the vibes are immaculate I feel this one so much

damn imagine if there was a music vid in da works 4 dis that'd be so crazy

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I
Want

Baby girl miss too much
Swear she pretty even with withdrawal symptoms
I think I care too much
If I die I think I'mma give my pulse to her
I been runnin' out of air too much
Click bang blow my brains under the gun for her
Baby I don't wanna stay too long
You feel like a switch blade in my guts baby

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I

And I can't leave
'Cause I won't find no one that's
Better than you are for me
You make it hard
To open up
I'll give my love my heart my soul
But it won't stop from growing old
And you
Don't have a care in the world
For anybody but yourself
But still when I die
I wanna die with her
It won't hurt if I try
So I'll still try to work this out

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I

Call my phone and she's spittin' lies
How much time until realize
And she spit in my face
Said that shit that you had to hide
True colors come alive at night
You want all this shit passed down to you
Never work a day
You push away all the blame
You think you worth all the fame
But you ain't seen all this shit since I shown you
You believe all the words that I told you
Can't even hear all the lies 'cause they see through
Can't even believe that we're dead I had loved you

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I

spotify

chicken wire w/ sace6 + noahmadethiss (p. yunny goldz)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i press pause & rewind
it all feels like a movie
maybe thats how i kill time
i swear its amusing
i make a victim of myself
& im crying to no one
its a cycle of nature,
and i live in darkness,
no moon & no sun 

i hope this reads like a letter
whenever you hear it
nothing would make me feel better
than knowing u feel it too
this island it paints me blue
sincerely, it’s cause of u
the way the leaves they hold me
it almost feels like u got to know me 

[evan]
wave after wave 
and i’ve been drowning in a sea of my own thoughts
a clear image of everything i’m not 
hold on and hope it’s not a lot

i know this too well 
here reading the same old story 
i’m stuck in this cycle 
all i can do is wonder if 

are you coming to save me 
i’m empty 
pull me out of the shit that’s preventing me
is it too late to get out of this 
draw my name in the sand are you coming to save me 

are you coming to save me 
am i coming to save me
i put it all line 
draw my name in the sand 
are you coming to save me

stream everywhere!

VIII. sincerely (ft. evan carr) [jolst x pekarot]

I miss you so much honestly.

well, im only here cause i love you
and i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached..
get attached..
but its a little hard, cause you make me feel
thats something i aint really done in a year
done in a year, a little more

well, im only here cause i love you :(
cause i love you, cause i love you x2
i think you're too hard on yourself..
too hard on yourself, too hard on yourself
and i dont even know you that well,
but i think youre cool..

you were like.. everything to me. you got me thru the most conflicting time of my life when i was recovering from the past, discovering myself, and accepting fate. i didn't really think youd ever go, and i guess that was dumb on my part. but i'd never blame you..
i hope youre safe hun.

i love you.. (caves x pekarot)

seconds

prod micheal harrison and @vito2300

lyrics:

texts that i regret
words i shouldnt have said
never even meant a thing to anyone 
the likes of you
im sorry
i hope you never hear this
its boring
i just write the same sob story

i still read our olds texts
did you know that
i still love you
how pathetic 

texts that i regret
words i shouldnt have said
never even meant a thing to anyone 
the likes of you
im sorry
i hope you never hear this
its boring
i just write the same sob story

i hope you never hear this

04 [bonus]

th_unkown ends up becoming all u kno.

lyrics

picturing the silence in the shallow nights
every time u take a breath antother candle lights
i didnt thin id be here looking at the world this way 
this fragile skin is all what holds this tainted mind x3

/

i carry bagange 
but listen understand this
its not easy always lifting when u dont now what the plan is 

/

i hope i manage 
but heavy hitting damage 
can hit at any moment 
its not all hopefless if I vanish

/

20 fucking years ive hid inside this mud
ive lived this way
i love the way i get told the things that help me fucking hate
the way ive molded taken shape i had a place where I belonged
u look at me like its familiar 
but u wont know this pain

/

the next time i look in the mirror i will shred my fucking face
and i will do the world a favour. someone’ll take my place
and make the most of what they have 
this a toast to all those sad
stuck in the past
a sinking boat
where waters vast

/

just sink the glass
the pressure building i cant push it back
ill leave you behind a pact
trust my words and they will last

soul shredder

soul-shredder [bonus track] (stillvanishing)

THROWAWAYZ
ENJOY AND THANKS FOR LISTENING, ALWAYS.

ANDRETTI (prod. nxrthwest)

Drift

Have you ever gone through tough times in a relationship? i have, if you can relate with this song feel free to carry on the scars w me. much love to all of yall 

You Forgot - prod.Eskimos x Zeux

Demon Slayer, demons all around me, walking in the shadow, you can´t find me.

i love you.. (caves x pekarot)

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