sad boy hours

thearchived and sadtxnshi <3

4/4/22

emptychest archive

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

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maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

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puppet

prod farber

i fucking hate how things went i just want us to be okay again

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[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
i dont know where i should go
i lost the only girl i love
its so cold without you home
this shit is harder than i thought
baby call me
i need you right now
baby call me
i'll lose this fight now
nothings fun without you here
i spend my day sitting around
fuck im running out of tears
i hate that you are out of town
baby call me
im fucking lonely
baby call me
im dying slowly

--no algorithm--
i don’t know where i should go
this is funny im a real yung ghost
motherfucker don’t know me or how far i’ll go

please girl don’t call me
i know your not sorry
i know you don’t love me
no you don’t

fuck your apology
i know it’s hard for me
but i know pretty soon you’ll be over me
revenge suicide hope u cry for me
set my soul a blaze i’ll be fucking haunting you

call me w/no algorithm (farber)

bryan sundays’ cover of oklou’s cover of a.g. cook’s being harsh .

much love <3

vocals + guitar by bryan sundays 
written by a.g. cook

a.g. cook - being harsh (brysundays cover)

prod rinne

</3

[lyrics:]
i dont fucking know how i can cope with all the pain bitch
you left me alone and now you see me go insane shit
i dont really get why everybody is the same bitch
tell me that you love me i dont care if you're just faking

you hate me now
but i still dream of you
im breaking down
i dont know what to do

i can not stop to cry
so please just let me die

you broke me 
and you dont care
you showed me
life is not fair
chainsmoking
you still dont care
you told me
that you'll be there

you hate me now (rinne)

prod rinne x perish <3

i hope you'll find happiness in life

[lyrics:]
i miss the days when you were laying in my bed
baby i feel okay when you hold my hand
we are meant to be together you know that
cant believe its over baby please come back
oh girl i need you in my life
oh girl i need you by my side
oh girl i fucking miss your eyes
oh girl i love you please be mine
fine, i can give you some more time
i dont know how to feel alright
my patience is about to die
i dont know how to stay alive


staring at the sky
i think about you
girl im feeling fine
when im around you
every song i write
is about you
i just wanna cry 
when im without you

@ibleedicare
sometimes i wish you were here by my side
to help me forget about suicide
you were here next to me
please just keep talking to me

i always have a part of you
you're haunting all of my songs
i never thought forgetting you will take that long

i miss you
what can i do?

about you w/ibleedicare (rinne x perish)

prod iof <3

life's not fair :')

[lyrics:]
i dont get what i did wrong
i waste my time cant write a song
i wish you would communicate
but you dont you're not the same

i dont want to find another girl
cus you are everything i want
im living in a lonely world
i really thought that you're the one

i dont get why you do that
baby come back home
you were almost perfect
now you're fucking cold
dont be scared im not angry
i still love you so much
remember when you met me
i gave you all my trust 


you know i'd die for you
i would do everything
just to see you smile
im wondering if you think
about me that much too
i would do everything 
just to see you smile 
i would do everything

im not angry (iof)

losin it

prod splashgvng <3

if you read this im proud of you :3

[lyrics:]
burning down my memories
i guess right now its time to leave for me
my head's a fucking mess
and i forgot to take my meds
you said goodbye
but you promised you would come back
it was a lie
now you got another boyfriend


i trusted you so much
i gave you all my love
i guess im easy to replace 
i hate to see you change
im easy to replace 
i think i'll go insane

@luwonderland
i think i am going insane
nothing is in my brain
now i am short on my life 
gone - the time of my life

lost years lost months
memories falling to pieces 
lost years lost months
hole in my heart it's the deepest

i'm picking up the pieces of my skin
while i look at ur pictures and rethink
what have i done - what did i wrong
i thought this would last a lifetime long

burning down my memories w/lu wonderland (splashgvng)

timeless gng

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue
you said im bad but im doing fine 
so what the fuck do you mean?
yeah i learned from being a bitch
now im not really that mean no more
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue

what do you mean?
i know im not
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books & passages (wisssery x sharp)

Something (Drake Remake)

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

my first actual project, I'm aware that its rough but things will get better with time.

light

you wont miss me. (prod irby)

loml (prod jody)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to