The Upload

someone tell me where my life went.....
😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 

Lyrics:
Oh i know that its hard to let go
I wish i could let go
Of the pain that i know
Everybody gets low
Everytime that im froze
Im froze watching everything grow old



Someone tell me where my life went
I wanna die when i think of all the time left
Im so high, when i think of our time spent
Its alright, they gon pull me down alive

They whisper in the night bitch
My best friend is the silence
Im stressed out i need quiet
No im not fine i was lying


I pull out my hair
What u so scared of
None of its fair
Ur leaving a tear love


Tearing me apart
Scatter into shards
No one knows the scars 
Turn them into art

Stab me through the heart
Yeah
In the dark
Fallin through my arms
Hate my life, restart
Howd u get so far
x2

froze (prod. discent)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

OUT NOW ON STREAMING 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/heart-of-stone-feat-autumndropsdead

FOLLOW AUTUMN AHHH 
https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead


lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

Keep Up With Gloomeey :
https://on.soundcloud.com/vkqe4PhRHycCu7Je6
https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/gloomeey/1748467860
https://x.com/gloomeey1?s=21
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6AnRXU7LlE2O75RCYqen8E?si=I4Kvo220Q5OQU5Y6TxdQnA
https://www.instagram.

Cheese! (Prod. Dragjuize, Blazy, Molores & PrimeGoBrazy)

art by @givmethebeat:

when the stars fall the moon will laugh 
and when it's time for love you'll turn away again.

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

no one wanna be cool wit me
ya nobody wanna hmu or anything
im a lame-o
wtf you don't even wanna call me
to tell me what's up and you miss me, but you're home free

i guess you've got a lot of explaining
hmu i'm waiting, tell me that you hate me
take away the pain then try to pursued me
(take away the pain then try to pursued me)

i've been alone
time slipped by me, my life, and soul
wait for death or you to call me to help me find my peace of mind

help me find my peace of mind
let me go and i'll be fine
wait a while now it's over
cut you out of my life till i'm sober

i'm waiting for the day till i'm iced out
thinking bout all the people in my life now
made a change in my life for the come up
nobody even cares man that's fucked up

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

sleepyhead (prod. domyno)

[Prod. Loopy]
https://soundcloud.com/prod_loopy

Lyrics:

It’s kinda funny how we fucked up, where’d the time go?
All our dreams, all our dreams, Out the window

It’s kinda funny how you do; I wasted so much time for you


Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Fuck you doing to me?! I can’t seem to let it go!
I fucking loved you but I guess that’s not enough for you!!
Break my bones again, and mend me till your heart's content!
Just slit my throat, the pain just never seems to fucking end!!

I swear I love you, but I gotta fucking let you go!
What you did to me was wrong, I hope goddamn know !!
You can’t repair the scars you made, the blood is on your blade!
Forever I would bleed for you; the hate is all I taste!!

Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

THE TRUTH [Prod. Loopy]

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk

Lyrics:

I'd give everything to you, you always knew that
Cut my wrists, if you want me bleeding I would do that
I'm obsessed with it, I know - soon it's gonna kill me
But I always thought it's worth it, girl do you feel me
x2

For a couple of days, I did nothing
Just lay in my bed, like it's my coffin
Just wish I was dead, don't have no feelings
Girl I know you don't want me, hope I'm dreaming

Pop a bottle, drinking til I can't see nothing
Ask me if I'm fine, but know that I won't say nothing
Ask me if I'm free, but I'll say that I'm busy
Even tho I'm not, but I can't let you see me

I'd give everything to you, you always knew that
Cut my wrists, if you want me bleeding I would do that
I'm obsessed with it, I know - soon it's gonna kill me
But I always thought it's worth it, girl do you feel me
x4

I'd Give Everything To You

I'd Give Everything to You [prod. Wellfed]

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

blu </3

.
.
.
u know i love gettin numb
u know i dont feel no love
on my own and u know i dont give a fuck
now im feelin blue inside the club
now im feelin blue inside the club
sumthin purple it be drippin down my cup
seein red 
see the beam from the gun
smokin green till the smoke fill my lungs

ice cream truck on the block 
i got her runnin
got no time for the talk
but we fuckin
u use to hate my lifesyle 
now u love it
if i blow up
will u come be my company

girl can u hold me down 
every bitch that i loved 
i dont know them now
yeah they lovin emo fruits in the underground
will they love me even more when im underground
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
yeah yeah yeah 
girl can u hold me down 
every bitch that i loved 
i dont know them now
yeah they lovin emo fruits in the underground
will they love me even more when im underground
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
dont miss me when im gone
yeah love me now
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka IM REALLY FUXXXXIN SAD RNNNN >::::(((

BLU (jtpark)

produced by @deadspyro
featuring @kvnny

photo credits: @jwhaylandphoto on ig

in your burdens ft. kenny (prod. dead spyro)

MASTER BY: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
PROD BY: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy

LYRICS:

Listen Dani 
baby,
There’s no place to hide or go
I’ve been growing cold
I swear I’m not myself no more 
Sidney Prescott 
Slash that bitch up 
slice her throat 
I’m the ghost face killer
Murders all I know


This That fuck 
Your mom like I’m your fucking dad shit
Tweaked,
I’m off the xannies!
Fuck ur bitch, she brang no panties 

You’re a pretty bitch,
Yeah..
Well I’m a pretty bitch too!

I’ve been steady 
stacking Bands 

Who the fuck is you?!



Swear to fuck I’m 
Almost 20 
ain’t a damn thing changed 

Except my dick got bigger

What the fuck are you saying?!

Erisu fell off?
Well bitch 
I’m back up on it!

Like your girl back stage 
yeah

when she backs up on it 


What’s your favorite scary movie?
Got my blade tucked low
There’s not a damn thing now
You can goddamn control 


And when I want it 
I get it 
My blade is known to be livid 
And when your blood is up on me 
You know you’re goddamn finished!!

What’s Taken hold of me?
I LOST CONTROL OF ME

CAN’T STAND THE SIGHT OF ME

I SWEAR THIS ISNT ME!!

FUCK YOU KNOW I BLEED
I’VE LOST THE REAL ME 
With WHATS infront of me 
HE’S LOST INSIDE OF ME!!!


Listen Dani 
baby,
There’s no place to hide or go
I’ve been growing cold
I swear I’m not myself no more 
Sidney Prescott 
Slash that bitch up 
slice her throat 
I’m the ghost face killer
Murders all I know

SCREAM!! [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

Lunar

Dancing With The Devil

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

🖤i am erisu!   i have a cult! 
    join my cult!🖤

🖤🖤 also listen 2 my h4wt asff music Uwuu! <33 (join my cult! ;p)🖤🖤


✨i am also in BITEKI COLLECTIVE!✨ :3
https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes

🖤🖤join my cult lol🖤
(actually join my cult, it's lit assff!! (p.s join my cult!! <3)🖤🖤🖤

🖤✨JOIN ERISU CULT✨🖤

SCREAM!! [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

ERISU🌙

Recent comments

Cracpot

shoxxxc

alice bloodmoon

Mila Bloodmoon

Related tracks