this is incredible i've listened to is 6 times already

LYRICS:

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

You don’t like me, that’s fine 
I should’ve known that you’d waste my time
I should’ve seen all the signs 
I can see the demon in your eyes
You were planning my demise
Won’t stop haunting my mind
Drugs they keep me alive
Drugs they keep me alive 
I don’t wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

I hate my life 
What a waste of time 
I want to die
Please just let me die 
I need to let go 
I keep holding on 
I need another dose
I Got to many problems 
I don’tknow how to cope
I don’t know how to solve em
I’ll just overdose
Yeah

violent! (jolst)

Out October 31st

Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/with-friends-like-these-feat-weepings

Follow My Twitter; twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Follow Weepings: https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

Produced by The Goat Sorrow Bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer/feed

Lyrics:

//Yokai Dreams\\

I don't stop
Only go
Yeah it's all I ever know
Pick a thorn 
From a rose
Jab it straight between my toes
You can find me off the coast
Face down with the water up my nose
When I jump off of the boat
I wonder if I'll float
Outside in the cold
I could take you through the snow
But the look upon my face 
Gon leave you looking fucking froze
Every evening on the weekend
You could swear I turn a ghost
With the way I glow
When I go no show
When the music stops
And the dead men know

All of you sinners are soon gonna realize
You wasted your lives when you meet your demise
You are the enemy I am a victor
And I'm fairly certain that you won't survive
Screaming of commoners soon come to pass
At the moment The Champion arrives
Empty your hands, enter your caskets. You will be buried alive.
Don't care much for the passing life so I guess I'll take it slow
Lately it's so hard to breathe when they got me by the throat
Nights in peace spend the nights like these alone within my home
No enemies with friends like these
My skin is turning cold

It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down
It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down

///Weepings\\\

Lurk in the background
Yes I flick the fuckin light and blow the ash out
No I'm never feelin right til I black out
Faded in the moonlight the days drag out tapped out
Yes I'm on a mission demons infiltrate my vision
Spider spin its web just to have it fall down
Will you get back up or will you just stay down?
I got spirits in my glass get me out this small town

Skeletons that I keep locked in my closet
They won't see the light of day
Problems unsolved it's just hard to keep moving
I'm flooring the gas
Ripped out the breaks of this car I might crash
Fallin deeper
Pressure rising and I'm growin weaker
Look at the path growin steeper
Pale as a ghost as I'm takin a toke
Vision growin bleaker

I see faces on the walls in my bedroom
Yes it's way too late I think I oughta go to bed soon
4am 5am 6am damn
I'm still layin here I ain't got no damn plans

With Friends Like These w/ Weepings (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

Prod: @bornhero
Art by Niggaara:
https://twitter.com/Niggaara
https://www.instagram.com/niggaara/

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

On a steady diet of daydreams and fantasies
Everyone around me always seems to want a part of me
I'm falling all apart
I'm trying to forget that part
I got dead roses in my garden
I can't even bring em back from starving
Won't let you inside, like I'm hardened

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

prod/mix/master/cover @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy + @nicoteenninyo

TRECHOR BOY:
she said she never really cared about me
wasting my time maybe
fuck all that shit
hypocrite 
doesn’t even come close to the way i think of you 
can’t you see 
there's something wrong with me
incapable of love
im never good enough 
but
(X2)

turns out i really wanted this shit 
i had the confidence to make moves with it so 
i went and got my bag 
all i had 
was you
fast forward four years on the timeline 
i woke up and realized all the online shit won’t help
and i still hate myself 
fuck

NICOTEEN NINYO:
is he as warm as me, holdin u on a cold night?
does he say i love you cuz it just feels right?
yeah im gone and ur okay but maybe u wont be in a couple of days
listen to the words u say
does he make u smile like me?
cuz

i only say i love you when we break up
i only say i need u when we cant make up
ill only ever call if im drunk enough
to say the things i never said
tryin to force this new girl down my throat
but it just makes ur taste in my mouth worse
i wish i could say i believe u
i wish i could fucking hate you

~i wish i could fucking hate you
i wish i could fucking hate you~

~i wish i could love just like you
i wish i could love like you do~
(X2)

LOVE/HATE

trechor boy x nicoteen ninyo - LOVE/HATE

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ay I’m about to flex on my ex
New bitch blow my sticky like a semtex
Make it pop, call her charli xcx
My drip clean like a bitch call it windex
Aye I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ima start a circle in this bitch
Give a dead body life, that's an easy fix
Hold my hand, light a candle in the room
It's about to go down and we're bringing Lemmy back from the Tomb
It's a riot in this bitch
Breathing fire on stage, whole front row eyebrow singed
MetalHeads, Spin kicks
Whole crowd going crazy for a motherfuckin Circle Pitt

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Aye, yea
I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

Gucci Whip feat. circle pitt (Prod. Young Taylor)

My Own Personal Hell

i know i'm a mess
you say that you're depressed
but you haven't met me yet
im as hopeless as they get

my mind is over run by enzymes 
hope that ill die soon
hope that you wont cry to, or lie to,
me or my friends cuz u know what u did 
oh my god 
im so fucked
i just wanna feel in love

so nonchalant as you 
watch me break before your eyes 
falling apart will you
meet me on the other side
look past the flaws
can’t you see i just was traumatized 
i can’t blame the drugs 
but i wasn’t myself at the times

when we got together again
i got as low as it gets 
influenced her to seek change 
and live like me on the edge 

she got away but 
the damage been done 
i lost some loved ones 
over my own problems

i posses a modicum of skill it makes me depressed
i just wanna feel something cutting through my fucking chest
baby let me bleed on the floor
ive fucking done this before
you just judge me at my core
i got no fucking support

i still have the photos of you
in my room
in my head
cant fade out 
wont go home
ill get stoned 
on my own

cuz i hate u now more than evrrr
cuz i hate u now more than evrrr
cuz i hate u now more than evrrr

i still have the photos of you
in my room
in my head
cant fade out 
wont go home
ill get stoned 
on my own

i know i'm a mess
you say that you're depressed
but you haven't met me yet
im as hopeless as they get

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

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