[+] I miss the way you taste, when your skin is on mine
*produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS:

When your skin is on mine i cant hide how i feel

I miss the way you taste
When your skin is on mine
I cant hide
How i feel
There must be something wrongg wit me
I could really use ur company
Swear u love to fuck w me
I just gotta know

Who you are inside your soul
U goin have 2 let me know
If you really wanna glow w me
Can you hold the beat
I been in my zone 4 weeks
I seen the coldest me
I make waves like oceans
And they still copy
Notice how its sloppy
But I go kamikaze
 Thats just cuz im better
Sike i can i never get her out my head
Now

I miss the way u taste
When ur skin is on mine
I cant hide how i feel
There must b sum wrong w me
I could really use your company
Swear you love to fuck w me
I just gotta know


Yeah i gotta know
Yeah i gotta know oh oh 
With a heart of gold
I still feel alone oh oh
Yeah

skin

skin (prod. sobernap**)

arrowhead

never going back (ft. brody)

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with this shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
i dont have nothing going for me
maybe music, but thats not gonna heal me
im screaming out and i want someone to hear me
i think its impossible to find someone who feels me
i dont ask for much.
just to be hugged, just to be loved for once
i dont ask for much, just to be loved, fucked for once
i dont ask for much, just to feel someone touch on my skin
i dont ask for much, i just wanna experience love like everyone does
i dont ask for much, i just wanna feel safe in somebodys arms
someone to keep me outta dodge
someone who can keep me alive in the dark
someone i can rely on
someone who wont leave me for a boy thats -
wrong.
im only here cause i love you
i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached
but i love you

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with your shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit.
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you own my heart..

alive in the dark (afterlife x pekarot)

Lyrics:
I could get high on the interstate, gotta go slow now but its too late
see me in the paper on the next day, HK found dead on a Wednesday

Im just tryna live and get my paper up, ima chase the bag you know it aint nobody pay for us
I be gettin scared you know this shit be kinda dangerous
Yeah its dangerous, this shit be every day for us

You could call me anti-social
Keep me in your sights, in your focal
Watch me self-destruct you like oh no
Ill do it once again if you dont know

Swear that i been searching for a wedding ring
Baby take my hand move onto better things
Wake up in the morning then i meditate
Try to clean my brain of the things i hate

Run down trash pile gon light it up
smoke gas tree dank choke hit the blunt
menthol breath all cold in my lungs
baby watch it burn to the ground cause its fun

Wake up in the mornin i be spinnin
Stayed up way too late thought i was livin
Puking up my guts said im the villain
I know that im a wreck but im just chillin

Setting Abandoned Buildings On Fire

setting abandoned buildings on fire

(prod. moneo)

shoutout soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for makin this wit me 

enjoy :))

lyrics:

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x2
don’t go around blamin’ the world for this; for me 

I am an extra in your movie 
don’t try and argue I’ll just leave 
we both know that we aren’t perfect we’re far from it 
far from roots we’ve grown a bit  

loving you something else.
I need a second chance, I’ll rip my heart apart from night to day.
I miss ur face could you please say the 3 dumb words that mean so much
it’s hard to hurt when you’re leanin on a crutch 
but baby, please 
don’t tell me that it’s all a fkn dream

skele:

bleed out 
i watched you fall 
just look at me now 

please don’t scream out 
i couldn’t take that sound 
you were all i had 

i’m so bad for you 
all the things i’ve been through 
always drag us down 
is it too late now 
i’m so in love with you 
anything i could do 
i would do for you 
i would cut thru my skin oh my god 
spilling out over the ground

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x4

pavement

spotify

pavement w/skele

ｉｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ　ｗｏｎ＇ｔ　ｓｅｌｌ，　ｋｅｅｐ　ｏｎ　ｂａｒｇａｉｎｉｎｇ

thank you so much for listening.

prod. farber x @jang0x
(additional piano implemented by me)

another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

i cannot leave when the ground has been holding me
weep and repeat, cause the cycle has grown on me
you'll brush it off, "oh he's spittin some poetry"
but really i'm trying my best so you'll notice me
i ain't been up on my luck in a minute
it must be my fault that my health has diminished
but i'll fight my way through this shit to the finish
cause i'm all i got, and it's all i was given
i wish they saw what i see on the daily
but i no longer desire a saving
i've learnt a lot, but i still fuck it over (i always fuck it up)
birds feeding out of my chest while i smolder

i watch them fly away
my intestines in their veins
i'm in an empty space
in a stagnant state

this moment's passing me by
but just whose fault is it this time?
with wings made of sludge
blue is more than just the color it's made out to be
what chilled lips to cave into the temptation of frost
if the truth won't sell, keep on bargaining.
having the upper-hand doesn't determine how many fingers it's broken
but you can assume a lot, right?..
RIGHT?
-
another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

with wings to fly [prod. farber x jang0]

My conclusion

tonight

Prod: @bornhero
Art by Niggaara:
https://twitter.com/Niggaara
https://www.instagram.com/niggaara/

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

On a steady diet of daydreams and fantasies
Everyone around me always seems to want a part of me
I'm falling all apart
I'm trying to forget that part
I got dead roses in my garden
I can't even bring em back from starving
Won't let you inside, like I'm hardened

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

alive in the dark (afterlife x pekarot)

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