Related tracks: I Don't Got Friends That Come By (Ft.Majoraeclipse)

SadBoi Trap

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

leaving

may our paths never cross again after this (prodbykg)

shoutout the homie @lilzennyskrrr


(sample: David Shawty - Cowgirl)

we were a mistake

rocstarzen - we were a mistake (prod. etherless)

Filled up with anxiety
Tearing me down
Don’t want nobody really coming around
Staying inside while I stare at this screen
Fuck you and them and this reality 

At times I just wanna be alone
Hardly go outside, don’t wanna be a clone
Rather stay inside and play Final Fantasy
You can talk your shit, it doesn’t really bother me

Turn that trick into EXP
Fast travel, now she miss me
But I don’t really care
Leveled up, fanfare

Beat the boss fair and square
You’re a cheat, I’m so rare
A legend like Ric Flair
Now get the fuck up outta here

Filled up with anxiety
Tearing me down
Don’t want nobody really coming around
Staying inside while I stare at this screen
Fuck you and them and this reality 

When I’m out I just wanna go home
This party’s pretty lame, it’s time I let ‘em know
This is typical
Said that shit before
It’s you I’ll ignore
Can’t you tell I get bored?

Wanna leave and just write songs 
Wasted time for too long
They wanna play truth or dare
Truth is I think you’re a square

Like Cloud with dark hair
She hit my phone, don’t care
Lookin’ different so they stare
Wish I could float away from here

anxiety pt. 2 (prod. nocomply)

☆. · *   its time for growing <3  * · .☆
✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧
* · .☆ * · .☆. · * Lyrics * · .☆* · .☆* · .☆
[loveUnity verse]
i gotta spend some time on my own to find myself again
feelings to the wind
its time for growing no more slowing up again
fighting tooth and skin
gotta dig my way out of this grave i wound up laying in
always saying shit but you're the one i always waited with
everyday was bliss but sometimes pain is just delayed with it
all the same old shit but change is weighing im okay with it
wooooahhhhhhh
change is weighing im ok with it baby girl its the same old shit

(guitar by the homie william <3)

[bby bar verse]
all we can do is try
x3
rollin off a xan just so i can have a good time
run away and stay away i really dont care
x2

Change

Change w/ bby bar [+ wastedyouth]

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dLuMeAi63hnlcCYlgIryd?si=1HTtt3knQJietkPfhinr6g

[Lyrics]
{imtrash}
got so drunk
yea
your wasted
pukes black
and
all i see is faces
i'm in his bed but i don't know where hes at
i got so high i was inside of his doormat

got so drunk
yea
your wasted
pukes black
and
all i see is faces

im just a kid and i wanna be set free
listen to me you might hear a story 

why are you all the sudden loud why
put my head down that's a good bye
sleeping a lone fucking goodnight
i don't got friends that come by

{Majoraeclipse}
I just I wish wasn't like this
Back down from the liquor and these feelings for you, yeah
Can't escape behind my eyelids
I feel the static fill my body and I hope I get through, yeah

I'm tired of all these thoughts of mine
I'm tired of all these doubts
And I keep watching all the passerbys
And hope you'll come around

You should know I really fucking try but it never seem to work out
I don't wanna fight, think I'm running outta courage now
There's nowhere to go with all the bridges that I burnt down
Stuck in my head
Hope it's not gonna last
Yuh, yuh

prod.nevrfall

I Don't Got Friends That Come By (Ft. Majoraeclipse)

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

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whywewish!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

✰88STRAIT✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/88strait/
sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

Produced by hazenova
Guitar is by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst 
Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam

the metal turns to rust (feat. svnam)

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