stiches on my heart and a bloody cough :(

sad boy hours

lyrics:

Walk me home Im so cold Give me hope

Wood legs in the depths of Lanier
Severed kelped limbs in the pale moonlight
I don’t like it but the Pain had never felt so right
Bridges disappear when the fog hugs tighter
Im never backing down my mama raised a fighter
Flesh on top the poles inside the swamp set fire
Rolling back my head u see my eyes glow whiter
Open up my mouth my throat is pouring out spiders

Walk me home Guard my soul
Pale orbed lights Feed these ghosts
In Clay dirt roads My feet leave molds
Oh and here we go again oh u mad for sure
Oh I just ate and I still need more

Taking my life too seriously and Im still so bored
People be on my dick too much its starting to get sore
I am not playing no games hoe what do you take me for
Hop inside this tank im telling em this means war
Cigarettes Deep burns
In my chest It hurts
Big wounds bleed from my head Scorched earth
Legs lead They don’t work
I feel so alive when im close to being dead
I need touch Hold up I need space
When I think to myself it always ends in a rage
I can’t wait till I leave this place
Looking up at the stars I emit hiraeth
I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna live in this form
Speak on my name when speak on my team imma send u up to the stars
I miss home Oh man I hate the road
Get my baby on the call Get my lady on the call
Told her I wish I was there when u take it all off
Touching on her body girl ur skin is so soft
Wood legs in the depths of Lanier
Severed kelped limbs in the pale moonlight
I don’t like it but the Pain had never felt so right
Bridges disappear when the fog hugs tighter
Walk me home Im so cold
Feed me warmth Give me hope

Walk me home Guard my soul
Pale orbed lights Feed these ghosts
In Clay dirt roads My feet leave molds
Oh and here we go again oh u mad for sure
Oh I just ate and I still need more

wasp (scottysplash)

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

—————————

wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

—————————

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

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Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

Ft (jabarionthebeat)

sewerperson ft eric godlow - THE WORLD SHALL BLEED WITH ME (eric godlow) [MASTERED]

sewerperson - No Contact

CptnClutch - Drug bias (v1) 
Vocals and lyrics - CptnClutch 
Mix and mastering - CptnClutch

Drug bias

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

produced by Sam Brodie Beats

lyrics:

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

that girl like me only cause im musical
fubu love i know she starting faking months ago
i cant blame her if im somewhat antisocial though
i guess someone gotta entertain the followers

thats a problem i got people acting different to me
forget the curve and theyll come back around with feelings for me
she too clever she only text me when im really horny
everything i say is something new that she could plant upon me

thats just one thing
hold up thats just one thing
text to argue phone ping when im tryna fucking sing
swear ill just delete you if bout to here a ring
lemme hit the hook and maybe later we could grab a drink or somethin

everyone i talk to got a look about them
like i didnt fuck them over but they think im bouta
listen up that shit is fallacy im good without ya
i got people mad at me i never have encountered

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

look at me go
burning the road
pressing my toes down
im breaking out of my mold

lately im no peoples person
i dont do hellos
i might live out in the forest 
and let no one know

sweater ovo
swaine his cap is xo
from the east side
my girl is from the rex tho
house of balloons is banging loud from the condo
racing cars in here they way it smell like gas smoke

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

wait (prod. sam brodie)

not going back (prod. canis major)

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

be careful! (beats by con)

in my life
out of all that's in my life
I hope we don't lose this feeling overnight
we been bruising up our bodies every night
feeling right ya her throat is feeling tight

in my life
out of all that's in my life
I hope we don't lose this feeling overnight
we been bruising up our bodies every night
feeling right ya her throat is feeling tight
I don't bite girl I promise I don't bite
going white she said choke me it feels right
by my side when ur here I feel alive
from inside I can see u from inside

in my life
out of all that's in my life
I hope we don't lose this feeling overnight
we been bruising up our bodies every night
feeling right ya her throat is feeling tight

drink up level up oh shit
baby I must evolve
I was out back all wavy
had to make sure I don't fall n shit
I got demons in my throat I think I said too much
n she get on those knees n then she open up
even though I just met u
I feel u inside my bones
after all I been thru I let u into the walls
everybody heart get broken
everybody got their reasons
I could not afford one moment
baby im barely breathing

in my life
out of all that's in my life
I hope we don't lose this feeling overnight
we been bruising up our bodies every night
feeling right ya her throat is feeling tight
I don't bite girl I promise I don't bite
going white she said choke me it feels right
by my side when ur here I feel alive
from inside I can see u from inside

in my life...(jabarionthebeat x vitals)

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

twelve (eric godlow)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

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twelve (eric godlow)

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