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i dont think ill ever be happy again (prod. recycleBin)

@ihateshinigami

full album, split into its respective singles

HALF-LiFE

Let Me Go ft. hoepless (prod. switch)

produced by @dercept x ayoley

lyrics:
it's not easy for me (x2)
chemicals have taken full control and i'm not even worried
it has to be because of me

i've done nothing to prevent this
i know that all good things come to an end
but i never got a chance to begin

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use

wait four more days
i'll just recollect myself and take the blame
i guess u really gotta lose to win the game
i sit in the back of the parking lot while i waste away
every day i'm following a similar schedule
should have known it from the start my fucking heart wasn't edible
but i guess things change and u did too
all along i really was the gum under ur shoe

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use
it's not easy for me (x6)

it's not easy for me (dercept x ayoley)

@angelsflight 
Produced/Mastered by @okmurrrr 
Mixed by me < 3 
cover art by: strainah
enjoy 

And you always tell me 
That it just a bad dream 
Laying in your bed alone 
I just hope your better off
I don’t know where to go 
Making me feel so cold 
Throw me sticks and stones 
Water my eyes and let you go 

Why act so frustrated 
Can I just tell you later
Girl I know you hate it 
What you do about it 
Don’t know your language 
(I just)
Know that I’m your favorite 
All you do is doubt it
Bitch I’m an angel 
(Shut the fuck up)
Why you so damn hateful 
I can hear you shouting 
Lemme see your halo
(Go go) 
Hit you in the head with the drako 
Opps better stay low
Dial on the pad with the payphone

Halo (MURRRR)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

track 2/3
produced by mix
on all plats
love you <3 
enjoy

lyrics:

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously

i put on a cold face, my friends gone they won't stay
i don't need them anyway away, away
just go away, just go away, just go away

i know ill be okay, but right now i feel the pain
oh i hate the pain just stop, just stop,
 i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously (x4 in the background)

i don't wanna feel nothing else
i just wanna lie here by myself  
won't go out for now, for anyone else
i'm not heartless now, i'm just stuck in my shell
oh i'm just stuck in this shell, this shell, this shell 
no it won't break, it won't break, it won't break

tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite (won't break)
got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

i need to just slow down
breathe deeply just calm down
my throat hurts from all this screaming
you can't stop me from leaving

distant myself hoping to get away
i distanced myself hoping someone would stay
but why won't you care can't you see im in pain?
why is it okay just to let it end this way?
but the blame is on myself i made it this way
i don't accept help what the fuck can i say?
i lock down on my brain just to let it decay
no i can't stand to look so ill push you away

push you away-

I JUST PUSH YOU THE FUCK AWAY, AWAY
WHY CAN'T YOU EVER JUST STAY?

SO I LOSE ALL MY FAITH ONCE AGAIN, AGAIN
MAYBE I'LL SEE SOME CHANGE, SOME CHANGE

years past by they feel like days, days
but oh, it's so beautiful 

thank you <3

why won't you stay?

Featuring @cpt_sad
Produced by IOF
Mixing, additional vocals & guitar by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
I can’t afford to live
Like my parents did
For every generation before me
I’m suffering the consequences

Why die young and alone
When we could die young together instead
Underneath the mushroom clouds
Standing hand in hand

We were born too late
So what do you say
Would you take a chance on me
Only minutes left
It’s meaningless
Unless we believe
That there’s nothing left to lose
But everything to gain
We were born too late to fall in love the long way

(yesterday)
Yeah you fell in my lap when you tripped on the cracked pavement
And those potholes have been on this road my whole life
They wanna keep us six feet down
So we can't make a sound
But I can fight all night
If you stay by my side
I've always spoke too loud
It never came out right
Instead of tape on my mouth
You went and got me a mic

Listen on Spotify!

