“about you.” ft j.pappas
(lyrics)

i can’t stop thinking 
bout you,
can’t stop thinking,
bout you,
yeah.
look.

(ivan) 

i’m so surprised that you called,
suffocated by problems involved,
with the way that you walk up to him,
just to run back to me,
and i’ll pick up your fall.
i’m frustrated,
my feelings in this life have been sedated, 
and every time you wanna cry i fucking hate it,
i’ll open up but my heart’s just been gated,
look, i’ll ease up on ya,
i’ll be running through your mind like a subtitle,
and the feelings so divine,
i’m above titles,
different waves, 
so your fans found a new idol.
icon in the works,
this a new cycle.
it’s that feeling of the pain,
& the long nights too,
where the stars never align,
and you’re so insightful.

the pain is vital,
the pain is vital.
yeah yeah the pain is vital

can’t stop thinking,
about you.
i can’t stop thinking,
about you.



(j.pappas)

bout you,
bout you,
bout you, oh.
really nothing hurts cause your always on my mind.
really that’s an issue cause i’m pretty out of line.
i can not describe this big ol’ feeling of mine.
gotchu on repeat in my head it’s like a line,
and i’m trying.
still can’t deny it,
emotional silence,
metaphorically crying,
oh i am,
too weak to admit it.
oh look i did it again,
could’ve been more than just friends,
but you kept playing pretend.

all beginnings must come to an end.
all beginnings must come to an end.
all beginnings must come to an end.

i can’t stop can’t stop thinking no...

(poem)

with all the love i haven’t given.
i promise if you take my love for granted,
there’s no better life to...
live in.
so,
so love in the now while 
the past still holds us.
stop, 
just stop playing games and turn off your controller.
i just wanna hold you.
like each letter written with the thought of you.
and even though it was for somebody else
as it comes with each passing.
that i can’t stop thinking about you.
i just,
i just can’t.

about you. ft j.pappas

the unsent love letters of my adolescence // 
mediocre music made by me

住めば都 -  Wherever you live, you come to love it.

about you. ft j.pappas

escape ivan