Speaking of Slime Princess, she misses you

can’t get over you

thirty-three (smashing pumpkins cover)

last chance to see

a collection of songs I've made for mostly fun and some projects

music that i made over the past like 2 years that i listen to a lot

Scattered Rain

do you remember? (prod. break a leg)

wont lie so

Artist: i'll explain everything to the geese 
Album: farewell 
available everywhere, link in my bio <3

blood from stone

verse 1
play me by the heart strings
and play a little bass line underneath
you wear your charm like a worn out coat
and i’m walking along the edge of hope

was it really so decieving?
i couldn’t feel myself bleeding
numbed by the face of who i thought
was some kind of saint, but who was not



chorus 1
so don’t wait
there’s more this summer than a summer dream
i have a lot to carry and it’s buried deep
true that i i wasn’t falling in love with you
so that’s why, it’s fine
there’s nothing to lose


verse 2
glistened for the first time
until all the sweetness went sour
half afraid beneath the waves
turning to the priestess and the tower

from kissing me to fleeting
still i was like a moth to the flame
i mistook your lack of words
for some kind of want that you deferred



chorus 2
so don’t wait
there’s more this summer than a summer dream 
in this life my roots are buried by the willow trees
scared that i might be falling in love with you
but it’s fine, i’ll get by
there’s nothing to lose




bridge 
i go back to february every time i sleep
even now, the red has faded from the autumn leaves
every night it’s like im watching a movie screen
you’re up on stage and ive got a front row seat
eyes pried open as i watch you leave
these days i wish my memories would let me 
be


chorus 3
so don’t wait
there’s more this summer than a summer dream
i want a lasting lover not a two month fling
tell me i, i wasn’t falling in love with you
but i, can’t lie 
i wanted you to be
it’s fine, ill find
someone who could be
so goodbye, i tried
my “something to lose”

summer dream

Original Song
by Phil Dutton & Les Corlett

Lyrics

I was drowning in my sorrow,
With no strength left to fight.
Every whisper in the silence
only led me to the night.
I was searching for redemption,
In the shadows of my pain,
But every road that I travelled,
Just brought me back again.
	
All through the morning,
As I tried to rise and stand,
I stumbled on the memories,
Of the fire in my hands.
In the slow destruction
of my soul.
In the slow destruction,
Of my soul.

I was crippled by addiction, 
I was lost beyond belief. 
I was blinded by the notion, 
That I couldn't find relief.
I was tempted by the evil,
That was coursing through my veins.
I was praying that somebody,
Would release me from my chains.

All through the morning,
As I tried to rise and stand,
I stumbled on the memories,
Of the fire in my hands.
In the slow destruction
of my soul.
In the slow destruction,
Of my soul.
I heard someone outside knocking,
But I wouldn't let them in.
Fragile as I may have been,
I broke like porcelain.
The weight of every secret,
Was too heavy to confess,
So I built a wall around me,
In the silence of my mess.

All through the morning,
As I tried to rise and stand,
I stumbled on the memories,
Of the fire in my hands.
In the slow destruction
of my soul.
In the slow destruction,
Of my soul.
In the slow destruction,
Of my soul.

ADDICTION

i can’t stand another day in the pleasure slums
this half-life is decaying with the medicine 
there’s no here and there’s no there
just empty rooms or deadly air
so i recline
i bide my time
i unwind and turn off my mind 
because i can’t stand another day in the pleasure slums

taking time and claiming days
charts and stats and brain decay
busy hands and idle minds 
keep a song to sing to pass the time 
if work is freeing you from the toil 
punch season’s clocks until spring uncoils
i'm starved for oxygen 
need more breath and this masquerade will be my death
because i can’t stand another day in the pleasure slums
this half-life is decaying with the medicine 

quiet rolling through the house
loaded wires hum as the dark comes down
to bless the light with it's blackened grace 
only temporarily trading places
raised online in the binary days
scroll back your chat log to read history
push within me and pull without
we race toward checkered flags of doubt
because i can’t stand another day in the pleasure slums

sleep and dreams used to come easily 
now i close my eyes chemically
electric sheep on acid driving royal christened semen riders
while you call on me like an endless prepaid telephone your mother gave you 
imitating life stealing art 
with no audition i got the part in
streams of stories on some four chan
get your front row truman show pass while you still can 
because I can’t stand another day in the pleasure slums
this half-life is decaying with the medicine

plaque on the teeth of an empire

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ps

eric adams

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