[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

// 5 song ep he said //

lyrics

chorus
she said this
and she said that
but ion think she ever gon be coming back
the memorys stuck in my head
the thought of u gives me heart attack
that’s why im deleting all these photographs

pleased to meet you
im glad we talked
do u wanna meet again or not 
she said complacently 
i said yes and i regret it all

verse
coz i dont fucking sleep at night 
yeh, these sleepless nights
yeah ive been locked inside my room
with the fucking weakest mind
i got this feeling i
got these demon eyes staring back at me while i fuck this up

why why won’t u wait for me 
u got time we got time just be patient see
if u look a lil longer, wait who the fuck is he
well i hope he makes u happy like i couldn’t honesty

honestly
i been lying next to branches watching falling leaves
the trees give fresh air but i still think cant fucking breathe
but your words have got me dying 
your words are killing me and i dont think they’ll ever leave

mæmory (rarrebear)

On and on it goes...

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: GRAYSKIES
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA 

lyrics:
Greyskies
Up all night
I’ve been by myself for a long time
I see you
Walk around
Something bout this just feels so right

I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

I’ve been by myself for a long time 
Everybody knows it’s just you and I 
Staying up all night just to pass the time
Waiting for your call by the moonlight 


I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

Kyo, come on
think about it
who's the real villain here?
who really dragged her into this?
who?
it was me...
that's right

MY CURSE PROD. GRAYSKIES

I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 
show me that you think I’m worth it 
i know it’s not attractive to be sad like all the time 
getting fucked up every night
I hate that I’ve been so vacant in my mind 
I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 


in my mind i’m nothing, I’m worthless 


i’m muted, I’m wordless 
I’m always left breathless 
lovestruck by your presence 
I think that you get the message 

I’m too self aware and observant 
and I just want some reassurance 
all of my scars have been resurfaced 
and i feel like I have no purpose 

i don’t really know why I’m even like this 
I’m done, and don’t even wanna fight this 
brush off every feeling till I’m mindless 
drink & drive while I’m high to get excited 

just a post millennial burnout 
trying my best to not be a let down
I know I’m not perfect, just want to be worth it

Baby I’ve been fighting all the demons vibin in my head
they came from reaping got me deep in existential dread  
i wish that I could just lay next to you up in my bed
chillin watching Netflix and maybe some freaky sex 

pouring you up a cup of coffee 
manifesting that you’d want me 
despite my thoughts and how they’re haunting

i'm sorry i'm not perfect (prod. Jolst x Wisssery)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

train station (prod.IOF)

lovely prods all thanks to end, aug, and branwen.
i love all of you who support me to hell and back.
and i couldn't be more excited for what's in the future for us
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empty szn..

sayless

sayless (end x aug)

hierarchy

hierarchy (branwen)

do u like me or is that just ur personality

do u like me or is that just ur personality (end x aug)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah