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Upload 9/23/2018

artwork - nick lacuna 

produced by roy + bearface
additional production - joba
additional vocals - jack loken + hana
guitar - jack loken + roy
bass - bearface
mix/master - albert gordon + roy

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Thunder

made this track and wrote to it today - i really just need to put this out so i can feel like i've completed something cuz i did absolutely nothing but lay around and make music all day

i hope you like it

(lyrics!)

i need to not pick up my phone
i’ll go straight to airplane mode
find something to do i know
i can be a little bit cold

but my third eye
is going blind
i’m unaligned
with my body and mind
its playing tricks
i say "i’m fine"
but really it's hurtin' me deep inside

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin that i was next to you
i've been dreaming of us
i've been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
love has treated me so so wrong
this year all i've got to show are songs
and i want to be 
super duper true
to you 
but god i don’t know what to do
cuz last year i was just 22
feels like it up and flew
so far away and out of view
but 23 seems like me and you  

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

i know sometimes i make you feel insane
i'm sorry thats just how i play this stupid game
i can't act like a child and disobey
all that you want from me and that you say
im sorrryyyyy baby
pleeeese puppy 
i’m trying to be
ultra mega happy
and show you my smile 
and send you my feelings 
and fuck - it is so hard 
being so damn far
i guess i’ll just stay here 
and..
stay singing in my car?
(i'll sing in my car)

i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
i've been waiting on you
i've been waiting for you to tell me those three words too
cuz
i've been hoping it's true
that one day i'll feel like i am something real for you

airplane mode

Absence_SideA

Love like that

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a horse from memory

SKIN

sadmoney

Original song written and produced by me. Edited in GarageBand.
Go check out my newest song : Heart Drive

Sunglasses

"cool"
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Josh A And Jake Hill - Lost Souls (zen Remix)

“about you.” ft j.pappas
(lyrics)

i can’t stop thinking 
bout you,
can’t stop thinking,
bout you,
yeah.
look.

(ivan) 

i’m so surprised that you called,
suffocated by problems involved,
with the way that you walk up to him,
just to run back to me,
and i’ll pick up your fall.
i’m frustrated,
my feelings in this life have been sedated, 
and every time you wanna cry i fucking hate it,
i’ll open up but my heart’s just been gated,
look, i’ll ease up on ya,
i’ll be running through your mind like a subtitle,
and the feelings so divine,
i’m above titles,
different waves, 
so your fans found a new idol.
icon in the works,
this a new cycle.
it’s that feeling of the pain,
& the long nights too,
where the stars never align,
and you’re so insightful.

the pain is vital,
the pain is vital.
yeah yeah the pain is vital

can’t stop thinking,
about you.
i can’t stop thinking,
about you.



(j.pappas)

bout you,
bout you,
bout you, oh.
really nothing hurts cause your always on my mind.
really that’s an issue cause i’m pretty out of line.
i can not describe this big ol’ feeling of mine.
gotchu on repeat in my head it’s like a line,
and i’m trying.
still can’t deny it,
emotional silence,
metaphorically crying,
oh i am,
too weak to admit it.
oh look i did it again,
could’ve been more than just friends,
but you kept playing pretend.

all beginnings must come to an end.
all beginnings must come to an end.
all beginnings must come to an end.

i can’t stop can’t stop thinking no...

(poem)

with all the love i haven’t given.
i promise if you take my love for granted,
there’s no better life to...
live in.
so,
so love in the now while 
the past still holds us.
stop, 
just stop playing games and turn off your controller.
i just wanna hold you.
like each letter written with the thought of you.
and even though it was for somebody else
as it comes with each passing.
that i can’t stop thinking about you.
i just,
i just can’t.

about you. ft j.pappas

I was so so so excited to work with @skyhighbeatss to create this and I adore him and his work so much.

Labyrinth w/ Sky.High

Lyrics


(Intro)
Hi and welcome to kbaby slow jams
Were we take it back to the 90’s
Um if you’re new here 
We would like you to sit back relax
And enjoy the ride, thank you
We’re now playing fantasizing by keshore



And have you ever been lost
Fantasying about her
(Oh oh yea)

Therapy sessions with my mirror
At 5 in morning
I can’t sleep unless you’re by my side
And all my friends say that 
We need some space
But I’m inpatient

@Keshore - Fantasizing (prod. QLSH)

irresistible

a track inspired by @arndndarnd

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under her light

Produced and mixed by @marcthepoet
Remix of Kali Uchis' "Loner" @kaliuchis
Enjoy 
My instagram: Nickeloedon

Noner (Loner Remix) (Prod. Marc)

my first original song, of course it's a sappy love song I'm a hopeless romantic lol. me singing, me playing the ukulele.

lyrics:
oh, how I’d love to love you
but you’re not mine
how I’d love to hold you
in the night time
kiss me on the lips
I’ll never tell you lies
baby, listen please
this is our time
{I wanna love you out loud
scream and shout 
that’s what loves about
ain’t it now
why won’t you come right out
the one I can’t be without
come on and love me out loud
just love me out loud}
I’ve been sittin in my room all fuckin day
tryna think of all the right things that I can say
swear to god, I’m so wrong
I just make mistakes
am I an idiot for thinkin you’ll be mine one day
if you feel what I feel, go head and tell me
cause I be reelin, if you’re feelin, give my heart a break
but I...I need to let you know
that I...I can’t let you go
cause I...I just love you so x2
{I wanna love you out loud
scream and shout 
that’s what loves about
ain’t it now
come right out
the one I can’t be without
come on and love me out loud
just love me out loud}

Love You Out Loud - sai Original Song

with https://soundcloud.com/love-sadkid
and https://soundcloud.com/saysooo
and https://soundcloud.com/masked-man-peace
<3 <3 <3

cover pic by sayso !

about you. ft j.pappas

escape ivan