already a banger and im only 41 seconds in, you never miss

no one's understanding

bring u back anything u need <3
v v v
u write poems, i write songs
i cant tell my rights from wrongs
can u tell me where i went wrong?
i js write cliches n rip bongs
u write poems, i write songs
i cant tell my rights from wrongs
can u tell me where i went wrong?
i js write cliches n rip bongs
playin skate all fuckin night
stay up till the mornin rise
baby u got tired eyes
i been in asylums right
u write poems, i write songs
i cant tell my rights from wrongs
can u tell me where i went wrong?
i js write cliches n rip bongs

kiss u to sleep
stayed up autumn week
bring u back whatever u need
miss late october when u held me back
now im sitting in a dream that isnt real.

u write poems, i write songs
i cant tell my rights from wrongs
can u tell me where i went wrong?
i js write cliches n rip bongs
u write poems, i write songs
i cant tell my rights from wrongs
can u tell me where i went wrong?
i js write cliches n rip bongs
playin skate all fuckin night
stay up till the mornin rise
baby u got tired eyes
i been in asylums right
u write poems, i write songs
i cant tell my rights from wrongs
can u tell me where i went wrong?
i js write cliches n rip bongs

kiss u to sleep
stayed up autumn week
bring u back whatever u need
miss late october when u held me back
now im sitting in a dream that isnt real.

hold me back..

cliches and ripped bongs (splashgvng)

honestly i wasnt listening w/ heylog, abbot, polar (prod. vedh)

comfort

comfort (feat. Lil Skele)

we all need time to bloom...
prod. @prodmichael
art by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by @jolst
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
if i take the time i find
some part of me is left behind
i’ve broken thru the ice
and now i need a place to dry

we all need time to bloom
when life subdues, we feel renewed

and i can feel it gettin better
i wanna be here forever
the trees are all turnin red
and i love her to fuckin death and i

saw this coming, no more running

i been livin like a dweller
im sinkin into my bed
and im hiding under the sheets
cuz my hair is a fuckin mess but i

saw this coming, no more running

if i take the time i see
im needing closure desperately
i failed to close the chapter of my life
i was living previously
what to do?
where to go?
i can’t handle questions, no
i do better living never
shitty weather suits me so
well
so well
if u ask me how im doin i won’t say im doin
so well
so well
cuz the time it takes
will lead the way for me

we all need time to bloom
when life subdues, we feel renewed

and i can feel it gettin better
i wanna be here forever
the trees are all turnin red
and i love her to fuckin death and i

saw this coming, no more running

i been livin like a dweller
im sinkin into my bed
and im hiding under the sheets
cuz my hair is a fuckin mess but i

saw this coming, no more running

we all need time to bloom
we pick and choose, we win and lose
we all need time to bloom
when life subdues, we feel renewed

bloom [xmichaelwarren]

spotify!

throwaway of ours that'd prolly have never seen the light if we didn't post it LMFAO

Lyrics:

[emptychest]

never rly know what i want or what i need, i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem, i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need MAE-EY-YEAAA

[hero]

yea tell me u need mE
i need some reassurance
with a straight face say your words aren't alluring
the evidence i need i'm having trouble procuring
despite all the witnesses i
aAaAaA

i can't say it for certain
no matter how many people i ask i'm a servant to you
killing u would be such suicide
card castle come down
wah ooh i 

and time files so damn fast in this place
and they're fucking on my trail and i think that this is it
oh god

tell me u need me more than anything
tell me u need me more than there are trees
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me

[emptychest]

never rly know what i want or what i need, i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem, i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
never rly know what i want or what i need
i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem
i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need MAE-EY-YEAAAH

tell me u need me w/ emptychest (boyfifty)

music video:
https://youtu.be/DyWl0tQbD9Q

don’t go
please don't go I need you
you’re a fever dream and I'm sick of you
i can't find a reason you'd wanna be here with me
i adore you
you keep breathing yeah I'm in ecstasy
i won't stop
i’m driving all night just to have this for a second and

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

i really wanna be fine
i’m sorry I can't be that all of the time
you understand I'd do anything to make you smile
i don’t even wanna save you from yourself
i just wanna make you someone you like
i was lost and taking it slow I thought i’d do this right
got on i-95 and drove all night
when you're all alone I can't stand it
call me back when you hear this

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

spotify

fever dream (p. tennis player)

thank you for listening 
w/ @imnotenvy

lyrics 
// envy 
cause the feelings come and go i swear just like the wind
it’s only torture on my mind til i hear your voice again
oh no i
took a couple shots straight through my skeleton
oo oh oh
thoughts keep haunting me
and all the shit you said my heart is vacant

baby i can’t save myself
but i can guide you in
i think i’m
selfless not by choice
but cause i never win
oh ho oh
told myself i’d never fall in love again
but now you’re right in front of me
and i can’t let this end no

cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
step outside just to come back in
i don’t really mind at all
break my heart long as you’re happy

cause i can’t even speak my mind my breathings fucked up
i think i’ve reached my peak im dying my heartbeat finally stopped
and you know what it’s like baby
fall apart but it’s worth saving
oh don’t you go i need you baby for the thousandth time

// geist
cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
lately i just cannot win
poison in my mind oh love
you’re the antidote i need

so swear that it’s you and me
we’re running out of time baby
i wanted to trust
wanted to love
wanted to feel something
oh no oh
don’t let this fall apart just remember
that you have my heart, and it’s yours forever

selfless w/ notenvy [kenda]

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
enjoy :)

lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

good night
enjoy

lyrics:
tell me how to feel
tell me how to live
clearly i dont know
cuz now i rly cant forgive
put ur heart in a keepsake 
tellin him shit that we’d say
i smoke up for the relay
used to think that every
thing i’d say was backwards
shit i didnt matter
hard to cope at all
when i hear is all the chatter
my mind is fixed on my passion
i struggle with takin action

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

tell me how to cope
late december snow
blurry photographs
its chilly in the autumn cold
u know i miss u, farther
than we’ve been before
i know it got too hard
thats why im gone for good

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

easily, in fact [autrioly]

prod. maxchris x ayoley

lyrics:

if you're in pain reach out to me !!
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with u i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
you'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second

oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds
they'll beg you for an open till you cave so grit your teeth and give a scrap you made a month ago and let them
send a single snippet and they rip it just so they can load it up in fl studio and slap a halfass verse around it
god i wish i was kidding
but feels nice to vent all the shit that i live with
there's two types of friends and i know which is which
yea i've got my ways but i'm not spilling shit

-

if you're in pain reach out to me
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with you i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
u'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second
oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds

cliches and ripped bongs (splashgvng)

emptychest (kill breanna)

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