gave up on caring. not music, but opinions about mine. enjoy.

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you are

reminiscing gave me butterflies.

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---
A song came on my phone tonight
That reminded me of you
I guess I had more tears to cry
But I swore that they were through

The devil plays his tricks on me
When I stay up at night
The memories just stick to me
Like glue covers my mind

And it's stuck in place
The memories will never erase

And it's stuck in place
The memories will never erase

Thought of you (stuck in place)

To the girl who changed my whole world, I know the angels in heaven sing for you💞

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Happy Birthday Lucy

the past is a lesson for future successes.

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---
You never said goodbye
All you told were lies
I don't have to think twice
I don't need you by my side
No
I wish that I could feel alive
But my mind's already dry
Cuz you take up all my thoughts and my time
Yeah I hope you're doing fine

Cuz I'm going down a dark road
And I don't know where the road goes now
It feels like my life's in slow-mo
And I don't know where the time goes now
I wish that I could just show you, I wish I told you
That I loved you one more time
I wish that I could just hold you, in your cold room
Then everything would be alright
Then everything would be alright
Then everything would be alright

I wish that I could feel alive
You never said goodbye
I wish that I could feel alive
You never said goodbye

You never said goodbye
All you told were lies
I don't have to think twice
I don't need you by my side
No
I wish that I could feel alive
But my mind's already dry
Cuz you take up all my thoughts and my time
Yeah I hope you're doing fine

Cuz I'm going down a dark road
And I don't know where the road goes now
It feels like my life's in slow-mo
And I don't know where the time goes now
I wish that I could just show you, I wish I told you
That I loved you one more time
I wish that I could just hold you, in your cold room
Then everything would be alright
Then everything would be alright
Then everything would be alright
Then everything would be alright
Then everything would be alright

listen elsewhere <3

enesai & Bvrd - everything would be alright

I just gotta couple questions for you God.

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---
Everything falls apart
It shatters
Into pieces

Everything falls apart
It shatters
Into pieces
Everything falls apart
It must be
For a reason (reason)

I just gotta couple questions for you God
Why does everything gotta fall apart?
Are we not worthy of forever Lord?
Cuz I just wanna live inside a world
Where this love just lasts forever
Cuz I just found this girl who brings me sunny weather
And I don’t ever want the rain again
I never want this love to end
So tell me, why does everything in this world decay?
It hurts my heart, it messes with my brain
How am I supposed to give you all my trust?
When all my trust slowly fades away
Do you see the trust that I have in you?
Is it enough? Tell me, is it true?
I’m tryna kill the fake bring out the realness in me
So when I sin will you please forgive me?
Cuz I just wanna fly high in your holy presence
Cuz every essence of your being is perfection
I just wanna go up straight to you, straight to heaven
But are the gates wide enough for me to come in?
Cuz the path is narrow filled with destruction
And evils so close, that I could touch it
So God please can you tell me something?
Am I really worthy or am I really nothing?

everything falls apart (w/ ezshi)

you make me fall, in love.

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---
Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, You make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall

You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall

You
Make me fall
Into love
Love
You
Make me fall
In love
Love
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall

Fall
Fall
Fall
Yeah

divine devotion

fall (w/ ezshi)

home

i dream of the days when i call out your name and you answer.

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---
there's nothing that i can do
to keep me from falling from you
i try to keep from the dark
but somehow to comforts me

i want to be somewhere else
whenever i lose myself
i dream of the days
when i call out your name
and you answer

but sometimes it feels like you don't
when i need you the most
and i don't know how long i can float
'till the waves capsize my boat

i break and i fail
then the wind rips my sail
until i am utterly lost and turned around
so i'll wait till i'm found

utterly lost

you're far away, between time and space.

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---
i wish that i could go to space to get away from you
the emptiness makes me feel at peace you can feel it too
never back down
never come down
never fall down back to you
never back down
never come down
never fall down back to you

never back down
never come down
never fall down back to you
never back down
never come down
never fall down back to you

i wish i had you right now
but you're far away
between time and space
i wish i had you right now
but you're far away
between time and space
if i see you again
with our hands together it's like time never ends
but i only feel dead if i can't feel your breath
with our hands together it's like time never ends
ends
ends

open, space
open, space
open, space, back to you
atmos, phere
atmos, phere
atmos, phere, back to you

to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you
to you

open space
open, space
open, space, back to you
atmos, phere
atmos, phere
atmos, phere, back to you

open, space
open, space
open, space, back to you
atmos, phere
atmos, phere
atmos, phere, back to you

Scare Lewis - ATMOS (enesai Remix)

when life stretches you to new places, grow with it.

