sad boy hours

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

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maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

2002mix

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

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Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

Produced by Dead Spyro & 2001
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@decksmusic
If silence could kill
I'd be dead already
The snow's piling up in her sky-lit setting
'Cause in my heart of hearts I knew it from the start
When we were in your car
You feel like home even when we're far

Something tells me that I'm missing all the pieces
Memories from my past return to leave me bruised & beaten
Everything's a shame to me
People they keep on blaming me
But baby hear me out
We could leave here in like a day or three
I hate this town & I can't get out
I could drive forever & still feel down
I'll watch my mouth
We'll work this out
Baby you are my reason for living now

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Decks: Home (dead spyro/2001)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

turn around and turn off the safety

SONG OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW

bedhead

long road ft. bedhead (p. loopy!)

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/c04d9c'>download here</a>

shout out brandon 4 inspiring me

lyrics:
i dont wanna fucking die here
cant watch the stars shine here
i cant lie in this bed

im turning to a ghost
watch me go
the curtains close
i told you so

i been flexin on my exes
dont reply to no message
they wanna get on guest list
i guess i need to stress this

dont hit up my phone 
im all on my own
dont need no one to hold

but if you stay here with me
well fly away in the clouds
never go back to the ground

turn off all the lights
say goodnight
shut my eyes tight
sweet dreams tonight

im pullin up in my 240
babygirl cant ignore me
skrrt off with windows tint 
spark up now the functions lit

falling asleep cos im faded
ill never be complacent
i feel numb and i hate it

your eyes twinkle like the nightsky
tears like diamonds when you cry
let me sing you a lullaby

its like a scattered dream
a far off memory
something that you cant see

grimworld thats the fuckin set
cant feel shit im such a mess
sometimes i wish i was dead
instead of sleeping in this bed

but then i cant be with you
alone in my room
watching the stars and the moon

save my soul
it wanders every night
thru the wind and trees
i guess this is goodbye

the sky lights up at dawn
its such a sight to see
roll my windows down
i feel you here with me

ghosts 👻

Old one I realized I didn't have up on here.
Hope you still like it! :P
Have a few more to upload as well.

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Remember Me

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

https://www.twitter.com/gxxdbi
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Check
Check
Check my pulse
oh god damn thought i overdosed
dropped big grand on a xanny boat
tag both hands now im diagnosed
and my covers blown
but im in the zone
momma used to grind on a stripper pole
made a whole shrine outta jewelry store
money on her mind man she lost control
sold her soul
cause shes all alone
kaelidoscope eyes tryna check my phone
bust down lines cause daddys home
take me away seperate my ghost
decorate my bones guess i fit the mold

drove 700 miles to the shoreline
count days spent prayin for a flatline
pour drank on ice fuck a pink sprite
bout to drop a hand grenade in a knife fight
got a bag full of lies and its all mine
30 years cant pay for a co sign
must of been real fucked in my past life
keep a pinwheel tucked in my eyesight
had a cold bowl of rice with me last night
she was cocaine white with some snake bites

and its alright
last flight im right where i should be
no time for a dime like to live free
im gonna keep that mind till it kills me

Overdose (Prod. by Forlxrn)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @cozyboycries
Instrumental: @user-182805726
Mix&Master: @cozyboycries & @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

Intro (yung van) - 
"Hey, Evan I just want you to know you are an amazing person dude. If you are listening to this right now in the future, maybe you are at college dude, you're missing Vincent, you're missing summer, you're missing all your friend's dude.  It's gonna be okay, I know you're sad. *Coughs* I'm sick right now, but I know you're sad, but you've got some friends dude, wherever you're at, you've got friends."

yung van-

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

I was there when you needed me but when I needed you, you were not to be seen
but when you cried you were so clean
something about you was so me
I don't wanna go like this, I don't wanna go out in the snow
I just wanna come back home, but there is something up blocking the road
Take me out, then block me out like you're used to
don't talk about what we talked about like I used you

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

cøzybøy-

I always thought we would be there for each other
(for each other)
But I was wrong cause we grew apart so fast
I miss the nights we used to talk long
take long drives and sit upon the sidewalks 
smoking cigarettes breathing as the time past
drifting away, every day, we were drifting away

yung van-

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

Blackwater

Vincent

Vincent Ft. cøzybøy (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

💫😴😓 
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-- lyrics --
I'm driving drunk cuz u drove me to drink
I'm just so lit that I can't even think
All that you did and all that you said
Thinking of you it just fucks with my head...

