Playlist 52

vocaloid

i hope love won't die

yt upload - https://youtu.be/0kRHQAutuxQ
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

the things i loved are dead! ft. hime [vocaloid original]

30/11/22

paranoia_traumacomical ft. Kevin & Tomi

Original Song/Video, Character, Base Vsqx by weevildoing 
Mix, Intstrumental, Midi Arrangement by Fukahisei ~ Morok (you here!)
Art by Fluoxe (https://twitter.com/gorexetine)

HQ Wav/Midi/Inst/Art - https://mega.nz/folder/YQAz1TIZ#djtmblAi-6ImaYHeIi0X_w

Voc - Kasane Teto AI

Weevildoing - Splitter Girl (DOWNGR4DE Remix)

Lost Souls

Caskets - Drowned in Emotion

Cyhra - No Halos In Hell

present day, present time! 
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lyrics: 

Breaking, broken, holding out for all the rest
Shaking, should've remained silent over this
Falling, fallen deeper into the abyss
Wonder do you notice, wonder if you recall it?

Waking, woken into numbers just like me
Weeping, woven through the edges of a screen
Disconnected, though you call this life a dream
Desire left to be seen, do you know what I mean?

I think it's funny, really, you wanna try again?
In our world of withdrawal it's best to play pretend
You know, if to be happy means to rewrite your end
I guess I'm real ecstatic, been nice knowing you friend

Plugged into a world where all the lonely people go
Names we call and faces fall
It's everything we know
Tell me now, what do you see in hardwired reality?
It's driven by humanity but hardly human at all

Each day getting shorter, shutting down clock hands
Wander, wonder 'bout love and to understand
Replay, reap, replacing every connection
Holding on to wires, cutting out desires

We'll see and believe such a sworn fantasy
In a swarm of relief counting down animosity
It died, came alive, other time, never mind
Present day, present time, redefine what it means to be alive

Within this body
I told you that everything comes to an end
But that doesn't mean you don't mean everything
Why can't we just try again?

Is it playing god, not to reinvent what you know?
Names we left and faces show what was lost long ago
Tell me now, what do you see in this broken reality?
What's risen from reality is hardly human at all

I think it's funny, really, you wanna try again?
In our world of withdrawal it's best to play pretend
You know, if being happy is another front end
I guess I'm kinda frantic, for now, it's goodbye friend

Swap out either eye, leave behind all I used to know
Names hardly matter once you've reached your true ego
Tell me now, what do you see in this fucked up reality?
I've watched down on humanity, you're hardly human at all

Not even human at all!
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youtube: https://youtu.be/TeNCO_LiOb8
bandcamp: https://ennn1.bandcamp.com/album/hardwired
instrumental+vsqx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN

Hardwired / Defoko, DEX

I'm Gonna Make It Hurt (Jax Song - The Amazing Digital Circus)

[lyrics]
ah the taste of love so sweet
reading between the lines, oh how they told me
told me not to worry

oh, you're everything i need
on sacrificial shrines, i'm just so lucky
lucky you could love me

don't you see, it's so exciting
i feel burning in my sleep
eyes so big and hopeful
you tell me you like it when i bleed

oh, my brain, my body,
everything i am, i owe to you
face the facts, accept the relapse
and the cycle starts anew

they don't understand that it's your love that gives me any worth
drain my blood, dispose of me, and feed me back into the earth

vicious touches, gentle brushes, fingerprints they hurt so sweet
seems that nothing changes, this is just what i was born to be

looking so deadly
as pretty as a rapture
feeling so sickly
the face of a disaster

focusing clearly
don't take me for a quitter
i don't like the stranger
that i see in the mirror

baby, cut me up
dice me to bits
lets share a tomb

oh, i'm the
nicest decoration
in your red room

tell me i'm your favorite
have me how you like it
blinded by the morning sun,
please love me like you mean it

i swear you can use me
my decaying body
i'll devote my all to you
just promise you won't leave me

hey, aren't i doing so well?
aren't i a pretty shell?
please tell me that i'm the best
please tell me i passed the test

sound the bells and bang the drum
till my ears are ringing numb
i'm the worst when i'm with you
so good thing you love me too

spoken to reality
you said it so, you swore to heavens above
god i'm such a fuck up

oh it's cruely guaranteed
the sacrificial fawn will be disposed of
all dirtied and corrupt

don't you see, it's nauseating
i kill everything i touch
how you're right to be disgusted,
evil is what i'm made of

cut me, burn me,
what it takes,
i swear i'll make it up to you

hurt me, free me
to the third degree
then say 'i love you too'

they don't understand that your passion can be so bittersweet
it's a part of growing up, that kindness can cut you so deep

ah this is the role i fill, what i was always meant to be
it's not worth the change, this is the only way i feel complete

loving so strictly
but it's all i can muster
holding so closely
the saber of the hunter

oh how it kills me
i wasn't raised a quitter
it seems that you like the 
stranger in the mirror

baby, i'm good at silencing whatever complains
oh, please be proud of how well i can take all the pain

baby, ain't it sad I'm so good at
being abused
oh i won't question why i've got hurt and love confused

tell me i'm your favorite
have me how you like it
blinded by the morning sun,
please love me like you mean it

i swear you can use me
my decaying body
i'll devote my all to you
just promise you won't leave me

hey, aren't i doing so well?
aren't i a pretty shell?
please tell me that i'm the best
please tell me i passed the test

sound the bells and bang the drum
till my ears are ringing numb
i'm the worst when i'm with you
so good thing you love me too

DYS • GORE • IA

Short and sweet song about creative burnout 

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oLTx7E3-PM
VSQX: https://t.ly/UrW9X
Instrumental: https://tinyurl.com/355hekb6