motion than a...

whole time (symelz)

[Chorus]
Girl, I call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

[Verse]
I made it out the rough
I'll make it out again
This time I know my stuff
I said, "This time I think I'll win"
My mind was in the dump
My thoughts went to the bin
They told me something crazy, now
I know I just can't quit
And I know I made it tough
I know it wasn't fair
That I wasn't 'round for you
And I acted without care
I brought it up in reefer
I hope you understand
That I wrote it down for you
And I told you how I feel

[Chorus]
So I'll call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

night at work

once* + Speaking role

shout out @1ure for coverart
prod @vampiremutual

when it snows it falls down on the concrete floor
please just promise me i cant hurt you-

lyrics:

what's the word? baby girl im tryna ball
if you need me hit my line give me a call
we gon make it out i swear im not that-
pulling up with @fuckhi
talking down these niggas die
we been making money moves these niggas cant believe they eyes
copy what we do it's almost like that shit ai
ask me how i feel i tell these niggas ( supa )

I dont wanna tell you to stop
there's a body go get a mop
how you could you run off on us oh no
why you keep screaming that you dont wanna die?
im tryna find the words to describe you
your evil but your beautiful you lie too
never really met anybody like you
know you did me wrong but baby i still like uuu

i cant hurt you prod sydneyrunner

https://open.spotify.com/album/31Hj10JTM0YQOKnVaO46Ju?si=CvTGxz3sQ1uAAsNhwCZhhg

lyrics- 

girl i tried to let u know
she aint never lemme go
yeah i know she never sober
burning on some heavy dope
this shit heavy on my soul
i been gettin it on my own
ask myself why am i like this lol
yeah she put me thru hell yeah i’m alright bitch
oh well yeah i wont tell that boy she text me every night bitch 
u too deep in ur vices 
in the end there were no surprises
yeah u wear ur disguises
shit so old to me
aint believe shit she told to me
fuck that bitch she cold to me
pour up i sip n i go to sleep 
smoke up n u smell that shit potently 
aint worried bout shit got bro with me
cant leave the crib less i got a pole with me
tell me how u feel if u tryna roll with me 
so gone
take another hit but now this shit is no fun
i cant cope i don’t wanna go on
hit my phone wtf do u want 
getting my dough yeah that bitch so done
getting that dome yeah bitch so dumb 
never rly alone yeah bitch so numb
tryna be cool yeah i’m tryna be calm
i don’t know where i belong

Y am i like this lol </3 (luvv)

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Prod d0llywood1

Yes Im on drugs do U want sum
I was boutta smoke dis J by my lonesome
Every time I wanna cry I jus roll up
I was boutta walk by u said hold up
I dont wanna grow up
I thought everything was nice then I Woke Up
I was in the mall tryin not to throw up
I woulda told u everything but I froze up

She like my plushies N my posters
At hood sto wit my Sluts bitch we post up
I thought U would show up
I dont wanna think abt how I barely know ya
I miss my bro but he got wrote up
Everyday in school tellin bro dat I told ya
She wanna get closer
Every time I think abt this bitch I get choked up

Off drugs all I kno is paranoia
Dont bump my songs I wont force ya
Send a text U kno dat bitch gon get ignored ya
Bitch I been depressed my momma told me pick da floor up
Fuck any politician thats in Florida
Bro was too gone experimenting wit coca
My bro jus wanna wear a choker
I remember when I was the one that theyd make jokes of

Whose idea was this anyways

Spotify

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

Music Video: https://youtu.be/RvgHv6PM61U?si=IrWDUMRMQjunZNpx

Lyrics:

Yeah, chops out
We gon' lay the block out
Ouu, ahh
Hey, ahh
Niggas, they be capped out
20 kills, I done fragged out
New bands touched
Went from Vans to...
Balenciagas on kicks now
Ran up, he get ran down
Body bags, it's a man down
Oh, oh
It's a man down
I just asked my bitch, "Where we standing?"
It ain't working out, wish that I ain't plan shit
Man, I'm running routes, bitch I'm wide receiver
Bad bitch count money now, pop out showing clevage
Heaven, hell like up or down?
Find out when choppa sound
This shit hold 10 rounds, 20 rounds, 30 rounds
Fuck it, 50 rounds
Bitch, it ain't nothing, get 'em gone
Wanted it all along
Bitches wanna see my downfall
Kyn said, "Everytime that she text she ignore"
Hoe got hella coke, she finna blow her nose galore
It was me and Siah in dat cut we tammat some "Oh Lord!"
Years go by, we over
I don't really play the games and shit, oh
I got a fucking life to live
I ain't no damn kid no more
Nigga crashed out 'bout a fucking bitch, caught that nigga cryin' on the floor
How you gon' say you woke? You sleep on me
Niggas be biddin' like Joe, bitch

fragged aht (meta)

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

kuru - too far (prod. tdf)

produced by kuro x @wasterr

lyrics:
i might be giving up
said fuck friends i need drugs
i’m bouta throw up my guts
i think i’ve seen enough
he ain’t been makin no funds 
said he’d pull up he ain’t uppin them guns
he ain’t a threat to me
i’m still not feeling relief
everyone gettin me mad
they talkin i’m hearing bleh
i’m gettin sick on the gas
i see u fade to black
ain’t gon make it out
u’ll just let me drown
baby can u see that i’m the one who made us fall thru 
it’s hard to believe that now it’s done i didn’t want to
this shit been gettin real tragic
hand me that bowl i’ma pack it
u still been smokin on plastic
i’m hitting beats automatic
i might just sell a few a feats while i’m at it
pull up on me, disappear like it’s magic
i been the one makin shit go south
i’m still here, but how?

relief (kuro x wasterr)

Restart feat Ericdoa

make-no-sense ft twikipedia

How It Goes

and i quit nicotine i just wanna get a raw®
i just wanna hit you raw hope that i dont get it wrong

i miss you

ig iss like dat (p. chrxme)

she
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