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don't mind me, just binge streaming ur music >_<

@eunhae + @bedhead2001 prod @iofmusic art by digiyams

eunhae:
how many times were you there
because you felt like you had to
how many calls did you miss
then say that you didn't mean to

when you were really with her
just admit honestly
i'm used to it now
i've never been treated fairly

everyone said 
just give it time to get better
but they didn't know that
it was just getting harder

to get a grip on my life
and it was getting tighter
felt like i could die
and everything would be better

felt like i could just die
can't get a grip on my life
i think i'm losing touch
i can feel my insides

leave me here or bury me alive
cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
and i can't let myself be free
cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

bedhead: 

how many tears should i cry
when i talk on the phone with you
i'll only be fine 
when i'm the one that's alone with you

and it'll shatter my heart
if you let your guilt get in the way

so you'll put me first or i'll put you down
and i know it'll hurt she's not even around
and the scars even it out careful who you're surrounded by
i wouldn't trust the discretion of those other guys

eunhae:

leave me here or bury me alive
cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
and i can't let myself be free
cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

everything that hurts ft. bedhead

produced by @jolst

featuring @sendflowrs

stuffed ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

i see triple 3 (prod. xmichaelwarren)

KENNEDY WAS HERE!! LOVE U MAN :)

https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks/crankthatsoldierboy

spent awhile on this, could be better but idk
SHOUT OUT YARDS4LE🖤⭐️😅 !! :)
https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846
noahmadethiss and kenny orlando heard this, bro thank you guys so much 
NOAH REPOSTED :) :)

Lyrics: (transcribed by me)

kndyxoxo postcard

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

when he got drafted he was 17

they gave him a gun but he dont even know what heaven means

and he promised to his mom to live forever like an evergreen

he faked a smile, told a lie, he's terrified but she would never see

she said that he'd be fine 

when he was leaving she could hardly look him in the eyes

he said believe me mama ik im too young to die

i'm sure that i'll be fine 

and he had to pack his things, he's out the door

had to tell his mom goodbye, he's off to war

he didnt even know what he was fighting for,

didnt even know what he was fighting for

they told him pick ur head up boy nd suck it up

you only had one life but they fucked it up! :( 
you can try nd kick nd scream its not enough

ur momma's lil soilder boy just toughen up 

 

(chorus)

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

x2

there's no point in asking for help

he did anything and everything for everyone else  

just thought that one day he'd get home and have a story to tell 

he'd never kill another soldier, they reminded him too much of himself

nd thought his thinking was ahead of his time

but one day he was caught behind enemy lines 

they put a gun up to his head, he wasnt ready to die 

but he was fine, instead he looked them dead in the eyes and said 

(chorus)

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

x2

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

Postcard

kennedyxoxo - postcard (noahmadethiss + soz)

RIP Shwangler ft. kennedyxoxo *lileffort*

prod @remghost x @recyclexbin

mix/master by @bedhead2001

i don't really care about what they say 
i'll be with you when the skies turn grey
and if it gets bad, it'll be okay
sometimes it hurts, but i'm here to stay

lonely at night, staying inside
everything's cold and i don't know why
lonely with you by my side
being with you makes it hard to cry

i never leave when i'm seeing signs
i see starlight looking in your eyes
think i'm insane yeah they don't know why
i wanna be with you like all the time

but i'm damaged and manic
a fuck up, i just don't understand it
when you're not here i panic
no i can't leave, i'd regret it

hard to cry

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 
white ozweegos 
sucking my blood like ur a mosquito 
i can’t see tho 
that’s a black and white fit like a tuxedo 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle 

faithful
gone off the K and i’m feeling tranquil 
i’m coming back 
finally met my guardian angels 
smoking basil 
everything i do is fucking wasteful 
i can feel the plan 
the energy is so graceful 

spiders in my bedroom
if u open up ur mind 
u can start to be happy on that i bet u 
rolling all the time 
i’m working up to being right 
i can tell what ur feeling cuz i’m depressed 2

seal it with a kiss 
i put dior on her wrist 
wanna hear what u believe cuz i just guess too 
cut ties with my swiss 
see an ocean full of bliss 
push me into the water i got a vest too

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle

everything that hurts ft. bedhead

eunhae

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