Illuminate the mountains
Flying with the pilots who came from the sun
Crying as they eat away the character
Of everyone from when you were young
If you wanna know
What they do for fun
They're riding 'round the town while shooting guns
Your only son
How far he's come
He's riding 'round the town while shooting guns

Heaven knows
Heaven knows I can't do it again
Heaven knows
Heaven knows where I've been

I'm a heat-seeking missile baby I can't miss
Ah
The solar men won't hesitate to blow your mind
So show a smile
Oh
If you wanna know
What they do for fun
They're riding 'round the town while shooting guns
Your only son
So far from home
He's riding 'round the town while shooting guns

Heaven knows
Heaven knows I can't do it again
Heaven knows
Heaven knows where I've been
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I can't do it again
Heaven knows
Heaven knows where I've been

Heaven Knows

vengeance

vengeance [out on all platforms]

I couldn't be who you wanted me to be 
I wasn't enough, but maybe you couldn't see
I took your love for granted, baby, what's wrong with me
My stomach is turning, I'm tired of running 
You're the only one who ever gave a shit
Without you it's hard to find a reason to live
My body carved up, need some bandages
I'm losing all control, ain't no f*cks to give

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I'm never, never enough oh, 
My stomach keep on turning
At the thought that you're
Happy with someone else
I can't let go, I can't move on 
Oh, my head is racing
I can't tell oh what's real
I don't know what's happened
The thought of you with someone else 
Oh, my heart is pacing
Oh, I can't seem to get it
That I'm a fucking nuisance
Oh, I can't seem to get it
Why am I so complacent

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I can't, I can't remember oh your voice
Nothing even matters in the end, so what's the point
What's the point
I can't look in the mirror I hate what I see

Oh, everything's clear 
Can't leave it be
Oh bury me alive oh in a coffin
Leave me to starve 
Give the bugs the satisfaction

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see

damn

NO REASON TO LIVE (prod. lostangel)

Lyrics:

feel
alive
how does it feel, when you're alright?
i wanna know

this foreign place
no shadows near
a perfect stay
gray thoughts seem clear
my love appears
i pull her close
for a sec we stop for this view
it feels so real
it's not real

feel
alive
how does it feel, when you're alright?
i wanna know

can you tell me
how it feels like
when its all clear
and the sun shines bright
can you tell me please
that its not that bad
when the sun leaves
can you just lie to me
on how it feels
how does it feel

when you're not all alone
what i'd give not to be all alone

how does it feel [prod. myss]

Atlantic

lyrics:

holy fractures in the sky it's over
crying from the sight of the angels
every day they told me it was over
just gave me more reason to soldier on
and wipe the tears away
oh i've just been dreaming of her face again

close your eyes cuz it's over now
i will take your hand in death
a love that's louder than every sound
will take its final breath

look to the sky i'm amazed now
as i'm watching all the lightning crash down
yeah that's just how i live with the rain out
baby's riding in the backseat passed out
pistol in my pocket, i'm a ranger
but nothing you can do is gonna save her
and you're losing your breath cuz you've got to remind me
you cannot save her
you cannot save her
sometimes i wonder do they understand us
i don't know myself, don't recognize no one
i can save your life if you trust me
baby do you trust me?
baby do you trust me?
as i drive you through the stormy night
oh i'll hold that memory
oh so tight my love

close your eyes cuz it's over now
i will take your hand in death
a love that's louder than every sound
will take its final breath
yeah
ooh, ooh
yeah it's toxic
and obnoxious
and i'm coughing from this poison apple babe

Holy Fractures

I dont wanna be ur girlfriend

this one’s for all the kids who come from broken homes and for all the teens who spent hours crying on their bedroom floors

always hurting

SWIM

beat produced by: @yamissin ♡


⚝ lyrics:

𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘳𝘪𝘱 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘶𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪'𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵

𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦
𝘪𝘧 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺
𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴?
𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴

𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴?
𝘪 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴
𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪'𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵




† 𝟓𝐡𝐲:
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2TcMB2b7duIzDoXnAr4iTr
instagram: www.instagram.com/im5hy

† Yami's Sin:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3lv0ojUX8JQFTdXG5mTUTp?si=Yf0UEaM1TLa-rAMXwCcojA
instagram: www.instagram.com/yamisgotsins


⚝ 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣 & 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮: 5𝙝𝙮
⚝ 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮: 𝙔𝙖𝙢𝙞'𝙨 𝙎𝙞𝙣

masochist

Single

D.I.E (Do I Exist?)

Just a hobby

Stream my music: ffm.bio/ethn_v
Email: ethn.sound@gmail.com

D.I.E (Do I Exist?)

ETHN