Baby I swear I'm trying to figure it out
There's just so much on my mind
I know I wear my heart on my sleeve
this just how the story goes
You still mad about my old hoes
I guess we just aren't really meant to be
Yea you got my heart split in half
I just split a perc but I took both halves
I still feel the pain of wanting you 
I miss fucking in your Cadillac
Feels like I'm having a heart attack
Feels like I need my emotions back
Every time I see your ass
I can’t help but want you back
I don't know what's wrong with me
Singing all these songs for you
I know that you're wrong for me
But I just can't get over you
I think u belong with me
And my heart still belongs to you
I think u belong in this empty seat in this foreign coupe

I'm driving drunk cuz u drove me to drink
I'm just so lit that I can't even think
All that you did and all that you said
Thinking of you it just fucks with my head...

and i know that you think i'm the bad one
i know that these people be wishing me dead
spend all my time all alone in my bed
yeah this fucks with my head
don't give a fuck
if ur sleepin in my bed
they wonder why
theres a problem in my head
like omg 
will these feelings ever end...........? 
💖💚💜🖤💔
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will these feelings ever end?

will these feelings ever end? w/ lullabyboy (prod. 5head)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

Come back home tonight (x2)

I don't wanna live here without you,
ya theres no us without two,
if I told you that I trust you,
would you tell me that you trust me too? (x2)

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *

If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

* I never lie, I told you that, I promise I, won't ever fall. *
If I claimed that I loved you, 
would you tell me that you love me too?
Time moves too fast,
This love gon last,
Ima make things right for u,

If you claimed that you loved me,
Ima tell you that I love you too,
I ain't never been happier-
You're all I got, and that's on you.

love u

lyrics

his tongues loose but one day he'll hold his wrongs
options present themselves way less this time around
reasoning is obsolete when deafened by the cause
bullets fly right by his head as he prays to his god
i need forgiveness he yells at the clouds
haunted by the task at hand of making dad proud
birthmarks he never saw till she pointed them out
he said u know me better than like anyone else around
i sleep and i wait for the end of the world
when i wake up to these sirens as hurricanes whirl
around my house i might walk right out
i never liked it here and this death would make me smile
theres a light on on her front porch
she said she was up late maybe its a sign so im going to find out
last we were in a fight but i hope shes calmed down
i just wanna run something by u while im blacked out
lets let bygones become bygones
i aint mean to scare you 
i meant it but im sorry i just had to lash out
i could smell his body on you when we laid down
i guess i just helped find the one that worked out

bygones become bygones  (eric godlow)

-Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/xthrobx
-Produced: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

bad dreams (feat. throb) (prod. irby)

produced by @fantasycamp
-- lyrics --
Sad in the VIP

I used to have emotions that made me smile
Now they all make me sad
I been goin thru the motions for awhile
And I’m starting to get mad
I been swimming in the ocean for miles
And it won’t let me go back
I been gettin that cash by the pile
And it really don’t change the fact...

(hook)
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I'm sad in the VIP section
Like a phone with no reception
I'm sad in the VIP section
I'm alone with no connections

Except the plug and he gotta great selection
fourth rollie presidential no election
Can’t move one damn muscle wit out flexing
So why im finna take this Fn 
and blow my f’in brains out?
When I can make it rain now?
Why can't i deal wit the pain? wow...
Even my drip so hard I feel drained out
She sliced me down the middle and left me on display now...

I'm sad in the VIP
I wanna leave let me d-i-p
Here's a few racks for the t-i-p
Sure they can drink a little more for free...

(hook)
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I'm sad in the VIP section
Like a phone with no reception
I'm sad in the VIP section
I'm alone with no connections

I used to have emotions that made me smile
Now they all make me sad
I been goin thru the motions for awhile
And I’m starting to get mad
I been swimming in the ocean for miles
And it won’t let me go back
I been gettin that cash by the pile
And it really don’t change the fact...

(background chorus during last hook)
Say what u want I’ll cry if I’m sad
I’m in Saint Laurent my arms covered in tats
I never really cared if they cared about that
I just really really care I’m in VIP and I’m so sad

(hook)
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I'm sad in the VIP section
Like a phone with no reception
I'm sad in the VIP section
I'm alone with no connections

sad in the VIP

sad in the VIP (prod by fantasy camp)

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

twelve (eric godlow)

Original song "waste my time" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
I've been trying to picture
Your eyes on nights like these
Silhouettes and a flannel shirt
The one you gave to me

Got me at a stand by
Caught me at the right time
Tell me why they fly by
Minutes fly like seconds
Goodnight, now you're feeling lifelike
'I love you's' turn to goodbyes

(And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to)

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

I been fallin asleep at the wheel most nights
Got me looking for somewhere to rest my eyes
And ive gone past my old house a thousand times
Tryna find somewhere else I could drive

Got a lacking of serotonin
Calling and calling your phone
Scatter the pieces up of my heart that you fucking broke
I wrote you another poem
Bout flowers and drinking alone
But now the ink from the pen is bleeding out into the paper

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to

waste my time

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

music video

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

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sad boy hours

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