spring summer 24

w e l c o m e f t. h e y l o g

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

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my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

-

man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

dedicated to u <3

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

ill do anything for u if u really want it
tell me what u want and i swear i got it
if i fuckin like it then i gotta cop it
better headspace when nothing is toxic
blinded by the purity,, blinded by options
ive been thru it all thought i fuckin lost it
days are spent inside,, days spent in the moment
things will be alright thiss jus in the moment

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

us <3 (prod. bonxpf)

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

once* + Speaking role

shout out @1ure for coverart
prod @vampiremutual

when it snows it falls down on the concrete floor
please just promise me i cant hurt you-

lyrics:

what's the word? baby girl im tryna ball
if you need me hit my line give me a call
we gon make it out i swear im not that-
pulling up with @fuckhi
talking down these niggas die
we been making money moves these niggas cant believe they eyes
copy what we do it's almost like that shit ai
ask me how i feel i tell these niggas ( supa )

I dont wanna tell you to stop
there's a body go get a mop
how you could you run off on us oh no
why you keep screaming that you dont wanna die?
im tryna find the words to describe you
your evil but your beautiful you lie too
never really met anybody like you
know you did me wrong but baby i still like uuu

i cant hurt you prod sydneyrunner

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

b u t   i ’l l   g l a d l y   t a k e   y o u r   p a i n ...
produced by cxrter & bino beats
📸: dreamsi

lyrics:
(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain 

stop, talk for a minute 
planning out my future 
babygirl are you in it?
with all due respect, not gonna let you finish
what you boutta say cause i know how it ends
i would do anything to keep you by my side
i love you the same as i did that first night 
took me by the hand and you looked into my eyes 
said it’s what you wanted, it’s just you and i
so…

take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

(A Distant Voice)
i’d rather go a hundred rounds with rocky
then see you with a guy that’s not me
toss me in a box, i’ll wash up on some beach
i can’t believe my eyes
not a ghost, but it sure haunts me
she’s living with problems too big for her world
not taking it steady, not taking her time
she’s taking her issues and saying they’re mine
screaming at me, then just pushed me aside
took me a while but I get it now
wish you would stay but you’re headed out
i’m feeling the cold, was our love a joke?
if looks could kill, you went for the throat
but I’m wishing you the best life
hearts break, you move on, you’ll be fine
though I’ll never find another like you
and although it might hurt me
i’d hold your burdens on my shoulders
if you asked me to
cause I’ll never find another like you

(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

take your pain (cxrter x bino beats)

ig iss like dat (p. chrxme)

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

Prod. @icebehumble

Lyrics:

My eyes see everything
Wake up work every day
I’m riding in a tank
But I’m not Gervonta
I do this for the gang 
Yeah, 4TF I would do anything
Or be stressed I can’t do everything
Everything is not enough, I want love
But I been cheating on the drugs
I’m fucked up
I know I’ve broken all you trust
It’s all done
But I know you’ll be back
Even though you shouldn’t
You said it wouldn’t last
But I knew it would
But I’ll make sure it’s all fine
It’s all good
That you come back and you’re mine
As you should

The Patek flooded like a typhoon
Electrify ‘em like I’m Raichu
I’m in the Cullinan so I can’t let you slide thru
The road is narrow, body big like it got type 2
My bank account got 3 five times like it’s a haiku
I’m handing out chains to the gang like it’s a drive-thru
And everyone come after me won’t have what I do
He think he hard but boy you soft just like a hi-chew
Find me on iTunes
I ain’t no SoundCloud rapper baby you got lied to
I hit your bitch and now this songs for you to cry to
Ain’t even want that bitch I hit her just to spite you
Yeah

My eyes see everything
Wake up work every day
I’m riding in a tank
But I’m not Gervonta
I do this for the gang
Yeah, 4TF I would do anything
Got the gang rockin some heavy chains
It’s been a minute since you called me to come get a taste
Do you see me or money when you looking at my face
I had it hot when I was a youngin like I’m Lil Wayne
If we gone keep giving our flowers then where’s my bouquet?

I remember riding type beats back in middle school
And all my teachers said this music shit was minuscule
Saw all my homies rapping with me getting ridiculed
I had to put on for my team way before it was cool
But now they on the movement
They screaming comeback Cubn
Before they threw the deuces
But now I’m never losing
But now it’s up we cruising
Shoutout my homie Mood, man
He knew I was chosen
Way before they was choosing
Still ain’t where I’m finna be
Posted up on Sigourney
Finger where the trigger be
Listen up here take a knee
Listen up now I’m a big boss
Pockets fat like, well- 
They fat like Rick Ross

My eyes see everything
Wake up work every day 
I’m riding in a tank
But I’m not Gervonta
I do this for the gang
Yeah, 4TF I would do anything
For the family this shit every day
Wake up count the cake
Clean off my dinner plate
We don’t got no room for a Judas rocking all the snakes
I ain’t affiliated homies dropping all the rakes
4TF, that’s for the family, Everybody K

4 THE FAMILY

produced by sor
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez
featuring popularreject

lyrics


on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

there’s nothing that i want from you
there’s nothing that you want from me
so please just please just go away 
and save some room for better days
now all that shit is history
so save it in your memories 
and just know that, that one mistake
will be the one you can’t erase

all these word were hidden underneath the floor
on the wood it’s written you can’t ignore
mistakes are unforgiven unlike before
i’ll be the one your missin right too the very core

(popularreject)
i don’t know
if im ever gonna make it out this hole
i don’t think ill make it out this rut
what the fuck
think it’s best that i shut up
i got smoke inside my lungs 
i think ive really had it
i hear your voice inside my head 
it says im so dramatic
none of these people have my back
i turn around they stab it
now i’m all off track im crashing
i don’t even really know what happened 
i’d puff puff pass but shit i am…

on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

on my own w/ popularreject (sor)

Jugnino - “Anythin Goes” (Juv-2)

CODEINE WITH SPRITE

CODEINE WITH SPRITE [prod. filesp]

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also proud member of @starsfallen

ig iss like dat (p. chrxme)

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