Born Too Late w/ yesterday (Prod. IOF)

the boys out here steppin on soundcloud's neck wit this 1 

@avageaspandungique

// demxntia

u should kno im
always lvlin up 
and all u rappers is stagnant
ill break u down won't break a sweat
ill leave u broken in fragments
u on my dick u gettin mad
ur girl attracted like magnets
its not my fault i wanna be happy
instead of singin bout sadness

ok im ballin like wakka
im tryna cash out at zanarkand
coming back like toonami
my neck is froze like a mannequin
and ur shawty still want me
fly in the sky like im anakin
pray to myself like im kami
i flex on the scene cuz ik i can

strapped wit the dragon blade
ill make u spill guts
if u aint wit us
u against us
no offense but
nobody that i can trust
fuck it ima glow alone
don't hit my phone
where'd u go
i wanna know
flyin out to tokyo
flexin like i told u so

heartless lemme in
i'll accept the darkness
best 2 ever do it
im gonna show u wat art is
im jus takin wats mine
baby don't waste my time
no one can stop my shine
sippin water wit a lime

// savage ga$p

That look like Terra and Ventus
Oh wait that’s Gasp and demxntia?
The way I’m steppin out the ventador 
aggressive possession 
And I ain’t stressing perception 
them gems is red on my necklace 
and I count my blessings I’m flexin 
I get that track and I wreck it

I just jump out of the whip 
I just jump out of ur bitch 
I just jump out of the pumpkin u holdin 
and make u jump out of ur skin

I seen all u lookin boy u checkin for me 
I can’t rly see no one that’s better than me

heartless emblem 
burned into my chest u can see 
u can catch me in that pumpkin patch 
where skeletons be

Gunblade 
pop pop 
ay ima let it blast

limit breaker break the rotation 
I’m bout to bring it back

I been fuckin facin in outer spaces 
can’t make it back

I don’t take no fuckin Ls 
and I ain’t takin nothin back

terra and ventus

spotify, apple, etc.

terra and ventus w/ savage ga$p

produced by @remghost
mixed and mastered by @polearm
and @eunhae

running out of time for myself
running out of time to get help
i'm starting to get sick and it's all my fault
wish i could make it up to you, i don't wanna be another downfall

it hurts so bad and i'm sick of it
i can't believe i thought i'd be used to this
every morning i wake up i feel sick
i die in my dreams then wake up to my reality

tell me that it's all my fault
tell me you don't have to call
i'll talk the blame, i know now
everything you do, ends up my fault

if i never met you
i'd never feel this pain
so why don't i kick you out?
for you i'd feel it again

and i wish i didn't want to
but everything i do is for you

tell me that it's all my fault
tell me you don't have to call
i'll take the blame, i know now
everything you do ends up my fault

it hurts so bad and i'm sick of it
i can't believe i thought i'd be used to this
every morning i wake up i feel sick
i die in my dreams then wake up to my reality

blame ! prod. remghost

☆i'm falling, don't catch me!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/aschente-nitecore-mix-prod-uglyzucc

[lyrics]

(intro)
it's the ideal world you've always dreamed of
the world of games disboard!
you see everything in this world is decided by a simple game
government, politics, even the lives of its people

who are you?
me? they call me tet i'm a god!

(hook)
i came to 
where are we
but the land is
such a beauty

i'm falling
don't catch me!
cause im diving
head first with full glee!

i see it
right in front of me
truly endless
possibility!

if you dont like it
come find me
we can make a deal
best of 3

rule the land
im a king to be
sit on the throne
staring at the sea!

by my side
a total cutie
always side by side
thats a guarantee

(bridge)
and i
always try my hardest
but always end up
down bad

but she always got my back
and we wont ever stop
until were at the top yeah

(verse)
cause until we make it!
grinding hard cause we cant quit!
make it through just on our wit
even when its tough we wont switch up yeah!

shit goin bad now
and i aint talking cash now
i lost my other half
and i think im going crazy

but i aint let it phase me
i put all my faith
in the heart of the cards
distracts me from the scars

(bridge/sample)
hear this my people
your apart of a long legacy
the wisest of the races
one that can become anything because

we came into this world with nothing!
yeah!!!!

(repeat hook)
i came to 
where are we
but the land is
such a beauty

i'm falling
don't catch me!
cause im diving
head first with full glee!

i see it
right in front of me
truly endless
possibility!

if you dont like it
come find me
we can make a deal
best of 3

rule the land
im a king to be
sit on the throne
staring at the sea!

by my side
a total cutie
always side by side
thats a guarantee

(ending)
let's all have fun and play together!
hahaha

blame ! prod. remghost

eunhae

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