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i have an album coming out soon, much like this music. stay tuned <3

stretch

this song spoke to me. this is why i remixed it. thank you Will for your amazing talent.
check out the original here: https://soundcloud.com/dull_machine/prism

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dull machine - prism (enesai remix)

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after 7 months of back and forth producing, i would like to present to you a song that was one of the hardest, yet most fun to work with. notthatcold, or hope, is a wonderful person. even when i told her im taking a few months break from the song, she never got angry. so, i hope you enjoy, and be sure to stay tuned for next weeks release.
i love you all
-nate

Fix My Heart (feat. notthatcold)

unfortunately, the vocalist that was originally supposed to be on this track flaked out early, so enjoy this track with MY vocals instead.
i think it sounds just as good:)
thank you for the support on the EP so far, 2 more tracks to come after this, or is it 2 ;)
stay tuned for more :3

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Riverside Letdown

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after back and forth trading, and multiple ideas being bounced off of each other, i give you all the new and improved "pulse." this song is probably not recognizable from the teaser, we decided to switch it up and go with the flow of the song, and the final version is where it took us. enjoy

Vastful & enesai - Pulse

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is my song holy shit let’s go let’s go I’m literally typing with my voice dude I’m using voice to type I don’t even know if it’s gonna work but I’m freaking hyped oh my God let’s go!

enesai, Knoir & eliderp - The Fall

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To Oscar - Drive-Thru (enesai remix)

i can change your whole life no counterfeit.

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---
i just wanna get high with you
take you back into the crib and make it right with you
talk smooth while we listening to purpp in the coop
roll the windows down and vibe, then we high whats the move

touchdown in the driveway im lookin at you
cant help it cuz you're pretty like the sky when it's blue
make a bad day turn into a good one it's true
darling i think i might be in love with you (love with you)

im catching feelings even tho i dont even see the feelings
you're in my head when you're gone cuz you're one in a million
thinking about you when im dreaming cuz you're all in my head
think about the times we used to just talk in my bed

take it back to the first time we met
wouldn't change it for a second if i had to go back
we were both so young but the vibes were on check
now i miss the days when nothing was even bringing me stress

but this shits different now
things change and im cool wit it
we just gotta go a roll wit it, if you're down for it
i can change your whole life no counterfeit
but the shits different nothings changed and im cool wit it
we just gotta go a roll wit it, if you're down for it
i can change your whole life no counterfeit

counterfeit

original: https://soundcloud.com/pierrebourne/ballad?in=pierrebourne/sets/the-life-of-pierre-4-1

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Pi'erre Bourne - Ballad (enesai flip)

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patience

that takes away a part of me.

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---
who am i, who do i wanna be?
what am i suppose to be doing here?
why does it feel like it's a game?
who am i, who am i?

who am i, who do i wanna be?
what am i suppose to be doing here?
why does it feel like it's a game?
who am i, who am i?

who am i, who do i wanna be?
what am i suppose to be doing here?
why does it feel like it's a game?
who am i, who am i?

feels like
but that takes away from me
take away all i’ve seen
now i’ve become

i don’t wanna know what it feels like

that takes away from me, 
takes away all i’ve seen, 
takes away apart of me
how do i be, 
the person i am today, without the past?

transcending, spiraling, 
i don’t know where to begin
fake it till i make it, 
feels like i'm living in a lie, sometimes 
it can be amazing and other times it can just be all up in my own head, 
all in my own head

takes away (feat. kira noelle)

i had the vision but i couldn't see you.

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---
you, you broke my heart
my heart fell right apart
you left me all alone, i can't get very far
don't pick up the phone
you know how that shit go
leave me with regret or feeling that you'll never know
she was the one and now she's gone
when i think about her i just wish i was the one, but we're done
at least that what you said to me a couple million times 
and i can hear the words so easily

i saw you in my dream
you were looking through a mirror at me
every move i made you matched perfectly
i saw you in my dream
you we're looking through a mirror at me
i had the vision but i couldn't see you

you, you broke my heart
my heart fell right apart
you left me all alone, i can't get very far
don't pick up the phone
you know how that shit go
leave me with regret or feeling that you'll never know
she was the one and now she's gone
when i think about her i just wish i was the one, but we're done
at least that what you said to me a couple million times 
and i can hear the words so easily

i saw you, i saw you
through the mirror at me
every move i made you matched perfectly
i saw you in my dream
you we're looking through a mirror at me
i had the vision but i couldn't see you

see you

run away until i disappear.

