barely breathing (EST GEE)

Prod me
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zckqH43m4Mg
Lyrics:
I got hella thoughts sayin imma fade away
missin what I'm not, I don't need it anyway
this ain't what I want, I hope they don't notice me
give up what I got just to heal me mentally
Imma spend it just so I don't have no more
been a minute, ain't nothin that I'm waiting for
push to start watch the ashes fallin on the floor
share my heart with the departed wash up on the shore
I don't need it, I don't really need a fix
I don't trust her, but I'm reapin all the benefits
you won't miss me, bc I was never there
bottles in me now I'm actin like I never cared
yeah
dust I'm getting carried by the wind I know
rotting from the inside but it go so slow
Imma get the money you just play your role
I ain't makin use of what I know no more
I don't trust myself like why they lean on me
voices in my head I never feel lonely
I don't feel the pressure but the weight on me
I just mind my business but they hate on me
time running out, bleeding with the sky tryna tune it out
still all the doubt, all distilled thoughts I can't live live without
blunt guts and shame, imma split the dutch while we split the blame
it's all the same, it don't really matter how you play the game

I got hella thoughts sayin imma fade away
missin what I'm not, I don't need it anyway
this ain't what I want, I hope they don't notice me
give up what I got just to heal me mentally
Imma spend it just so I don't have no more
been a minute, ain't nothin that I'm waiting for
push to start watch the ashes fallin on the floor
share my heart with the departed wash up on the shore
I don't need it, I don't really need a fix
I don't trust her, but I'm reapin all the benefits
you won't miss me, bc I was never there
bottles in me now I'm actin like I never cared
yeah
dust I'm getting carried by the wind I know
rotting from the inside but it go so slow
Imma get the money you just play your role
I ain't makin use of what I know no more

SCHOLAR.E3 - DUST

Prod.Wiindigoo

Nothing gonna stop me
Nothing gonna get in my way
I’m breaking through everything
I’m making my moves
Stacking bread and spending it
Coming up quick and u know that I’m doin it

Yeah it's nothing 
Told you that its nothing
I can't stop myself from getting high
Cause That's where all the love is
Warmth in my body
When its cold
But i been drug less 
Its nothing
Why the fuck you stressing
Girl its nothing
Huh
Yeah it's nothing 
Told you that its nothing
I been paranoid 
Im doing everything with caution 
Let you see my pain
But you wont like it
No she doesn't 
She just wants me to be happy
So she's changing up
The subject

Girl its nothing 
You know this shit nothing bae

Yeah it's nothing
I do it just for fun these days

Yeah its nothing
Girl its nothing
Just tell me why you tripping bae

nothing w/ NORUE

Crossing The Bridge

download

Leave Them To Rot

Haunt You

Promotion

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Digital Karma  (Trap instrumental)

cleaning the slate. these are a collection of tracks I made over the last 2 years, some finished, some unfinished, that will serve as a symbolic reference point to a new "era" of my music and whatever it is i've been doing online with this stuff for the last 10 years.

I will be back eventually with what I would hope would be my first "proper" album, whatever that means. when it will be, I don't know. maybe it'll eventually exist or maybe i'll just keep uploading whatever shit i make and calling it an album, end of the day its all music. for now, feel free to enjoy the 500+ tracks I've uploaded over the last 10 years. In the wise words of lil ugly mane, C U SOON! If you're reading this and give even the slightest damn about my music, I LOVE YOU!!

-Derrick

Redline Tactical

"This Past Year I Been..."
Music and Lyrics composed by Skyler Gluck

This Past Year I Been... - Single

This Past Year I Been...

lyrics:
when u go to sleep
do u ever question ur reality?
let go of ur day, 
convince urself that now ur free
burdens in ur life, slow down
register the flashing scenes
time is just perspective,
so i think im gonna take a week,

indulge in my habits tell myself,
im gonna get clean
suck up what i can, 
repress all my fragmented memories.
now im scared, i'm worried 
i'ma end up like my father 
schizophrenic, writing out the truths
inflicted on a martyr
its unbearable
got me on the floor
im feelin' terrible
had to lock the door
to keep the evil from my fragile soul
cant take it no more
i poured my blood out for a cannibal
set myself up for more
im masochistic im an animal

when you go to sleep
do u ever question elements in your reality?
let go of ur day, 
how u convince urself that now ur free?
burdens in ur life, slow down
jus register the flashing scenes

Leave Them To Rot

empty roads