produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

prod @taurs and @jolst

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy babe they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

is this true love 
gonna throw up
if u repeat that phrase
those 3 words make me go numb 
need to get up
been laying here all month
and this weight it holds me down
but the weed help me get up 

and thats ur man, is it?
hes kinda handsome,
well compared to me ur a muhfuckin damsel
think I got 2 greedy follow bread like im Hansel 
I fuckin hate this place and ur friends I cant stand
i can’t stand em 
x2

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy lil bitch they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

dead weight (taurs x jolst)

Do You Feel The Same? Lyrics

Breathe in new air
I'm just hoping that you understand me
I've been spending many nights here lonely
Waiting for someone to call my only ...
You got me thinking a mile a minute;
If you do not care just admit it
I'm always committed, I'm never gon quit it
I'm always conflicted.
Cause if you ain't giving back what I've been putting in;
Problems come flooding in
Yes I'm gon put in alot;
Working and working ain't smoking no pot
Promise I love you with all of my heart
~
Ohhhh but do you feel the same?
Leave me to soak in the rain
Screaming to ease all my pain
Don't know how much I can take
~
It's been a long time
I'm taking my own time
To put trust in another and forget the faults of the past
This life's moving fast
I'm flooring the gas
I hope you're riding with me;
And I hope that we do not crash.
I hope that we last.
~
Ohhhh but do you feel the same?
Leave me to soak in the rain
Screaming to ease all my pain
Don't know how much I can take
x2
~
UNKNXWN
Gave you my all but you still did me wrong
I know you're not what I need but you're what I want
I would die by your name but do you feel the same?
It hurts to love you but I'll take the pain,
If it means I can be by your side for another, minute
You make me feel unlike no other
I know she hates me but I know I love





Written by Weepings & Unknxwn
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
Produced by Reske & Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Do You Feel The Same? w/ Unknxwn

produced by autrioly 

completely non profit

lyrics

he keeps their heads in a box
under a key and a lock
her face is dripping with snot
the butcher rips us apart
he throws my bones in a pot
soups now smelling of pot
u make me laugh while I rot
choking on smell like a cock

he keeps their heads in a box
under a key and a lock
her face is dripping with snot
the butcher tears us apart
he throws my bones in a pot
soups now smelling of pot
u make me laugh while I rot
choking on smell like a cock

lately I just wanna sleep more
I been smoking weed more
I been getting blisters up on top of my hands and feet more
I just need to record
airing out these deep flaws
I just felt like moving on and I ran out of deep words

maybe I forgot that I was born for this
couldn't sell a soul that wasn't mine to give
sport a flowrs hoodie that doesn't fit
2 years I'm in UK bro we can link n shit

shoulda figured out that I'ma pessimist
I got uber eats bags stacked pyramid 
shirt n tie, uniform, yeah apron fit
even with artist block bro I cannot miss

everyone gather round yeah look at this
veins broke down again blew this bitch
bone broke plaster knuckles split
murder it yucky like I took a shit

I just saw the future I decided I don't like it
throw away the map if there's a way then I can find it
I just need somebody who can show me where the light is
I just got these images burnt inside of my eyelids

he keeps their heads in a box 
under a key and a lock
her face is dripping with snot
the butcher rips us apart
he throws my bones in a pot
the soups now smelling of pot
u make me laugh while I rot
chocking on smell like a cock



secretsauceshh (autrioly)

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

prod me

sick & haven't been able to record much of anything for some time now, but i wanted to get something out both for myself, and possibly you;
been sitting on this one for a while
hope you enjoy.
take care

hey, i'll trade you for your sorrows
i've grown used to feeling that
and if we're talking 'bout tomorrows
i've grown used to losing them too

the voices i read with my ears, tend to bleed
choking up every piece of the letters i speak
wasn't always afraid of the pictures i paint
guess the brush needs a wash, mutilate, then repeat

hate when i reach out again
people speculate my head
you're not me, you're not my friend
frequently, wish i was..

thoughts reflected through my brain
too bad they can't do the same
shattered past and future pains
guide me home through rough terrain

i'm ugly with words
keep it blunt, little passive
hoping that i'll make it up with some actions
feel so trash, bounce back like elastic
i'm doing that for the sake of my casket
hurting myself in a hope i'll be gone
suck how the ones that we trust do you wrong
playing along
it's not even fair i can bare all the tears that i've once undergone

this life makes me sick; can't trade it
i've been pushing through the lame shit
stay averted; bad relations
let my room for hate stay vacant
pour it all on my own psyche
ain't no one 'round here feel like me
it's not a nice thing
never sight-see inside my mind
i'm mostly agonizing

i told them it'd be okay
it sure as hell don't feel that way
your limitations never stay
you're pulling pins to thought grenades

it's all the same
cast a wave and send me to a sunken grave
only then i'll know my place

woke up in a sweat so cold
in a room pale white, and a heart full of woe
passed out 'round noon, now i'm ten on my toes
from the sun's red hue, passed through what imposed
any chafe on my brain by the stains from the mulch
what kind of weight doesn't make you implode?
phasing a gate into heaven's abode
but that ain't a place i ain't think imma know

i haven't changed my sheets in like a week or two
(get outta bed)
summer's passed, and suddenly, our meanings too
(it's all that i have)

my eyes stayed tied into my mind
to undermine it's barbed wires

i'm trying to be what i need
choosing escape over delicacies
they weren't a choice i would seek
nothing was ever created for me

(4x)
i'm trying to be what i need

mulch

@killedmyself

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

all my life i felt worthless
i took my heart and i purged it
never comin up to the surface

thought that you would be worth it
i thought that you was perfect
tell me what'd i do to deserve this?

take me back,
take me back to the real world
take me back,
take me back to when i couldn't feel

rip my heart straight from my ribcage
i've been led astray from the good place
i've ran out of luck where did my good days go
the place in which i reside no longer feels like home

20 years have caught up wit me n jus fucked up my mental
tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

real world

real world (killedmyself)

Lyrics:

I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’ve been okay Life’s been a wreck since you got in my way All my decisions revolve around you When I close my eyes all I see is your face I see your face You’re all I need Nothing else matters when you’re next to me All my decisions revolve around you I don’t need blood if you’re my family it all comes back to you it all comes back to you I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul let go, let go all of the secrets you always said I wouldn’t hold I know, I know Every single thing that led us deep into a hole you never will change, too hard to maintain I do the same thing, check back in the mainframe too many pieces, too many reasons, just another regret I couldn’t keep it but it all goes back to you follow the trail and that’s what I’ll do eaten alive, didn’t want it to it’s just the end of the line, and that’s all I knew I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul

all for you

all for you w/ Two:22 (prod. demxntia x imjustjoey)

lyrics:
motherfucker take the shot
give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

think im losing grip of my mind
want to die all the time
put my skull to the 9
every time that i wake up
im in this coffin of mine
its all gon be fine
i tell myself, i know its a lie

knocked down, but honestly whats new
im sick, so tired, fed up, a short fuse
get checked, get fucked, you want to prove sumn
try me bitch, got nothing left to lose

motherfucker take the shot
give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

i won the moment that i gave up
cause im way down at the bottom, im bleeding, but i stay buck
know they dangerous when they're losing (thats me) give no more fucks
and im never really here (wait let me hit the plug)

i feel so gone, thats probably not good
dont care anymore, i probably should
none of its real, im not scared anymore
im not there anymore, so motherfucker just take the shot

give a fuck if i be bleeding
you can talk your shit, you'll never be me
take the shot
never understand this feeling
give me all your hate, it'll feed me

TAKE THE SHOT (prod NINE7)

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

if u wanted to w/skele

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