Sorry for the wait guys. This year has been a crazy one for me. I’m glad to be back releasing tunes again. Hope you all enjoy this Aaliyah flip I did. Nothing crazy, just something chill for the meantime

Failed Attempt

Don't stir up the past

3/24/20

this songs original creation was June 6th, 2018. this was my final attempt at creating music before i took a break to re-grasp my sound. i wanted to post this tho because it showed me how creative i was back in the day. im feeling less and less creative lately, but this song was here to remind me that maybe it is still in me somewhere, i just need to find it again. ily guys <3.

last

a present given when it isn’t your birthday, of course.
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it took me a while just to settle in
i spent my hours writing callbacks
people don't understand

but when my promises were frigid 
and i thought we'd burn these bridges
can't think of what to say
just for one more kiss

but you're still me
it's gonna take a while before you can be happy
create your little world
i'll take my chances & understand that
it's my

unbirthday
inside on a rainy day
you're just gonna run away
instead of thinking 'bout me

and though the mountains have been higher
and i know you'll start a fire
things will get better i swear
you know you're almost there!

i talked to your friends just the other day
ended up seeing them on doomsday
you know your dreams aren't far fetched
you've got all that you wanted,
and i know you are exhausted
so take a breather, lighten up, up, up 

and you’re happy
it took a while to face reality
they’re in real life now
keep your chin up, smile & don’t give up! :)

unbirthday
outside on a sunny day
im not gonna hide away
instead of thinking bout you
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written & produced by @fejuko
mixing by https://soundcloud.com/imbrvken
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written 01.19.2020 on the appalachian mountains

Unbirthday!

STREAM

hope you like it



JUST KIDDING


tag by https://soundcloud.com/llewopmusic

Summet Be Farting On This Beat

impulse upload im high rn

ENJOY PRODUCING.
ENJOY THIS.
- TROPHYTROPHY ///.


collabs hmu ;)

9/7/20

i made this song during a part of my life when my feelings were being controlled by someone i could not control, but had control over me. this song is resurfacing once again in my life because i am currently experiencing this same feeling. i hope you all enjoy. ily all<3

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original: https://soundcloud.com/travisscott-2/franchise-feat-m-i-a-young

FRANCHISE - KEVA EDIT

all platforms https://fanlink.to/nothing-more

manifest

THE MEAT MAN WILL RETURN !!! that's a promise

- It's already been three months
I haven't talked to my synths
But they're lookin kinda pretty
And they smell like breathmints
Let me take 'em to McDonalds
Make 'em breakfast, eat some waffles
But my LFOs are going haywire

They could fill a gap that was already there
Wait to blossom, but I take the smell of their hair
It's the thought of their face
I didn't even get to first base

So I got a weekend pass to finesse their hearts
Bought an extra day & my marriage fell apart
All my friends were calling me a simp
Because I looked forward, looked forward to the weekend

I said Meat Man, Meat Man
Make whatcha wanna make
But you could be honest with me
When you're baked like a cake
But that's all you're good for
And nothing more
I said Meat Man, Meat Man
We're going to war (I'm mad at you)

They could fill a gap that was already there
Wait to blossom, but I take the smell of their hair
It's the thought of their face
Can you keep up the pace?

So I got a weekend pass to finesse their hearts
Bought an extra day & my marriage fell apart
All my friends were calling me a simp
Because I looked forward, looked forward to the weekend

Looked forward to the weekend (x4)

That's how we do it!

WEEKEND PASS

i made this track in 24 hours with probably my best friend. hope you enjoy!

@atarax-music

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