i like this

чилл электро.

hollow

I wanted to release a new song to celebrate finishing my 3rd Quarter at Icon, I've learned an insane amount so far but I still have a lot more to learn <3 I hope you guys enjoy it be sure to let me know what you think <3

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Tonite

@jaronsteele is our dad
his -> https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/catch

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catch [ flip ]

with my friend @aestral  
should be more consistent from here, have a few uploads lined up  

Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/5TFhOf2KyGfHR2E5wONdEA

absence

Spotify

absence w/ ÆSTRAL

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Refined

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

my favorite song i made wit one my favorite artists : )@1glaive
prod meeeee

redeyes w/ glaive

might make a video fo this song ,, ty 4 2k :>  prod mee

lyrics:
i think u saw me cry the other day
u turned ur head and walked the other way
i’m fine 
thanks for asking :/

and i always reflect before i say 
something that i’ll regret 
when i wake up in the morning 
my life is getting fucking boring
so 
i tried to leave my house today 
walked down my steps and i thought about which way 
to go
but something was off and i decided that i’d just stay 
behind 
in that way i’m fine
and i don’t worry about the things that u do 
but please what is it that makes you think i don’t care

(boom boop)

cause i always fucking cared
yea i cared 
i was always fucking there 
i was there
all the things i ever shared
i never felt so scared 
it was never fucking fair 
i just wish you could’ve cared

i always cared

9/7/20

i made this song during a part of my life when my feelings were being controlled by someone i could not control, but had control over me. this song is resurfacing once again in my life because i am currently experiencing this same feeling. i hope you all enjoy. ily all<3

you should really go

precious

normal voice aldn :D prod mix me :-|
lyrics:
i think imma go insane
all these ppl are the same
drive my car 100 miles
just 2 crash into a wall
crash into a

who’s that looking thru the window?
everybody staring at me like imma weirdo 
laying on the ground with my face in a pillow
sacrificed my life to this shit i can’t let go
ask myself 
who’s that looking in the mirror?
everytime i check i swear my face lookin weirder
don’t recognize myself i’m taking bites out my fingers
forget that i exist crop me out of all ur pictures

blood dripping down my face as i start to decay
think about all my mistakes as i whither away
i’m running out of time
i might just take our lives 
i’ve been up all night
i can’t look at the light
i know know we’re alright
if u could take me there
take me anywhere
take me anywhere but here
￼￼￼

who’s that looking thru the window?
everybody staring at me like imma weirdo 
laying on the ground with my face in a pillow
sacrificed my life to this shit i can’t let go
ask myself 
who’s that looking in the mirror?
everytime i check i swear my face lookin weirder
don’t recognize myself i’m taking bites out my fingers
forget that i exist crop me out of all ur pictures

i know i could never go home
my skins falling off i am just bone
i’m turning to a zombie how could u want me
how could u want me?

you should really go

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