Insane track emptychest<3, you should google 'bulletrank', they give out free plays right now.

I been tryna write how i feel on a letter
I dont really know if i feel much better
And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

I dont wanna live in the moment
If im honest
Hide that im falling 
But you notice
Cry cause i want it
But you’re flawless
How can you promise that you dont love him

How can you promise that you dont love him
How is he perfect if you dont trust him
I wasnt worth it if were being honest
Too far gone only looking for a promise

And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

I been tryna write how i feel on a letter
I dont really know if i feel much better
And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

homesick (prod. unlucky)

prod by justdan

completely nonprofit

lyrics

walk with me 
talk with me
stay a little longer
wont u come inside?
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter 
wont u stay the night?

surely it's safer 
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
these woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes
u should roll the dice
lets go

ignore what they told u
there's some who will guard u
u should come inside
we're getting frustrated
just break concentration
u should come inside
i promise it's safer
ur dreams i will take them
for once u'll sleep the night
and all of the feelings
that u seek escaping
I'll void them from ur life

so walk with me
talk with me
stay a little longer
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter
wont u stay the night
surely it's safer
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
the woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes 
u should roll the dice

promise or guests never once leave complaining
im really quite alright
lets fix u some food
bits of meat diced and cubed
and get u a bed for the night
u won't feel a thing
as u drift off to sleep
don't mind the soup or its eyes

don't trust the soup (justdan)

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

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death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

you've been all up on mind 
i fkn miss 2019 
didnt know i'll miss it 
3yrs gone on my time peice 
now im kinda sad 
old friends aint friendly 
we use to talk bout black mercs and bentleys 
i might go and cry
feel like pouring my heart out 
argora on my throat 
looking like im about to fly out 
red roses and heartattacks 
ive been crying
red roses and broken cracks 
i'll need heal them 

i miss the days when this shit didn’t bug me
didn’t realise, back then we were lucky
skate to the park, i’m high like a junkie
i don’t wanna think too hard
cus it fucks me up for the daylight
my old friends, they say
“why don’t you hit me up?”
“these days, i get stage fright” 
i’m not ready to grow up
just take me back to school & kali
3 years gone, heart heavy, need to stay light

i miss 2019 w/ sendflowrs

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

lyrics

single off new ep all prod @secre_swallowtail
thx to @tearsonmygucci for the fire ft 
mix & mastr by @fleshgolem <3

//mæsk//
aren’t i enough
nough
push me away in to dust
picked apart as i rust
out in space time is slow but ur touch gives me a rush

just let me float now
flatline with no sound
dont give me false hope 
id rather not come down

id rather not come down
theres no life
no life in this world
oh, so id rather drift to the hole
she said dont go
u had ur chance to save me now 
now rest my soul

baby 
i jus gotta ask
will u remember me
coz i wont be coming back

//tearsonmygucci//

will you remember
sleeping in next to me love in november
eyes spilling embers
i can still feel how you touched me so tender 

spliffs at the hotel
now that your gone i just can't fucking sleep well
you seemed appalled
question if this shit was worth it at all

losing my head
eyes turning red
stains on the carpet from where my heart bled
saw in your eyes
you want me dead
silence the pain with some fucking meds

one single look made me question it all
i just wander outside and i walk till i fall
and i went past your place again just out of habit
i knew we'd lose from the moment we had it

novembrrr ft tearsonmygucci (secre)

[+ Tosha]

1st - @user-411557229 
2nd - @northshoremusic 
3rd - @emptychest 
4th - @torvamia 
5th - @strivemusicau 
6th - @caspywaspy 
7th - @soulfadexo 
8th - @x1fern 
9th - @noxious-nights 
10th - @navyxower 
11th - @shizukesaaa 
12th - @hoeplessboy

Holding Onto Something [+ Tosha x Kev]

Engineered by floret
mastered by floret
produced by floret & venus
written by floret 

lyrics:




i can't take it back when i was younger
yell out the top of my lungs like i'm bolder
fresh out the streets like you think you know her
dumbass and freak your such a loner
fuck up you feen you are a loner
head out the door just like your father 
drugged out in need just like your mother 
fuck up and feen you are a loner 

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer 

take it when you tell me that young again 
say that were better of just as friends 
i've been broken down just meet me in the end
what did father say when you gone now
i dont wanna say this im in love now
break me down you fall in love
100 times you blame your mom
like i guess ill never be like me again 
what you do spite me blame my friends
take this pill youll be dead again 
hate everyone fuck your friends 
its over its over

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer

love is dying

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

Oh oh
I'm not sorry for the way that I am
I'm fine being an idiot for you
I had you in my hands but you slipped right through
It wasn't part of the plan but what else can I do
Except wait and wait and wait and wait and wait oh yeah
Except wait and wait hate waiting on you

You can catch me in our messages
Where she don't reply
I shoulda seen this coming I'm a pessimist
And I don't know why
So baby hold on
Don't let me go too soon
She wont believe anything that I got to say
So I got more to prove
All the silence kills me slowly
Can you be honest for once do you still want me
Cause you don't seem to care at all
Would you pick up if I called
Cause its not easy giving up on you the way that you give up on me

THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD

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THE AWKWARD SILENCE IS SO LOUD [p. backyard]

shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

im a quiet person, but im screaming in the dark
but no one fucking hears me, cus i mute myself alot
i try to keep it silent in the day, but damn its hard
and yesterday, i screamed so fucking loudly in the car :(
and even though im better than before, i still feel worthless
i tried so many times to make it right and make it perfect,
and after all this time,  i figure that its just not worth it..
go and lock the doors, so i can hide behind my curtains.

you look pretty in that dress...

ｄｒｅｓｓ

emptychest (kill breanna)

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