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---
i never knew it would be this way
you took my hand and you pulled me away
another place we could be alone
someday this house will feel like a home
you told me it'll work out one day
but for now we just needed space
emptiness falling into this place
i need you here but I don't know what to say

i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear
i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear

i never knew it would be this way
you stole my heart then you threw it away
i'm in a place where I feel so alone
i can't find any place that feels like home
i think about all the times we had
my mind is always stuck inside the past
emptiness takes hold then it grasps
onto my memories of you and what we had

i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear
i just run, i run away
run away from here
run away until i disappear

disappear (feat. Kaitlyn Otten)

i just wanna go back to the way it was before.

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---
and i just wanna go back, back
i just want to go back, back to when it was before
i just want to go back, go back
i just wanna go back, back

i just want to go back, to the way it was before
i just want to change my life, but i don't know what for

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

people around me but i don't feel them here
pass by the day but it feels like a year
go through the motions to get by
feel so low but I feel so high

and i just wanna go back, go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

i just wanna go back

the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before.

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---
the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before
i don't know how to react but it leaves me searching for more
the rain outside pours down on the concrete seeping through the cracks to be lost in the sky once more
leaves you searching for more

the world is changing faster than i have ever seen before
i don't know how to react but it leaves me searching for more
the rain outside pours down on the concrete seeping through the cracks to be lost in the sky once more

yeah we're changing but we dont even know it
we stay young forever even if we dont show it
cold nights in the fall, wanna give you my sweater
wish that i could go back, but the past is the past and its gone forever
the memories last but they're gone forever
the past is the past and its gone forever
the memories last but they're gone forever

changing

this song was made on the roof of a rental house in san diego while watching the sunset.

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elevation

made this in 3 consecutive nights being up too late. i think too much.

original: https://soundcloud.com/postmalone/i-fall-apart-1

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don't forget my album comes out on April 10th, very soon.
presave the album here: https://t.co/i6H8aUE2cS?amp=1  :))

post malone - i fall apart (enesai remix)

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enesai & yandrel - artificial affection

full freestyle, made in 3 hours.

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vodka freestyle

i thought it would be over. and now it is over.

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you take me off the ground

i made this song for you tonight, i'm here to stay.

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---
lyrics:
i know, the way you're feeling right now
and i'm just tryna find out
how to fix the pieces of your heart
and i know, you're searching for a way out
high up don't wanna come down
i would try but don't know where to start

you got your dreams and i know that i got mine
but mine is less important if you are not by my side
i know it seems like i do not care at all
but when i'm on my phone you're the only girl i call

yes it's true, i know you know it too, yes you do
but you're worried 'bout the future and i'm worried bout it too
but i do not want a future if my future isn't with you
and i hate this feeling cuz you got me feeling oh so blue

late night's when i thrive
in the whip i drive
get you off my mind
one step at a time
the only time i'm fine
is when the music's high
and when you're by my side
this is not a lie
the weather's getting colder
and i'm getting older
gave me the cold shoulder
after what i told her
now you move away
but i'm here to stay
yeah i'm gonna wait

i know, the way you're feeling right now
and i'm just tryna find out
how to fix the pieces of your heart
and i know, you're searching for a way out
high up don't wanna come down
i would try but don't know where to start

here to stay

a song created tonight in an attempt to cure an incurable stagnation. full project coming soon. i love you all.

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a song for incurable stagnation (w/ ezshi)

you remind me of the sunset, so beautiful, but gone so soon, too soon.

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---
Why does it hurt so much to wake up?
I guess its only when you do it alone, when you do it alone
I can't lie I've been better, but its only the weather
That brings me down, that brings me down

My breath fogs up the window when I look at the sunset
What a view, what a view
It reminds me of you, so beautiful
But gone so soon, gone too soon

The pink and the blue
Is my favorite hue
And your eyes when you smile
Is my favorite too
The sun through the trees
The absence of leaves
I miss the way that my heart beat faster
When you looked at me

When you looked at me
When you looked at me

So why does it feel so wrong to move on?
I guess it's only cuz I feel so alone, I feel so alone
But I can't lie it's been better, when I don't text her
So don't pick up the phone, don't pick up the phone

My breath fogs up the window when I look at the sunset
What a view, what a view
It reminds me of you, so beautiful
But gone so soon, gone too soon

The pink and the blue
Is my favorite hue
And your eyes when you smile
Is my favorite too
The sun through the trees
The absence of leaves
I miss the way that my heart beat faster
When you looked at me

The pink and the blue
Is my favorite hue
And your eyes when you smile
Is my favorite too
The sun through the trees
The absence of leaves
I miss the way that my heart beat faster
When you looked at me

Enesaisdiary – Nothing

sunset

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