This is one of the best songs of the year ♾💕

notcursed absolutely on her shit with this

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

feelings 4 u (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

Produced by @irby314 & @jolst
Mixed by @decksmusic
Additional vocals by @prodhorosha
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
Wounded at a young age
Had nobody I could turn to
It’s sickening the things you did
And how I learned through
The example you set
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like the rest

Of my family tree
Rotting from the inside
Branches devoid of leaves
So please
Don’t ever idolize me
These eyes have seen more pain than you would believe

I’ve got a damaged brain
There’s not much can be done
After all I’m just a product
I’m my father’s son
I can’t cope with this all on my own
I kill myself slow
Insisting all the while I’m not suicidal
It’s hard to match expectations I put on myself
I took a step
I took two steps back
How will I know when it’s bad enough to need help
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like

My dear old dad
He was the man of the house
He wasn't often around
Guess what that makes me now
As if the world’s against me
I only rely on myself
Turns out I’m somebody else

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Black Sheep (Prod. irby & Jolst)

prod skellington - https://www.youtube.com/@skellingtonforever/featured

wish you were here when i'm down
only got memories now
stuck with the past cus the past didn't last
now i just cry all year round
missing you through the seasons
summertime with the warm, bright evenings
do what i can to erase all the pain
but end up just feeling the same
it’s been a while since we called, i miss your voice
i pick the paint off of the wall cus what’s the point
i hate the concept of time 
wishing for void
swallow me whole please i’m so sick of this noise

hoping to delete my mind
too many thoughts from when you were mine
our timelines no longer cross each others
these cold nights i just play your covers

everydays a nightmare
scary faces, scary thoughts
used to hold me very tightly
used to calm my racing pulse 
but now you've become a stranger when you used to be my home
i lost my home that night, now you're the parasite that stole my sight

you stole my sight [skellington]

LYRICS:

I'm too fucked up to be in public
Anxious at the function, got this feeling in my stomach
I see people dancing drunk, in a few hours they'll be fucking
But I'll go home alone and fall asleep; remember nothing
Baby, waking up is such a chore
I'm always high or else I'm bored
I gotta pick myself up off the floor
One day I'll see the world (and I'll see)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

I don't wanna talk, I wanna end it, no discussion
Give me everything I wanted, I'll return it like it's nothing
Make it back tomorrow night and go to heaven in the morning
The devil's in the book, but I'm too good at telling stories
So I wake up, say a little prayer for all the dead ones
Take one, and stay the fuck away from all the fake love
Guess I'll make it through somehow
Tell me, darling, how soon is now?

I don't know what the fuck to call it
I'm always in withdrawal, I'm like a fucking alcoholic
But with you it's something special, I can tell that's why I lost it
I don't wanna talk, honestly, wish I went to college
Cuz I'm sick of all the run-around
You hate my guts, I hate this town
I hate the things I write about
Cuz soon we'll all be dead (but fuck it maybe)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

ONE DAY

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

https://soundcloud.com/maesk337/the-severe-shock-as-described-in-the-extract
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maesk - severe (greenwood) [silencedgrave flip]

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22 coming soon
i swear i’m surrounded by this attitude
i swear it get deeper with this gratitude
swear these pieces i get tattood
open up my skin and let you in ‘coz we gon’ match too

falls together every night
i guess that’s what happens when you’re acting nice
i set goals, i’m right at home
i don’t know
im on the right road
took a drive, long

hit me up to party but i’m cooked
don’t love me outta no god damn book
where’d you wanna go 
i’ll get that booked
running through the store
guess it’s more like storage

she wanna hit the porch
covered thing in gold and black
baby of course
this is not a typo
this just facts in voice
‘coz i don’t wanna right
you don’t think i’m right
i might just have to smoke another to open up this chorus

baby it’s just me inside this wraith yeah i’m ok 
i use herbs & spices to neutralise this pain
high tone, high tone ‘coz i don’t wanna lie
i been touch and go for 7 years
now i’m 21 with tight chrome

in the night, full of flames in the night
i wanna enrapture you, can i do something right?
move, sike
girl i know
you just pull my body out, right through

you just haven’t seen it when i’m coming out to bite
you just wanna hear the story when they’re coming after me at night
canceling my flight, mr. international
got no brakes, thats just how i roll

trust me i will roll up to the drank 
it gets messy in the paint
i chop it in, i chop it up, can’t tell you what’s at stake
money on my mind i put that money on my grave
money turn the minds at peace to saints with red paint

change, been through this before with this theres not much more to say
i just got the wire tapped, you should be praying that you prayed
my body needs to lay
but you just brought it up
i hit that 360 then i lay up

play up, you don’t wanna stay up
i’m doing my thing
i’m the real deal, you like mayo
table turning green, you’d think i paid somebody bale
this shifting view is not for sale

herbs & spices

herbs_& spices (ivn)

produced by sor
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez
featuring popularreject

lyrics


on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

there’s nothing that i want from you
there’s nothing that you want from me
so please just please just go away 
and save some room for better days
now all that shit is history
so save it in your memories 
and just know that, that one mistake
will be the one you can’t erase

all these word were hidden underneath the floor
on the wood it’s written you can’t ignore
mistakes are unforgiven unlike before
i’ll be the one your missin right too the very core

(popularreject)
i don’t know
if im ever gonna make it out this hole
i don’t think ill make it out this rut
what the fuck
think it’s best that i shut up
i got smoke inside my lungs 
i think ive really had it
i hear your voice inside my head 
it says im so dramatic
none of these people have my back
i turn around they stab it
now i’m all off track im crashing
i don’t even really know what happened 
i’d puff puff pass but shit i am…

on my own
yeah i can’t believe i did it on my own
yeah i remember when they’d never hit my phone
yeah now it seems im always leaving them at the tone
leave me alone
let me be alone
i just wanna do it on my own
they don’t know the blood and broken bones
that’s i’ve laid in front of my own home
leave me alone

on my own w/ popularreject (sor)

TheCroW Part2

Happy Without Me Feat. Lil Heartbreak

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

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