prod @angelesss010
mixed by me lol

https://open.spotify.com/track/0XPNFeAFlamluvV7nOM2nl

lyrics:
somethings holding me back inside
break it down i might go outside
got these wings i might try to fly
go too high and i could just die

whats that
im gettin laughed at
guess it's time to reach into the backpack
whats that
he's got the gas pack
i didnt mean what i said i take it all back

when she ask me what i been through
i tell her i did it all for u
walk through these halls of laughter
i just want happy ever after

it's ok though
it's time to reset
playing games with my heart like it's recess
hear the whipsers i know you're keeping secrets
spin me around let me go like your regrets

i dont know what she's got in store for me but i know it will bring me pain
sometimes i think the world would be better off if I cut up all my veins
but i know i would never act on that
i could never do that to my dad
i dont wanna make my mom mad
i comfort myself by saying at least one person would be sad
but i know that's a lie
yet deeper you still pry

happy ever after (p. angeless)

When it gets brought up in conversations I just wanna run

happy ever after (p. angeless)

essnce