nevermadeithome:

I don't even know what's happening 
your words come down like avalanche 
and I swear your tears hurt me more than you know 
and I'll be on my walk again covered in snow

I'm just a fuck up
for some reason you still find love in me
i guess its tough love
because I'm trying to figure out what you see in me 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

areuhappy w me? cuz i kinda hate myself 
I cant communicate the right way, what I'm tryna say 
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm what I'm tryna say


sendflowrs:

can’t you hear what I'm tryna say
i buy a gem i fell in love with the finer things
and you won’t ever see my face at the pearly gates
love, it’s a funny thing
so I'm smokin on that gas till it go away 

like can you go away, no
I cannot hear a thing, woah
all this noise my darlin 
I don’t think ur listening, no
that song it curses me 
and I can hear you whistling, woah
swear that she’s a god at this
but I won’t ever say a thing, no

Spotify

are you, happy? w/ sendflowrs (irby & jolst)

produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

residential. - toxic *acoustic*

unreleased. beat prod unknown

i can’t help myself from thinking
my high is on the descend
cause i know im the reason
that your life couldn’t be decent
and bitch im only 17
smoking on a 7 green
keep myself from being mean

toxic

residential. - toxic

Anxiety

anxiety (feat. Lil Skele) prod. Jolst x Pekarot

prod me
guitar by Morgan Cheadle

let me go
this place reminds me of what we once called home
walkin this empty road
the path before mes left me nowhere to go 

everything that i see
and all the air that i breathe could
never even amount to the way we used to be no  

wakin up in your sheets
every day is so exhuasting but
ill do it for you i dont care about me still

its like i never even mattered
put my fist into a mirror just to watch it shatter
every day i eat my life away im only getting fatter
and the soul i left behind is begging me "do somethin about it"
i dont know how  
i dont even know where to start
its like the weight upon my shoulders keeps me off of the charts
its gettin sickening
try to do the things that i love but deep down
theyre only pulling strings away from my heart

let me go
this place reminds me of what we once called home
walkin this empty road
the path before mes left me nowhere to go 

everything that i see
and all the air that i breathe could (let me go)
never even amount to the way we used to be no
(this place reminds me of what we once called home)

wakin up in your sheets
every day is so exhuasting but (walkin this empty road)
ill do it for you i dont care about me still
(the path before mes left me nowhere to go)

chapter II: a reminder of home

this is probably my favorite song I've ever made, and it means a lot to me.

if you've made it here, please like & repost as it helps other people who might relate to my music find it

ty to all who listen <3
prod. michael harrison

**lyrics**
I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

I dont really wanna die I just want a warm embrace
Looking at ya' from the sky but i cant see your face
Babe It's just another ride, you know Ima be okay
But man i hope they hear my cry when i finally break
(x2)

If I turned around, would you call your friend?
I hate who I was but I'm better again
I cant stand the silence, you're my medicine
It's starting to rain, would you just take my hand
(x2)

I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

limerence (michael harrison)

move to the back of the room now
we up in the mood now
crack out the ooze now

rooftop pool with the moon out
thirty story inground
girl if you come right here you’ll see it’s not really that cold out

blowin steam you better back that shit the fuck up
(back that shit the fuck up)
i don’t smoke no vape
i just blow on blunts
i don’t flex no bape
bet you look so bum
i don’t got no apes
i got old damn ones
i don’t got no girlfriend
but i fucked yours once
they want me to give them handouts
how come iont get one?

mathematics (prod. killedmyself)

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🔻Lyrics:

#Verse #1
Nie wiem czy jest coś co bardziej
Sprawia, że spać nie mogę
Zaraz po kawie porannej
Przyjdzie czas wyruszyć w drogę
Wolne wykombinowałem
Szef będzie trochę w szoku
Sześciomiesięczny urlop
Ale dwa razy do roku

#Chorus
Gdy wyjeżdzam z miasta
Na tarczy dwunasta
Dopamina wzrasta
Uśmiech jak z obrazka
Dojeżdzam na miejsce
Co roku piękniejsze
Unoszę się na wietrze
Niech będzie tak wiecznie

#Verse #2
Uciekam od codzienności
Do domku w środku lasu
Nocą przy ognisku
Leżę, nie marnuję czasu
Tuż przed świtem wstaję
Mógłbym tak bez końca
Zbliża się golden hour
Pora lecieć na wschód słońca

#Chorus

#Bridge
Bo tam!
To jest zupełnie inny stan
Wszystko czego potrzebuję
Co bym chciał na miejscu mam

To tam!
Odpoczywam całkiem sam
Tylko o siebie dbam
Taki jest mój plan!

#Chorus

Kiedyś to Było

Trip

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chapter II: a reminder of home

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