Looked thru my photos and happened upon the old note I had written to you,
“Take it from me, I know we never see eye to eye but I’m holding your”
Hand out placations to smooth your relations and you’ll end up out of the truth

I was wrong
I was

Took a year off of the weed and the coffee the liquor and nicotine too
Replaced it with soda and porn made to order me things which you wouldn't see do
We are a pervert avoiding our lives’ hurt and cucking ourselves to each others’ youth

I was wrong

I was wrong

Of salient bruises to my ego, divining desire’s a cornerstone

I was wrong

Eli Orion