[prod. @splashgvng]

Maybe one day i can see that
Everything has fallen down
So much time and so much pain
Left me drowning in disdain

I just want to feel alive
Like the ones i have with me
Surrounded by the past regrets
Hoping they can take me too

I'm just sad for everything
Fallacy for this pain
All the scars i'll never hide
All because of what has gone
I'm just drowning in my tears
Maybe much for the abyss
This downward trench is very dark
How can i see from miles ahead

How can i see from this far?
Should it even take eternity?
Just for me to find more answers
Is this what i have become?
I don't really know what to feel
Of the things that are left unsaid
Should i just leave a postcard
I don't want to seem like an asshole

Maybe one day i can see that
Everything has fallen down
So much time and so much pain
Left me drowning in disdain

I just want to feel alive
Like the ones i have with me
Surrounded by the past regrets
Hoping they can take me too

Maybe one day i can see that
Everything has fallen down
So much time and so much pain
Left me drowning in disdain

I just want to feel alive
Like the ones i have with me
Surrounded by the past regrets
Hoping they can take me too

Raven Death Songs

Too Bad I'm Numb [prod. Splashgvng]

Patience (Prod Splashgvng & irby)
Key Gb Major
Bpm 145

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Any use must give credit - Song Title (Prod Splashgvng & irby)

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by irby

Patience

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January 2018. Mixed ITB in Studio One Pro 3.5.

20180108 DM Mix: Josh Sahunta "Summertime"

Nevermore Feat. Oni Jacket [Prod. MYSTRY]

"Punkstars"- Lil Aaron/Shinigami Type Beat (Emin 170bpm) [IOF x Curtains]

Give Up (Prod. Tsurreal)

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lyrics-
it's about time that i meet him
sending smoke signals, s.o.s 
do your worse, i'm angry cause i'm stressed
every pastor i encounter, they say theres no way around it
i've been running with the devil like a freshly stolen wallet

honestly who gives a fuck about that morality
life is full of ups and down and losing people tragically 
my grandparents gonna lose their life and i'm regretful
they were saving me when i was twelve but now i'm so neglectful

of their health risks
they want me to visit but i'm selfish
i'm so fucking sorry,  i'm invested
in my own downfall, love you like
with every part of me, but i'ma bounce ya'll

feeling like a walking apocalypse by design
everybody flock away from me assuming i would mind
i'm intimidating like a arcanine, can't define 
the energy i'm radiating, wasteland fuck the signs

cherish the days you do not contemplate
don't think about the existential crisis on your brain
you'll be okay, when the smoke settles
don't hesitate, don't sigh
you gon be fine, you can make it right

night time, brings out the worse in us
i know, better then anyone
no matter what you think about yourself, you deserve it all
fight the temptation and the laughter, fucking prove them wrong

i get, so fed up inside
wanna live life but i chase that high
i don't mean drugs, mean that knife real tight
right across my thigh, before i know it it's been five

five regrets
hear the tremble in my breath
sadness filling up my chest
think i'm finna meet with death

it's about time that i meet him
sending smoke signals, s.o.s 
do your worse, i'm angry cause i'm stressed
every pastor i encounter, they say theres no way around it
i've been running with the devil like a freshly stolen wallet

honestly who gives a fuck about that morality
life is full of ups and down and losing people tragically 
my grandparents gonna lose their life and i'm regretful
they were saving me when i was twelve but now i'm so neglectful

of their health risks
they want me to visit but i'm selfish
i'm so fucking sorry,  i'm invested
in my own downfall, love you like
with every part of me, but i'ma bounce ya'll

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invested in toxicity (prod. emptyvenom)

lyrics:
I been wide awake 
Having dreams where I’m wasted 
I’ve been losing sleep no relief 
I can’t take it 
She been on my mind 
All these Drugs that I’m taken 
I’m own hater 
Yeah I know I’ll never make it 
I said have faith 
She said boy you must faking 
I thought that she fucked with me 
My god I was mistaken 

I thought that you fucked with me
I only tried to please you 
anxiety inside I’m head
That shit it will deceive you 
Trying he transparent 
Baby girl you know I’m see through 

All this shit we been through 
We can never re do 
I just wanna talk to you
But I can never reach you

wide awake (p.biscuit)

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
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LYRICS:
Sitting in my room, smoking two and think about me and you
I hope you're doing well, nah I'm lying, I hope he's leaving you
I'm fucking through with needing you, baby I'm onto something new
My hands are always shaking, this place is so damn uncomfortable
And I don't wanna come back
New crib new clothes and some new tats
All my numbers going up but you knew that
I know you want me to stay but I can't do that

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Cuz I don't know if I can ever forgive myself
Wrong place, wrong time, so I hid myself
Nah, I don't wanna kid myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

you're my one regret, i hope you're well my dear
video/short film: https://youtu.be/tSToB4xg57A
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LYRICS:
Wake up, you're drunk
You moved on, I moved up
I miss the way we used to be

Fake love, break up
She puts on her makeup
In the mirror
Where she took those polaroids with me
Stay up all night
Skate up to the sunrise
On the hill
Where you took those polaroids with me

I could die in your bedroom
I stayed up, remembered all the things you said to me
I could die in your bedroom
You fell in love with drugs, older guys, and never me

Carve your name in my bed frame
So I know you were here
You're my happiest memory
Hope you know, my dear
Loose tobacco and roses
So I know you were here
You're my one regret
I hope you're well, my dear

WATCH VIDEO

polaroids (prod. splashgvng x saint tomorrow) vid in desc.

having nightmares without you 2x 
having nightmares without you i’m going insane i need you 
i’m trying to tell you the truth but baby you won’t let me you don’t trust me but I did so much for you to love me It sucks without you trust me I can’t be alone forever I need you in my bed under my covers

I need you, under my covers
Feel so scared like a dog hearing thunder
Rain falls down like the pressure I’m under
Feel so cold yeah I really miss summer
Pain from my dad and my face from my mother
Can’t have peace get no peace in my slumber
Lying awake, did you even care?
I’m stuck awake with these nightmares

having nightmares without you i’m going insane i need you 
i’m trying to tell you the truth but baby you won’t let me you don’t trust me but I did so much for you to love me It sucks without you trust me I can’t be alone forever I need you in my bed under my covers

nightmare. w/tate isp (prod. dead spyro)

Hi. I'm Kelly. I'm a mixing engineer.
I produce, sing, and play guitar, bass, piano, and synthesizer.
I am Okayfine, using my most useful means of expression to get the hurt out.
Member ASCAP.
Currently based Chicago, IL.

20180108 DM Mix: Josh Sahunta "Summertime"

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