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Came to party *New song*

Toone and Chukclz- thc freestyle

So if i lose today,
then im not ashamed,
cus times are gonna change

New release, it's been 4 years. last song got over 1M streams. share this one time for ya boy

Runnin

Snow Tha Product - Far Alone Remix

i got strong feelings
i hope that you feel em too

In Love (2011)

Verse I:

i sit here in our home,
and i write this letter
im on edge once again,
nothing can make it better,

at a loss for words
bet you dont hear me scream,
i try to hide the pain,
that everyday is killing me

these fake smiles, fake laughs
i just wanna sleep 
but if i end my life now, 
who's is my soul to keep?

please dont judge me, tho
you wouldnt understand,
the thoughts in my mind,
will drive a sane man, mad 

im at war with myself,
im feeling pretty empty,
im broken like these whiskey bottles,
only mid-twenties

tears fall, tears fall,
feel like a damn disgrace,
tears fall, When you lose,
what you can’t replace,

Numb me down, Numb me down
what am I living for?
what if I don’t cry?
maybe I won’t feel no more

just put yourself in my shoes
i have this crazy dream,
its 3am, my vocal booth, 
you walked in on me

I had a belt around my neck,
THIS letter at my feet,
it was too late for the boy,
The eve of my defeat

i apologize now,
for all the things unsaid,
i turn over, rub my eyes,
im back inside my bed

i didnt have the strength,
to kill myself, 
but still dont have the tools, 
to rebuild myself

one day, my body will be mine again,
ill wake up,
my eyes will learn how to shine again

Bridge:
 
I've been on the low,
its gonna take some time
i gotta get it together,
Im taking back my life,

I've been on the high
i know how many feel
only fragments of the mass
but take the time to heal

I've been walking all alone
but no longer lost
a quest to share the awareness
at whatever cost

so wipe your tears,
hold ya head, you aint gotta cry,
imma grind, till its a better world,
for you and i,

I've been on the low,
I've been,
I've been, 

ive been on the low,
its gonna take some time

ive been on the low,
its gonna take some time

til its a better world, 
a better world for you and i

Verse II:

i really don’t care, 
if no one else believes,
i got my strength back
I still got fight in me

starting right now, from this day
I’ll be strong,
imma keep my head held high,
this is my fight back song

i was so confused,
had trouble in my mind,
it was dark, in the dark,
but now i see the light,

lost in a war,
helpless without a gun ,
still fighting for my life, 
the battles just begun,

you always burn bright,
even in your darkest hour,
low points, worst days,
you gotta find the power,

the light that's inside you
will always lead you home
one day you will be king 
of your mental throne

just rid yourself of the monsters,
inside your head,
count your blessings, not your flaws,
put your faults to bed,

if you feel the way i feel,
i'll show you the way,
i'll guide you, take my hand,
you dont gotta die today

My Last Letter

Lyrics

Intro Spoken:

Yeah, Its my life
my story
what i deal with on the daily
take it how you wanna take it

Verse I:

The days blend together
it feels like yesterday
depression got a hold on me 
and i cant break away

seems that i lost control
its fucking with my mental state
it keeps me up at night
plotting as i lie awake

finally found myself
after years of feeling lost
then this bitch fucked it up
and now that feelings gone

im at war with myself
cant nobody help me
i cant escape, slam the gavel
caught a guilty plead

25 to life
feels like a light sentence
i didnt to the crime, ill do the time
wont show repentance

ill never show remorse
for something that i didnt do
this bitch in her feelings
for something i outgrew

i left it in the past
a closed chapter in my book
i moved the hell on 
never took a second look

the man i once was
it seems he fell apart
ill put myself back together 
got a lions heart

Spoken:

see its like..
this is the hardest thing 
i ever had to go through
and theres no end in sight

but im a warrior
and even tho it keeps me up at night
i know ill get through this, yeah

Verse II:

Just put yourself in my position
your girl said she pregnant,
youre about to be a dad, no opposition

tho you dont expect it,
you work your hands to the bone
paper chase to get ahead, foundations for the home

but then she cheated on you,
so whats it all worth
20 weeks in baby might not be yours

caught her sexting
so you pack and move out
still supportive with your son
refuse to work it out

she cuts ties
and stops replying to your texts
200 miles apart 
but the problems more complexed

this goes on and on
aint spoke in acouple months
but now the babys on the way 
you gotta suck it up

i got the call in the morning 
so im headed north
the birth of a child
will bring a heart warmth

anxious to meet you
will you look like me
my baby boy is finally here 
im feeling like a dream

Spoken:

so i get to the hospital, right
at the nurses station 
waiting to check in

hand them my id
next thing you know
i was being escorted 
out to the parking lot

i couldnt even see my son that day man
i cried the whole way home
i got a picture at 5pm
but it aint the same, you know?

Verse III:

I mourned the death of a child
that was still alive
you cant imagine how it hurts
tears running down my eyes

she said he wasnt mine 
that i had to let him go
youre holding on to something 
that isnt even yours

i met a new girl
she put me back together
i was destroyed 
ill admit i was afraid to love her

she came into my life
in my heart filled the void
gave me all her love 
and filled me up with joy

Spoken:
so lets fast forward 5 years now
things are good, 
got a good job and we wanna get married

just as life seems normal again
i get a packet in the mail
what's this? childsupport? FUCK!

Verse III:

so now im standing trial
courts try to crufify you
cant afford a lawyer 
dont got it in you to pull through

dragged through the mud
cus an ex bitch was money hungry
aint met my son yet
so imma put this bluntly

fuck what you stand for
i wish i pulled out
you thought you had the last laugh
but dont you count me out

so enjoy the funds
soon itll all be over
you should of known from the jump
i aint a pushover

so imma hit you back
imma hit you back
you hit me
so now i gotta hit you back

11. Hit Ya Back

Die Alone.. Mateo Music ..ZigZag

Meet The Artist:

Manny Cuevas, also known as "MaNnyBOy2" was born and raised in South-East San Diego in 1992. "Music has always been a BIG part of my life, I was surrounded by different music genres and styles in the late 90's- Early 2000's. I was a late bloomer to the game but once I got put on, it was all over. It's kinda funny, how it all started, I would change the lyrics to popular songs to learn the flow and rhythm. At The time, I was homeless, living in a 1993 Ford Thunderbird with my pops. The need to succeed, had me recording songs on webcams at internet cafe's and uploading them up on YouTube to create a buzz. 

In 2009, I released my first mix-tape entitled "Confessionz of A GANGster". Heavy Grinding, it sold over 100k units in California. In the music industry, knowledge is key. At times, its not what you know, but who you know. I'm a student first, I take notes and I am constantly learning the ways of the trade. Most days i have my face buried in a book/dictionary /thesaurus to expand my vocabulary. 

Much love to the Artists that i was blessed to collaborate with throughout the years. 
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My Last Letter

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