i'm the villain baby, whatcha wanna know about me? <3

This and wubz's remix of this is the only version of this song I like really, don't know why.

Edits

https://soundcloud.com/kt3lly
https://soundcloud.com/1mosh
https://soundcloud.com/kurtains

Lmao

Live to die w/ kt3lly (p. MO$H + kurtains)

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

w/ @ripavah 
lyrics:
i learned to deal with my shit
i figured out youre a bitch
you fucked w most of my friends 
and is that something that your proud of?
i know that you hate me, say it loud and clear
nows when your here?
ion got no fears
fw you that was my last one
i think she straight from hell
she only care bout herself
ion know who you think you is
this hoe been acting ridiculous
u nothing but a damn hypocrite
and im into that
fucked up
feeling left out
fell in but i stepped out
you broke me down but im fine
fw you u was my last one

spotify

hypocrite w/ avah

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/dpf1/dangerous

my younger self or even me a year ago would have never expected to see me here turning 18
thank u to @sudbath for killin this with me and all the friends, supporters, whatever u wanna say for all the love ive got these last couple months and encouraged me to keep going, i can never repay yall <3

cover by @kaihaunted :D

lyrics: (dpf) 
oh, this the way that it goes
she saying i got hoes
and she dont even really wanna  talk
now she blowing up my phone
cant leave me alone
cause she asking whenever im gone drop
she a bad bitch, i got her designer to flaunt
aint average, security up in the spot
like a maverick, im shootin u give me the rock
i dont ask for a lot but theres one thing

(@sudbath)
will u just leave me alone
dont want ur name in my phone 
its not the same
life with u been pain
if u cant handle the truth
its nothing for me n u
dont like the way that u move
dont ever ask to come thru

(@dpf617)
i got like, 
20 bitches in the back of a bentley
i dont even gotta talk cause they wont ever forget me
wish i could say that its a lie when i say that envy 
and i gotta watch my back cause they plottin to end me
say what u wanna say
just know shit aint changing
all of these games that u wanna play
always end up dangerous
all of these feelings u take away
u make me start to hate it
all of these feelings u take away
u make me start to hate it 

oh, this the way that it goes
she saying i got hoes
and she dont even really wanna  talk
now she blowing up my phone
cant leave me alone
cause she asking whenever im gone drop
she a bad bitch, i got her designer to flaunt
aint average, security up in the spot
like a maverick, im shootin u give me the rock
i dont ask for a lot but theres one thing

(@sudbath)
will u just leave me alone
dont want ur name in my phone 
its not the same
life with u been pain
if u cant handle the truth
its nothing for me n u
dont like the way that u move
dont ever ask to come thru

stream everywhere!

dangerous w/ sudbath (nextime)

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

other platforms

lotus (dercept x ayoley)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

:D
prod.@johnkwondll @yvngwxvy
I couldn’t tell u why I trust her
Im always on the move
Im starting to feel like I should call
I wanna be that person for u, girl im tryna do it all
Like take it one step at a time

And it’s u-
That always misses me when im gone
And I get chills every time u think of me
Trust me girl I feel it
You’re the brightest in my room
Every time that Im healing
Optimistic cuz of u
We’re the highest in the room
Don’t love myself, I want u more
I gotta feeling that we’re moving too slow
Just let me be the one, I promise I won’t call it quits

Im assed out, all on the front lawn-
My feelings for u
Im not tapping out
You could be dead wrong and im right with u
I remember last year
Everything was so fucked
I even changed my whole persona and I still fucked up
I just wanna see u
Can we be the two-
The ones who always do it right
Just let me know
Im packing up my bags-
200, im ready to go

cuz of u

Lil Peep x Pollàri x Lil Tracy - SAME SHIT(prod by Horse Head x Bighead x Lederrick)

When Two Souls Meet

noheart - rain snow

PSYCHADELICS 5KY AND ROB!N

lyrics :

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

and i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
i'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
and i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
they be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see me suffocate
i don't need anymore trouble in my life so stay away

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

let you down (prod. nick szpara)

ericdoa - villain but its lofi

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ericdoa - villain but its lofi

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