Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

Lyrics

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

-

u can use me any way you deem
it's ok i been thru it all this year
i'll never take ur shoulder
i do not need to lean on you
think i would cry
but i just can't cry
even evisioning a kiss in the streetlight
that i know could never come uhhuh
but still i make her c- uhhuh

i've been talking all my friends down
but i won't open up myself
don't fucking care about me
i mean i couldn't care less about myself
oh oh
it's a weird fucking feeling
recieving shit you've been giving for a living
i'm never used to human kindness
and my actions show it
it's best to end it all in violence
b4 she rip the treaty open

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea
clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

red flag (riddiman x oldboyy)

Lyrics

wishing on stars every night
cosmic the light from your eyes
it hurts so much when we say goodbye
But i know were better with time

and if i could hold you tonight
I know that id be alright
And Id know that im still alive

Id know that i

And if i
Could hold you tonight
Id be alright
id know im alive

and if i
Could hold you tonight
Id be alright 
know im alive

you’re best alone for the week
Cos i know you’re fed up with me
You say “its fine watchyu mean”
But i think your lying to me

And if i 
Could hold you tonight
id be alright
id know im still alive

Oh if i
Hold you tonight
Id be alright
id know im alive

alive (theoptimist)

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

lyrics ⬇️ 

thats typical 
wishing for a rainbow by the waterfall
Cuz rn i cant even really think straight
when you look my way i try my best to stand tall
everything i do and everything i say
i think all the things i do just make you frustrate

feelings coming out when i see the lighthouse
which way would you rather see me find out

time out, think i wanna live my life a little more
take pride now in everything i do and what j got in store
ear drums get too loud
i dont hear them walk in
tryna make my parents proud but i dont do it that often

but i would do this another hundred times over again
super cold inside but i need a walk in the wind
I dont wanna try fixing up whats broken for them
need a lullaby so i can go sleep in a tent

Trap door 
get me out this cycle of sin
four walls got me here until i dont give in
or give up
outta luck
used to washing all my cuts
in a rut
oh so what
you got better things above

yea and thats a promise
no tbey dont give a **** bout me
i seen the comments 
yea maybe i do live cheap but i been savin up my money so that i could be free
its not so common but i do know that my people love me

i made a promise then i realized it was too hard to keep
dr pepper and some kettle chips for lunch by the sea
never thought that i could see it where i wanted to be

super beautiful nightgown 
always matched with a sad frown
push on me i wont tap out
lately live in a glass house

typical (yunnygoldz)

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

as the trees decay and their color fades
ill stop reminiscing yesterdays
baby take me somewhere keep me safe
if you hate me say it to my face

i tried my best n fucked it all up
will u be there for me when im all done
ill shatter my veins and drain all my blood
just to keep you safe is that good enough

is that good enough for you
ill try oh i always do
why do i try for you
baby id die for you 

i feel ugly dont u dare to even look at me
im addicted to ur touch like it was nicotine
i could never find another soul to care for me
this a long n winding road plz tread it carefullly

i tried my best n fucked it all up
will u be there for me when im all done
ill shatter my veins and drain all my blood
just to keep you safe is that good enough

is that good enough for you
ill try oh i always do
why do i try for you
baby id die for you

ⁱ ᵗʳⁱᵉᵈ ᵐʸ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ⁿ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉᵈ ⁱᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵘᵖ
ʷⁱˡˡ ᵘ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ⁱᵐ ᵃˡˡ ᵈᵒⁿᵉ
ⁱˡˡ ˢʰᵃᵗᵗᵉʳ ᵐʸ ᵛᵉⁱⁿˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵈʳᵃⁱⁿ ᵃˡˡ ᵐʸ ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈ
ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵃᶠᵉ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ

i miss autumn

is that good enough?

is that good enough (secre x jolst)

@drowna

if they examined my brain
they'd only find traces of you
if you could feel my pain
you wouldn't know what to do
you tore apart my veins
you left me black and blue
you couldn't live a day
walking in my shoes

take a step down my path
see what the other side sees
what happens to a fragile heart
when you cut it til it bleeds
oh god what have you done to me
you never listened to my screams
turns out you're not a friend of me
turns out you're just the enemy

I think I'd be more useful if I fucking ran away
nobody knows me here nobody calls me by my name
I'm another lonely stranger with an empty gaze
ain't nobody care about an unfamiliar face

I've been stranded walking thru an unfamiliar place
every single memory I have is turning grey
there's no feelings when I wake up feel my body decay
when I inevitably kill myself you'll etch my grave

stackin problems i got an abundance
im too high no i cant even function
why you makin a scene outta nothin
you say that youre leavin i say that ur bluffin

i been coughin up black its disgusting
hit this beat like im opium bumpin
hit this weed classified what im puffin
saudi aramco i aint goin public

holup wait a minute lemme talk my shit
tune up tune in too good to miss
i aint ever puttin trust into another again
aint a one legit they all fake as shit 

and ive said i wanna die since i was a kid
but nobody listened to me cuz its all in my head
i was raised to suck it up because it doesnt exist
what will everybody think when im fucking dead

unfamiliar (drowna x etchmygrave)

if i could just erase it all, you know i would
give anything to go back to who i was before
and i cant help but feel like i'm misunderstood
nobody knows what it's like to be me

and i'm sorry darling
i don't know who i am
so how could i be what you need me to be?
my friends wrote me off cause
i'm just a lost cause
and i'll never fix the things broken in me

broken
for a long time
if i have you
then i'm alright
feel i've known you, maybe in a past life
you helped finally make me feel like i'm alive

but what if i cant,
i can't be who
who i need to,
maybe i should leave you
just to save you
but i need you
is it selfish for me just to keep you?

lost cause [wisssery]

god i feel so rundown
pick me up off the cold ground
freezin out when the sundown
need a hand but noones around

god i feel so tortured
maybe i should have warned her
im fucked up
and i cant trust
but ill try my best for her 

i blackout when i drink too much
i pass out when i need your love
i blackout if i think too much
id rather die than lose your touch

is that good enough (secre x jolst)

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