when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

-

man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

LYRICS:

I'm too fucked up to be in public
Anxious at the function, got this feeling in my stomach
I see people dancing drunk, in a few hours they'll be fucking
But I'll go home alone and fall asleep; remember nothing
Baby, waking up is such a chore
I'm always high or else I'm bored
I gotta pick myself up off the floor
One day I'll see the world (and I'll see)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

I don't wanna talk, I wanna end it, no discussion
Give me everything I wanted, I'll return it like it's nothing
Make it back tomorrow night and go to heaven in the morning
The devil's in the book, but I'm too good at telling stories
So I wake up, say a little prayer for all the dead ones
Take one, and stay the fuck away from all the fake love
Guess I'll make it through somehow
Tell me, darling, how soon is now?

I don't know what the fuck to call it
I'm always in withdrawal, I'm like a fucking alcoholic
But with you it's something special, I can tell that's why I lost it
I don't wanna talk, honestly, wish I went to college
Cuz I'm sick of all the run-around
You hate my guts, I hate this town
I hate the things I write about
Cuz soon we'll all be dead (but fuck it maybe)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

ONE DAY

ig iss like dat (p. chrxme)

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

produced melon

i'm always so boring
can't keep up, i'm sorry
when i tell her my story
she's not listening
oh she won't give a shit
about it

it should be okay
but i can't seem to cope yet
makes me ache, feeling hopeless
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

i know about my flaws
i'm far from enough
maybe worse than you thought
but my heart is all yours
you could smash it on the floor
but it would still belong to you
its you who i really adore (who i adore)
now my heart gets cold just like the north (like- like in)
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

fast

produced by sor
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez
featuring popularreject

lyrics


on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

there’s nothing that i want from you
there’s nothing that you want from me
so please just please just go away 
and save some room for better days
now all that shit is history
so save it in your memories 
and just know that, that one mistake
will be the one you can’t erase

all these word were hidden underneath the floor
on the wood it’s written you can’t ignore
mistakes are unforgiven unlike before
i’ll be the one your missin right too the very core

(popularreject)
i don’t know
if im ever gonna make it out this hole
i don’t think ill make it out this rut
what the fuck
think it’s best that i shut up
i got smoke inside my lungs 
i think ive really had it
i hear your voice inside my head 
it says im so dramatic
none of these people have my back
i turn around they stab it
now i’m all off track im crashing
i don’t even really know what happened 
i’d puff puff pass but shit i am…

on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

on my own w/ popularreject (sor)

JC Denton (Prod. highsoulja x Skreer)

FLIGHT TO THE UK

(If we don’t last,
Are you gone forever, Gone forever?
If we don’t last)

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good with that)

I’m kinda used to it, I used to think about it all the time,
How I’m not good for this, now I count up all the fucking times I said I’m over it.
And now its over and,
Every time you call my name, my heart it sinks a bit.

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good at that)

if we lasted (prod. sorrow bringer)

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