payphone1k

demon eyes in the nighttime

ty @jibaorockin for guitar solo <3

out on all plats !

//
You're so evil
I cant leave you
You’re so evil
I dont need u

Didnt think youd leave me for somebody else
Didnt think id catch you didnt hide your trail
Shoulda put my trust into somebody else
tore my heart apart i hope you go to hell

Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now I wonder why

You're just a devil in a dress
But when you kiss me i forget
I gave u everything you wished
You threw it all away for him
And now im fucked up
now im fucked up in the head, I
Never knew you'd throw it all away, cant
trust a thing u ever fucking said, Why
Did you break my heart in someones bed, Why
Did you break my heart in someones bed

Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now I wonder why
Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now-
Im fucked up in the head
now im fucked up in the head
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said

Devil

all plats <3

devil

AKILLIKA - Drum&Bass Selection Vol.16

pls go listen to niall horans song on a night like tonight its a bop

TO KILL ME 
lyrics:

Something dies 
When I write about someone new
You think you’re deeper than
the trench I’ve been digging you
 
Cut me off with a smile 
Then you turn you back 
Lets be real I hope you’re mad 

The way that you speak 
You know it turns me off 
Whenever you’re near 
I want you to get lost 

No show 
I’m homegrown 
So aware of all the
qualities I lack 
You think you know me 
But you’ve never asked a question
That’s a fact 

Take it back 
All the shit that you never say
Speak a convincing kind of lie 
That could make me stay 

Park your car up the road
colder than you thought
doubting every step you take 

No show 
I’m homegrown 
So aware of all the
qualities I lack 
You think you know me 
But you’ve never asked a question
That’s a fact 

You said 
I’m already a monster and yet 
I think 
you’re a bit of a liar 
You’ll see 

I’ll show 
I’m homegrown 
So aware of all the
qualities I lack 
You say you know me 
But you’ll never ask a question
Why is that?

TO KILL ME

i tried something different 
mastered by me <3
we mixed our own vocals
featuring one of the ogs @noahsuri <3
produced by @whereisnomu ^_^
[hook]
yeah, you always complained i was never enough.
you turned me down everytime i tried showing you love.
you never pulled me through you would always shove.
what will you do when i decide to give up?

i swear everytime you call my phone i get anxiety.
leave me alone, writing thoughts in my diary.
it's too dark can someone shine their light on me?
i bet you never once even thought of me.
[noahsuri]
i think you never once even thought of me
quit playing baby what you want from me
pick up the phone yeah im falling to me knees
when im reminded of you i feel so weak

i really hate seeing old memories 
cuz everytime i do my mind cant compete
yeah all i wanna do is get back on my feet
but its so hard if you push away from me

i really like u but u push away, u dont feel the same at all
you were the part of me i wish that never left
you were the part of me that i never had

and thats why its so hard to let go of you
but i know the right thing for me to do
i feel weak without you
i dont wanna be without you
[hook]
yeah, you always complained i was never enough.
you turned me down everytime i tried showing you love.
you never pulled me through you would always shove.
what will you do when i decide to give up?

i swear everytime you call my phone i get anxiety.
leave me alone, writing thoughts in my diary.
it's too dark can someone shine their light on me?
i bet you never once even thought of me.

the wounds you left

on spotify  >.<

the wounds you left + noahsuri (nomu)

w/ @scrobaby

//
now everyday feels like a waste of timeee
i’m fucking sick of it 
i hate this life
and i’d do anything to change, i’d try
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth
cuz all my life i been a people pleaser
been a bit too nice i’m fucking putting me first
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth

love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back
love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back

in my t shirt
ima bite it til my fucking teeth hurt 
i could please u
tell me what u like
baby i could get u right yuh

waste ur time 
i don’t wana waste ur time oh no
waste ur time,
i don’t wanna waste ur time

teeth

all plats

Lyrics:

Quiero morir esto no tiene fin
No puedo sentir no quiero vivir
Me siento tan mal la necesidad
No poder hablar no poder expresar
El como me siento en mi interior
En mi corazon ya esta partido en dos
Y yo lo intente yo quise salir
De toda esta mierda pero no tiene fin
Me empiezo a cortar, disimular
Pero no, no puedo parar
Es una forma para poder escapar
Y toda esta mierda poder sobrellevar
La ansiedad que estoy pasando
Mientras escribo me esta torturando
Me estoy ahogando en mis problemas
Con mi sangre escribiendo este poema
---------------------------------------
Debo aclararme para actuar
Toda esta mierda me sabe fatal
Lo único que hago es vomitar
Luego llorar para luego cortar
Me odio mismo por no poder
Suicidarme ya de una vez
Y me da igual lo que digan
Cuando estén en mi funeral
---------------------------------------
Quiero morir esto no tiene fin
No puedo sentir no quiero vivir
Me siento tan mal la necesidad
No poder hablar no poder expresar
El como me siento en mi interior
En mi corazon ya esta partido en dos
Y yo lo intente yo quise salir
De toda esta mierda pero no tiene fin
Me empiezo a cortar, disimular
Pero no, no puedo parar
Es una forma para poder escapar
Y toda esta mierda poder sobrellevar
La ansiedad que estoy pasando
Mientras escribo me esta torturando
Me estoy ahogando en mis problemas
Con mi sangre escribiendo este poema

Aparentar(experimental)(Prod. Santana)

Aparentar(Prod. Santana)

Okkkkkkkk Nomu Bruh

im done p3

https://traktrain.com/voidz

ending song by sprited away theme song :)
enjoy <3!

almost winter pack 2023

ive been writing for a while as an outlet and now I am ready to introduce the world to murv

https://traktrain.com/whereisnomu

@whereisnomu

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