self medicate

Different Faces

You Don't Know Me

Hold Onto Me

Proficient to the Day

Stoic

Stay Gold

Internal Thoughts is a comeback from the grave — a resurrection project pulling every influence you’ve been sharpening in silence. This mix album blends your entire spectrum: darkwave confessionals, neon-lit synth builds, emotional ballads, experimental rap fusions, gritty electronic drops, cinematic tension, post-hardcore energy, and intimate late-night slow-burners.

Every track feels like a thought you buried and then dragged back into the light — twisted, refined, and louder than before. It’s a collection built on contrast: soft vs. violent, sensual vs. broken, nostalgic vs. futuristic.

beat produced by: @yamissin ♡


⚝ lyrics:

𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘳𝘪𝘱 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘶𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪'𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵

𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦
𝘪𝘧 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺
𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴?
𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴

𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴?
𝘪 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴
𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯?
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪'𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵




† 𝟓𝐡𝐲:
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2TcMB2b7duIzDoXnAr4iTr
instagram: www.instagram.com/im5hy

† Yami's Sin:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3lv0ojUX8JQFTdXG5mTUTp?si=Yf0UEaM1TLa-rAMXwCcojA
instagram: www.instagram.com/yamisgotsins


⚝ 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣 & 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮: 5𝙝𝙮
⚝ 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮: 𝙔𝙖𝙢𝙞'𝙨 𝙎𝙞𝙣

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Stream my music: ffm.bio/ethn_v
Email: ethn.sound@gmail.com

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