ur flowers are dying w/ sideview drive [wisssery/jolst]

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

Remedy

Remedy w/ sewerperson, Weepings (Curated By: JollyWrlld)

tell me what u want
where u goin in the nighttime?
wakin up late wit nobody by my right side
pourin up drank just to make it til the sunrise
dont know what to say i aint nun more than tongue tied

took a couple grams i aint a bitch
faces fade away so take a pic
feelings never stay so take a hit
think i took too much i gotta sit

think i took too much im steady sippin
fiji water on me bitch im drippin 
grab ahold of me my hand is slippin
off the edge im boutta see the endin

i dont wanna waste another day
dont know how much more that i can take
stayin sober sayin im cliche
had to care i had to find a way to

battle
bottles
whippin murceilagos

in fh5 i aint makin shit on distro

rattled
thoughts roll
into da mental

take my life wit a blade to da wrist hoe

takin flows from songs ill drop tomorrow
sittin in the bottom of the barrel
drownin in this stupid fuckin sorrow
never trustin next time ill be careful

 bring it back in  
got an o-z rolled up in the nightstand 
you dont know me you aint ever met my best friend
c-h-l-o-e thats my right hand
swear that mf got my back when
rollin down the window caughtchu lackin
up the k n we get straight to blastin
camera lights  we cant forget the action

soberr_24

soberr_24 (secre x flesh)

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

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sludge (clear purple)

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

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Case

Nobody (Freestyle)

Lowfade+

prod @lilduckk
mix @deadfishpoland
thank you @lilskeleskrrt for the outstanding feature

untitled:
I'm on my own and complacent
I'm on my own and so wasted
You know me, I'm starchasing
New parts of me that I'm embracing
[x3]

skele:
I’m on my own and I’m feeling great bitch 
you gon see my shine I know you hate it
ima be on top, yeah you know I’m starchasing 
100 on my dash I’m speeding like I’m racing 

ima stack my gwop to the ceiling 
new shawty always tugging on my heartstrings 
diamond cuts on my wrist 
I’m spilling blood out on my Louis v carpet 
and I just fucking bought it 

coke nails so I know she off the shit now
drop dead when I pull up w the drip down
hop into the back of a blacked-out whip
speakers in the back and you know they bump our shit loud

untitled:
Come in like a comet when I'm ripping on my six-string
Something around me is feeling off, but I can't pin it down
When I'm around like I can pull myself up over this
Like just another kiss
Just another kiss
Just another one

I'm on my own and complacent
I'm on my own and so wasted
You know me, I'm starchasing
New parts of me that I'm embracing
[x2]

starchaser pt. 2 feat. skele (prod. wellfed)

this kinda shit never works out 

https://soundcloud.com/nothomex

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
I’m sorry that I fell in love 
You don't gotta take me back 
No girl I never was enough 
Didn't before now I'm seeing that 

Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right 


(not home.)
Baby I’ve been trying to get it right 
I’m calling you, it’s late at night 
Your words are eating me alive 
But your smile brings me back to life 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

(bbyk9)
Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right

soberr_24 (secre x flesh)

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