thats it
thats the tweet 
nono but fr, this was a version of colorbars ghost ended up making. unfortunately this was all that was archived from it.

and yes, the filename is ``im gonna dox dex``.

colorbars cancelled dex version

IOLITE NI (WIP)

The Visceral Insanity Fueled By Love

present day, present time! 
---
lyrics: 

Breaking, broken, holding out for all the rest
Shaking, should've remained silent over this
Falling, fallen deeper into the abyss
Wonder do you notice, wonder if you recall it?

Waking, woken into numbers just like me
Weeping, woven through the edges of a screen
Disconnected, though you call this life a dream
Desire left to be seen, do you know what I mean?

I think it's funny, really, you wanna try again?
In our world of withdrawal it's best to play pretend
You know, if to be happy means to rewrite your end
I guess I'm real ecstatic, been nice knowing you friend

Plugged into a world where all the lonely people go
Names we call and faces fall
It's everything we know
Tell me now, what do you see in hardwired reality?
It's driven by humanity but hardly human at all

Each day getting shorter, shutting down clock hands
Wander, wonder 'bout love and to understand
Replay, reap, replacing every connection
Holding on to wires, cutting out desires

We'll see and believe such a sworn fantasy
In a swarm of relief counting down animosity
It died, came alive, other time, never mind
Present day, present time, redefine what it means to be alive

Within this body
I told you that everything comes to an end
But that doesn't mean you don't mean everything
Why can't we just try again?

Is it playing god, not to reinvent what you know?
Names we left and faces show what was lost long ago
Tell me now, what do you see in this broken reality?
What's risen from reality is hardly human at all

I think it's funny, really, you wanna try again?
In our world of withdrawal it's best to play pretend
You know, if being happy is another front end
I guess I'm kinda frantic, for now, it's goodbye friend

Swap out either eye, leave behind all I used to know
Names hardly matter once you've reached your true ego
Tell me now, what do you see in this fucked up reality?
I've watched down on humanity, you're hardly human at all

Not even human at all!
---
youtube: https://youtu.be/TeNCO_LiOb8
bandcamp: https://ennn1.bandcamp.com/album/hardwired
instrumental+vsqx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN

Hardwired / Defoko, DEX

IS THAT THE GRIM REAPER?!
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lyrics:

Now I lay me down to sleep
When I wake, I pray the lord to keep

I've been waiting for an awful long
(Abusus non tollit usum)
Regarding every bookend that I've walked
(Etched along the inhumed) 

Please forgive me, baby, remember that kismet I've wrought? 
(Creator, at the core, this is your reward)
I pray to save face before I'm pinned up on the wall 

Cacophony tainting my heartbeat
Paid for by this halo of mine, I descry
I lay obeisance to the ground
Knowing me, I've fallen far too far to fly

Please forgive me, baby, ignoring those kisses I've fought 
(Survivor, at the core, this is your reward)
Reliving those days, I stare at each hand ticking on 
(Surrendering each word, we did all we could) 

I pray to save face before I'm pinned up on the wall 
---
yt: https://youtu.be/N_2qqsB9P2M
bandcamp: https://ennn1.bandcamp.com/album/saving-face
vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN

Saving Face / DEX, Big Al

I LOVE WOMEN
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lyrics:

Say hello, and start again from the back end
They all play pretend
We're just like them, made and written

Stay right there
Առայժմ իսկ բարի գիշեր
Reach out for a hand, and I'm there

It's okay, you've all means to hate
Pick up puzzle pieces scattered in my brain
One mistake, no chance to escape
Though I can't feel the same

One last bad ending
They've all went to bed
Waiting's so nauseating
Feel amazing again

We've got no more reason
Torn straight out of Eden
No use for breathing
Love's all that I need

Why, the world's all a stage
Bore an empty name to fill the mask you made
Tasted safety, it's inside of that cage I made

---
yt: https://youtu.be/JR2ymBtFI44
bandcamp: https://ennnetc.bandcamp.com/album/bad-ending
vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN

Bad Ending / ROSE

todays my birthday !!!  :)
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lyrics:

Ah, my head's spinning 'round 
Another year laying down, awake at 2 AM 
Scrolling through, when will it end? 

I've been waiting for end times 
A passerby closed my eyes 
Counting walls, every doll abides 

But I'm holding on so tight 
Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
I'm waiting through the days 
Hands waving, screaming surrender 
Won't you take me, if it's no bother? 

Out of bed, settle down 
Drink another Rockstar just to to think now 
There's guests waiting at the door 
Make it count, don't ask for more 

Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away 
Still counting down the days, there has to be a different way 

Yet, I'm holding on so tight 
'Cause I'm about to fall beneath the buildings I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
I'm wading through the daze 
Still counting, mark the disaster 
Can't you tell me when it burns out? 

On my knees, will I see that light I was promised? 
Gnawing on mirrors, it's all for naught 
I've hid behind my teens, counting strings for nobody 
Obituaries march to the clock 

Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away 
Counting down the days, there has to be a different way 

Yet, I'm holding on so tight 
Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
My head is spinning through each fear 
Please, don't take much longer! 

I'm holding on so tight 
I'm running through the maze beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
Breathing the scent of candles burning, melting with laughter 

Can't this moment last forever? 
---
yt: https://youtu.be/jSBsPHPidM8
bandcamp: https://ennnetc.bandcamp.com/album/birthday-boy 
vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN
send me a drawing! https://ennn.straw.page/

Birthday Boy / Yuma

Original: RIProducer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

SVP/VSQX: utatanep1ko https://drive.google.com/drive/u/5/folders/1VeQbGNtaNMWcG7Y3a0UGSiRNDWnzRK4e

Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Tuning: me + utatanep1ko!!!! 
Vocals: MAIKA, Ruby_Natural (harms)
Software: VOCALOID4
Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko

【MAIKA】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Cover】+ VSQX + SVP

Original: GHOST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tzjz3qMRNRY

SVP: downgrade-p https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLscqjyUkHs
(this vsqx was originally made for a remix so it was heavily edited by utatanep1ko to match the original song, our version might not be entirely accurate)

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: DEX, u_piko
Software: Vocaloid4
Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko 
Translyrics: based on downgradep and he2wobuun's translations