no consideration
no consideration
for ur future
just look at urself
all consideration
all consideration
for ur past
my nails ill bite fast
i wont ever get a bag
its no wonder im sad
i really didnt choose this
i really didnt
stuck in my room screaming till someday
i finally got what i want someway
slow
slow 
slow ur fuckin roll now
ur getting too caught up 
in the paper that u roll now
you can tell me anything
i promise that ill understand
yeah i know life sucks 
but just hang w me
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy

no consideration (sogimura)

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

photo, art, mix & master by me. 

prod. recyclebin (tha goat)

tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay... x2

if you wanna talk shit
yeah you can get gone
nothin' gets past me
intellegence is artifical 
always with the fake love
yall so superficial
got me in my feels
yeah im feelin brittle...

tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay... x2

im so sick of actin like its okay
yeah u wanna hit me up
im like no way...
no way, no way...

(recyclebin goes in)

tell me do you feel it?
(always let me down)
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay...

i dont wanna be around these humans anymore
maybe im malfunctioning
maybe a hard reset is what i need

(thats what i need, thats what i need)

tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
tell me do you feel it?
cuz im sick of...
actin like its okay...

tell me do you feel it ?!
tell me do you feel it?!
tell me do you feel it?!

i dont wanna be around these humans anymore
maybe im malfunctioning
maybe a hard reset is what i need ~~~~~~

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superficial (do you feel it?) [+recyclebin & northeast lights]

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

in a different state 
fuckin blacked out
they dont know my name
huh, its how it stays now
yeh
id really
like it
if you kept my name in ur mouth
cus i wanna be talked about
fuck it if i roundabout
spent my life being kicked around
a to the m to the gay 
to the "what the fucks this kid sayin?"
i
dont
get around
i just wanna be grounded

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the-

worst.
but anyway,
im scared
that im not gonna make it farther than i am
right now
and i struggle more than i ever have
but now its different shit
and i guess i gotta write about it 
why u stayin in this life if u not really all about it?
im just an angsty teen with the same shit 
that you deal with,
so whats special bout it?
fucking nothing.
i dont deserve any of this shit,
so gimme nothing.
but they'll always be a side of me that wants somethin,
live a life,
maybe fuckin god damn be somethin.

0 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

what works? (valious & maxflynn)

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

treacherous *mo beats*

loved her first (feat. xakk)

Snakes

Mostly producedby https://soundcloud.com/mandylicioussss?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

outro

the storm (2001 x sor)

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