this album already a W and im on the first song

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

-

man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

<3

22 coming soon
i swear i’m surrounded by this attitude
i swear it get deeper with this gratitude
swear these pieces i get tattood
open up my skin and let you in ‘coz we gon’ match too

falls together every night
i guess that’s what happens when you’re acting nice
i set goals, i’m right at home
i don’t know
im on the right road
took a drive, long

hit me up to party but i’m cooked
don’t love me outta no god damn book
where’d you wanna go 
i’ll get that booked
running through the store
guess it’s more like storage

she wanna hit the porch
covered thing in gold and black
baby of course
this is not a typo
this just facts in voice
‘coz i don’t wanna right
you don’t think i’m right
i might just have to smoke another to open up this chorus

baby it’s just me inside this wraith yeah i’m ok 
i use herbs & spices to neutralise this pain
high tone, high tone ‘coz i don’t wanna lie
i been touch and go for 7 years
now i’m 21 with tight chrome

in the night, full of flames in the night
i wanna enrapture you, can i do something right?
move, sike
girl i know
you just pull my body out, right through

you just haven’t seen it when i’m coming out to bite
you just wanna hear the story when they’re coming after me at night
canceling my flight, mr. international
got no brakes, thats just how i roll

trust me i will roll up to the drank 
it gets messy in the paint
i chop it in, i chop it up, can’t tell you what’s at stake
money on my mind i put that money on my grave
money turn the minds at peace to saints with red paint

change, been through this before with this theres not much more to say
i just got the wire tapped, you should be praying that you prayed
my body needs to lay
but you just brought it up
i hit that 360 then i lay up

play up, you don’t wanna stay up
i’m doing my thing
i’m the real deal, you like mayo
table turning green, you’d think i paid somebody bale
this shifting view is not for sale

herbs & spices

herbs_& spices (ivn)

Fear of missing out :// w bro yung cray ! Prod Mizu
🙇🏼‍♂️🙇🏼‍♂️ lyrics:

( Vails )

Why don’t u call me right back?
feel my heart  under attack
Hate the fear of missing out
Why don’t u text me something back

Why don’t u call me right back?
feel my heart  under attack
Hate the fear of missing out
Why don’t u text me something back

do I have to wait much longer 
Putting my strength to the test 
Yeah I wonder why
Why you gotta just lie
Cus now i rest in somber
Why you do this oh I wonder 

Oh i wonder why you do this
Oh i wonder how, you choose too
Grow
Without me its a no show 
Baby ill go whereve ryou go 

( yungcray )

You. Never hit my phone, tell me what is up with that all these drugs t hat I take, like watch me have a heart attack all this blood on my jeans im just reach you tho, ur the one that I need ur the one that I want	  I been sad all my life I think its time t hat I. Try stunt everytime that im up it always keeps on crashing down all my life ur the one but ur not here I wanna drown 
I been waiting for the day that u call my phone im staring at the screen for so long I don’t know long this will g o on
My hearts under attack, its so wrong

( Vails )

Why don’t u call me right back?
feel my heart  under attack
Hate the fear of missing out
Why don’t u text me something back

Why don’t u call me right back?
feel my heart  under attack
Hate the fear of missing out
Why don’t u text me something back

do I have to wait much longer 
Putting my strength to the test 
Yeah I wonder why
Why you gotta just lie
Cus now i rest in somber
Why you do this oh I wonder

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FOMO (feat. yungcray)

prod. @whos-that-clown & @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind

starting to feel like do you even know me
Weve been tossing all of our habits, i still love you wholly
Well holy ghost, i love her the most, shes my shining diamond i wont ever let her go
Ive been diving thru the rough, looking up but not enough
And when push comes to shove, i guess we’ll test our love
Tryna find the confidence to get up and see the light of day
Summer turns to october that sun is gone away

Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind


love is blind [prod. the sound clown x yunny goldz]

produced by sor
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez
featuring popularreject

lyrics


on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

there’s nothing that i want from you
there’s nothing that you want from me
so please just please just go away 
and save some room for better days
now all that shit is history
so save it in your memories 
and just know that, that one mistake
will be the one you can’t erase

all these word were hidden underneath the floor
on the wood it’s written you can’t ignore
mistakes are unforgiven unlike before
i’ll be the one your missin right too the very core

(popularreject)
i don’t know
if im ever gonna make it out this hole
i don’t think ill make it out this rut
what the fuck
think it’s best that i shut up
i got smoke inside my lungs 
i think ive really had it
i hear your voice inside my head 
it says im so dramatic
none of these people have my back
i turn around they stab it
now i’m all off track im crashing
i don’t even really know what happened 
i’d puff puff pass but shit i am…

on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

on my own w/ popularreject (sor)

FEAR!

LAST EP COMING FROM ME FOR AWHILE WORKED HARD ON THIS ENJOY

on my own w/ popularreject (sor)

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