w/ @sxiju
prod kubik + ev333
mix/master by @etaiso
cover art by @aidanjewell

lyrics - 

sxiju: 

how do i do it like a butterfly
spread my wings up to the sky
i’m not going to break down and cry
no matter how you’re going to try

i am in a need to obtain the answers
on my way to become an advancer
being a member of square dancers
you’re in my way feeding me with a cancer 

i’m like a blossom here
so many want me dead
i might be one of them
petals as bright as flair

there’s still shit do to
needs to be fixed what’s screwed
to make a room for the new
not gonna quit for you

anesthesia:

i never could help you baby
butterfly wings i fly away, 
from you
and id do anything for you
 
i want to be your victim
don’t call baby i’m not gonna listen
in my mind with these thoughts it’s a prison
make the most of the time that you’re given

life has no reason
i’m in league wit the demons
i can’t trust a soul
they change up like the seasons

take the knife make my face fucking perfect
i gave you all of my love know u don’t deserve it
words on the mirror they say that i’m worthless
you can try to hold it in but it always come back to the surface

walk around like a ghost when its dark out
you reach your arm into chest an rip my heart out
it’s something under my skin im tryna carve out
love letters with your name fucking marked out￼

i want to be your victim
don’t call baby i’m not gonna listen
in my mind with these thoughts it’s a prison
make the most of the time that you’re given

surface w/ sxiju (kubik + ev333)

(=✖ ᆺ ✖=)

--

@squidemoji

dont know what im doing, youre the only thing im sure of right now
( please pick up the phone, baby please pick up the phone )
but i keep falling apart and crushing you in the debris
( i never wanted this, wasnt meant for you to see! >_< )

broken down!
begging for some kind of relief!
take a breath!
kiss me right before you leave! *moans*

im going to sleep
see you in the morning
when i wake up, will you
be there waiting for me?

i know that i dont deserve you
it was wrong of me to hurt you
after everything weve been through
just know that i fucking miss you

( always fucking up )
( i never meant to hurt you )
( love is not enough )
( falling from my virtues )

@loveushiyoko

i dont know if ima gonna be alright 

i just miss you every fuckin night 

just tell me its gonna be alright 

just a lil im soo sad

ill just be fine 

ill just be fine

wish i could talk to my momma more time

even tho your bitch wanna facetime

dont know here to go bitch i just wanna die

i dont know if ima gonna be alright 

i just miss you every fuckin night 

just tell me its gonna be alright 

losing myself to the ciggeretes ill be just fine

crush you w/ shiyoko (fxkss)

lyrics:

(etai)
if you love me then start letting me go
you never loved me thanks for letting me know
u stand out in the front row when i hop on stage and put on a show
cant expect me not to leave got my foot out the door
said fuck school since i was young cause i knew i wanted more
i cant live the life that i didn't ask for
i wish this life would just end faster

(sif)
i do this shit for fun, yeah its not that deep bro
you told me "itll be okay" but i dont believe you
blood all in my eyes make it hard to see
crying all alone cuz when we touch i bleed

pink butterfly knife, got my blade up
pretty lil lines on the table
took a lil too much yeah i fucked up
got pills in my sweater, fuck a re-up

front row w/ sif (prod. kil1lvrr)

@etaiso
@1wayza
@fum1ko
art by @chubbyglock

spin! +etai s0 (wayza + fumiko)

i think im gonna lose my shit tonight 
smoking on this green ima get so hiiii
down a monster ima kill u on sight 
have a feelin that tonight is gna b the night i dieeee
got me throwin up all ovr my truey jeans
seeing colours , seein lights on my tv screeeeeeen
in my future see a single queeeeeeennnn 
bridge:
ima lose it (iiaiaihahahaiiiahahiye)

zarki :

this isnt what i had envisioned
i always scream 4 help
but yall never fuckin listen
i just popped a pill
i aint been sober in a minute
no i cant take this shit no more
i reached my fucking limit
im off the drugs
im outta luck
i know u hate me
i dont give a fuck
i got dis glockie
u better duck
im always faded
im always drunk

i dont wanna do this but im runnin outta options
finna blow my brains out with a mf shotgun
(i cant do this again, yeah im sick of pretending
 when is it gonna end? i just wanna overdose i dont 
  know what im living 4)

tysm 4 listening

lose my shit w/ zarki [kyoa]

IDK But It's Getting Bad (feat. saysumn) (prod. gxdrays)

Partial photo credit https://www.instagram.com/sleepibunnie/

Iceberg Hotel (prod. saviourr)

vocals by @etaiso + @12113215am-835295438 + @1anesthesia

prod by @augury

darkside sorcery - etai s0 + 12113215am + anesthesia (augury)

#canwedance w/ killpariah (lonestar)

Forever w/ pinky [michaelwarren]

old song, might re mix it, but idk if yall even gon like so lol

front row w/ sif (prod. kil1lvrr)

etai s0

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