lyric vid :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpYTBLtdZFk

(i dont wanna talk like this
she dont wanna talk she jus want my dick
i dont wanna live so i slice my wrists
i wont evr luv cuz it dont exist
shes a masochist)

huh
range rover sports truck
got yo bitch in the back n she wanna take shortcuts
ima pour up like 4 cups
tryna kiss
pushed her off cuz i cannot take more luv
idc i dont rlly give a fuck now
i jus wanna fade into the backround
im jus tryna dip out fuck this town
i said that i guess ill see u round

@1sloan
I got blood on my face 
I got mud in my cup
And you say that you love me
Dont say it enough
Watch your eyes get bigger wen u see me
Its no surprise that you just want to deceive me
She know she bad but why the fuck she got on h&m? (What the fuck)
Put her on these artists swear to god she never heard of dem
Im just tryna get dis money in a small amount
Ask me if i really give a fuck i really cant now

back home n i still dont feel better
bitch got stains all on my favorite sweater
she down bad
said she wanted me forever
nice talk lil hoe i said see u nvr
i dont wanna talk like this
she dont wanna talk she jus want my dick
i dont wanna live so i slice my wrists
i wont evr luv cuz it dont exist
shes a masochist (huh)

range rover sports truck
got yo bitch in the back n she wanna take shortcuts
ima pour up like 4 cups
tryna kiss
pushed her off cuz i cannot take more luv
idc i dont rlly give a fuck now
i jus wanna fade into the backround
im jus tryna dip out fuck this town
i said that i guess ill see u round

(yo whaddup guys im enjoying a crisp diet cock i mean diet cock i mean diet cock i mean diet cock)

seeya nvr lol w/ 1sloan (shinju + silver)

@elliemillss
prod. me, drop by @trustt
first self prod song @trustt helped a lot with mixing
inspired by how to lie by jane remover 

03/6/23

song at like 20k without bots
lyrics:

ive been trapped inside my head 
and can’t get out
all my friends are insecure 
and I don’t know what that’s about
but it’s fine
i know deep down that you hurt
i still lie
because i know 
that’s not what you want from me

deep down inside
dont let it go to waste
i try to hide
feels like I’m stuck in place

and I know that you know 
that you’re not the one for me
and I know that I can’t control 
so I just grind my teeth

this time ill watch it all to the end
I won’t lose all my friends
and our feelings begin,
 again

my head 
i been 
trapped in- trapped in
trapped in- trapped in
my head 
i been 
trapped in- trapped in
trapped in- trapped in

i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get o-o-out

ellie mills - tension seeker prod me

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

spotify ^_^

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

do you know its okay?
you know its just fine
oh it don’t mean nothing
if i’m left behind
and you make me crazy
i know when you lie
you don’t have to save me
we had a good time

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

i don’t wanna be over
in spite of it all
if you ever need comfort
just give me a call
nothing ever gets warmer
it only gets cold
if you ever need me
you know i’m yours.

i dont wanna be here
not without you
i dont wanna be here
not without you
not without you.

white lies

@a_anx1ety x @negativecreeper

@qxi
i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

ima take it back
cus u made it sad
i dont want no slow shit
i just want it fast
bitch u are so precious
leave u in the past
u said i was the first
but id rather be ur last

i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

@yokulol
u fall down and think i’ll catch you anyway
idk why, cus i said it once before you think it
i’ll never leave, ur not wrong
i’m just thinking maybe we could last for long (oohwahahh)

cus when u get involved
i just fall
i don’t wanna care at all
it’s not a lot u know I’m tryin

cus when u get involved
i just fall
i don’t wanna care at all
it’s not a lot u know I’m tryin

@qxi
i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

spotify

hero w/ yoku p. kyonely + negative.creeper

love letters 💌 w/ venthan (me)

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

w/ @scrobaby

//
now everyday feels like a waste of timeee
i’m fucking sick of it 
i hate this life
and i’d do anything to change, i’d try
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth
cuz all my life i been a people pleaser
been a bit too nice i’m fucking putting me first
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth

love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back
love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back

in my t shirt
ima bite it til my fucking teeth hurt 
i could please u
tell me what u like
baby i could get u right yuh

waste ur time 
i don’t wana waste ur time oh no
waste ur time,
i don’t wanna waste ur time

teeth

all plats

decided to make a part 2 for https://soundcloud.com/1akura/lost-all-i-got-02ashes-1
prod drmabeats
lyrics:

that day u told me its over
nowadays its all i think ab
ur heartt gets cold like october
cn u pls tell me wen things went right south
whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

when its time ill come out
from this mess out my shell
say ur fine i cant tell
(tht ur really not)
but i guess time will tell
when will i find myself
stuck in the pits of hell
(ik u never cared)

now im done stop tryin
u tried to take it all from me
yea i stopped, stopped cryin
from memories that made me bleed
yea im done stop tryin
ur somethin that ill never need
ur evil stay away ffrom me
i swear that ur heart is full of greed

whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

lost all i got pt. 2

@scrufff
@brknglss
https://www.instagram.com/p/CwVx5c0IlYu/?img_index=1

robot w/ scruff (brknglss)

production @v_letical @trustt @omgisai
mixing mastering @v_letical @trustt

video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:

(@v_letical)
yeah, it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
i just say "i'm fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
i just say "i'm fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn

yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine-ine, feeling greedy
yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, feeling greedy
closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, f-f-feeling greedy
yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, feeling-feeling greedy

(@trustt)
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round, i'm the man
y-y-yeah, but you don't really know that yet
so, you don't really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i can't find my phone, think i'm boutta throw up
i said "fuck all your friends, and fuck what you heard"
yeah, fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt
my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
take whats not mine, f-f-feeling greedy
close my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
take whats not mine, f-f-feeling greedy

(@v_letical)
yeah, it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
i just say "i'm fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
it don't really feel the same no more, nah
yeah, i'm getting tired of the lies, i been bored, yeah
"f-f-fine," then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn

yeah, i closed my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, yeah i'm feeling greedy
my eyes, i can still see the TV
say you don't like me, but you really need me
yeah the trophy's mine, i'ma win, you gon see me
i'ma take whats not mine, yeah, feeling greedy, yeah

(113.225)

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