Best Selflove hits 3

misery2

Emo Rap 17

Eneco

Lil Peep Only

Hook: Servatus] x3
Listen to the wind
You'll hear me calling in the rain
I know that nothing stays the same
But you still take away the pain

[Chorus: Kaiyko]
I find it crazy how we got here
Maybe I been dreaming this whole time, you know
You show the way like the stars in the sky
And I'm riding thru the night
While I got you all up in my mind

[Verse 1: demxntia]
Think about you all the time
You're not here with me
Every night you're on my mind
It ain't hard to see
You're doing laps in my head
When I lay in my bed
My eyes will not close
Without you it's cold

So I'll wait for now
I know that you'll come right back
Yeah, so I'll wait for now
Because you'll always be here with me

[Chorus: Kaiyko & demxntia]
I find it crazy how we got here
Maybe I been dreaming this whole time, you know
You show the way like the stars in the sky
And I'm riding thru the night
While I got you all up in my mind

[Hook: Servatus]
Listen to the wind
You'll hear me calling in the rain
I know that nothing stays the same
But you still take away the pain

[Outro: Kaiyko & demxntia]
Listen to the wind
That's sayin'
Don't let go and stay right here
Listen to the wind
I'm beggin'
Just hold on
Forget your fears

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Listen to the Wind (feat. Kaiyko & Demxntia)

@evertheghost

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half 

You try to invite him over 
Got 3 screenshots from last October 
Don’t lie to my face 

you know you ain’t right
You know you ain’t right

I exercise my full right 
To keep on dying inside 

Please take your stupid thoughts
And shove them right up your ass 

Your always so full of shit 
I tried my best to make things right 

You fill my head with harmful thoughts 
And act so innocent in the dark 

I’m so tired of falling 
I’m so damn exhausted 

I cry so damn often 
My life keeps on falling 

(Ever The Ghost)
no peace
no remorse
only a flame to devour a forest
no remnants of life
captivate me on a fast decline
opening portals
unlocking powers
restless souls
all figure out after hours
lost and searching for my soul as it roams
got me backed in a corner
I just want to be alone

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half

Captivate [+ sogimura]

I Hate The Internet (prod. Living Puff)

This song is about the world being your canvas, meaning a true artist never limits themselves.

-- lyrics --
Canvas

I sacrificed my life and gave it everything I got…

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

The world is my canvas
Cuz I’m a true artist
The picture I paint it
I go in the hardest 
give a fuck what you say
Imma do me regardless
It‘s more than my ex girl
That’s left me so heartless

And I don’t even fucking want her back
I just wanna keep on making stacks 
I just wanna keep on spitting facts
What’s your problem that’s no way to react

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

I copped a goyard bag 
to put my heart in
I don’t beg for shit
So Fuck your pardon
I earned every lick
Life got me hardened
I don’t ever quit
I hunt like I’m starvin

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

Canvas

Canvas (Prod. STARINTHESKY)

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

Lyrics:

you cant match my flow if you wanted to
labels hit my phone on the low im not in the booth
sippin on patron all alone while im on the move
gettin to the bag on my own like i oughta do

but yall dont even know so its lonely
do it by myself on my own G
fuck everyone else im a lone G
always try to drown but it wont leave

like fuck it ill just live with this sickness
like fuck it it aint none of your business
i swear that i get pushed to my limit
i hate it but i dont wanna give in

if only sorrow could build a staircase
or tears could show the way (shoutout BMTH)
you know id take it all right back
so we could see some better days
i know its really not worth leaving
they say goodbye anyway
i know that life can get real fucked
but im just hoping that you stay

Sickness

sickness

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
🖤emjaay🖤
@emjaays
Lyrics:
Cigarette smoke on our lungs 
The taste of your flesh 
Will dance on my tongue 
Reminisce on what was once 
Don't leave now 
The night is so young 

Lean in for the kiss 
You turn your head 
Begin to pull away 
Is there something I can say 
Anything to make you stay 
Just stop hold up why not 
I'm shocked you say you've got
heart rot

I’m thankful for the time we spent 
but it's clear things have got to end 
'Cause I don't need a friend 
I need someone to die with

(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to ride with 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone someone
Someone to make me feel alive so please don't you waste my time 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to die with

(It replays)
It replays in my mind no it's true I won't lie
Memories overwritten with the thoughts of you
Watch me fall watch me crawl looking around for a soul
For a line that’ll keep me from the edge

‘Cause I been callling out 
Falling out again on my one
Take another round
No one close to me anymore
Paint a picture, where do I find happy again?
I'm hoping, I'm holding
Cause I, 

I need someone to cry with
Someone to lie with
Someone to try with
Someone to hold me down
Having a life with
Holding the light here
For fuck’s sake
I need someone to die with

(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to ride with 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone someone
Someone to make me feel alive so please don't you waste my time 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to die with

SOMEONE TO DIE WITH (FEAT. EMJAAY)

under fire

w/ @yokaidreams 

lyrics
// i'm geist
i’m feeling messed up
stomach fucking twisted into knots love
try to shrug it off but still annoyed in the end
oh now, i’m pissed off
drag him across the floor and cause the chaos
ride until you’re numb like, what’re you feeling again?

i leave my friends at door
don’t know who they are anymore
i’m sitting at the top while you’re there still just laying on the floor
i’m only here for the gore
stacking bodies galore
cause i can give them everything and they’d still beg me for more

// yokai dreams
2 faced punk shoulda known before you test me
leave u in the gutter they won't find you til the next week
better pray to God that somebody come arrest me
give it all you got but you never could impress me

i got an ache in my head
and my stomach is sore
i got his blood on my hands
there's some more on the floor
i gotta get out of this scene
before they file a report
i'm on a rampage baby not myself anymore

i don't rly like what ur doin to me
but something bout the way that you lie is soothing
i'm shaking from my fingers all the way to my toes
i'm steady to ready to go
so let's go
let's get this show on the road

// i'm geist & yokai dreams
people say i'm crazy
say i'm doin the most
and now they looking at me scared
like they just seen a ghost
i take it one at a time
only way that i know
i might just leave it all behind
or decide that i wont

SPOTIFY

CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

Xanny Bars 222

Xanny Bars 222 *prod Young Enzo*

MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/Tu2TnagcIVc

APPLE MUSIC
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/angeldust-feat-emo-fruits/1356302503?i=1356302512

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/4MCJAWLCv4kpZp1EpFdFHn?si=FzFrp2qyTB-eaYqURGs2uQ

emo fruits:
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits
instagram: emofruits

pink cig
instagram: @pinkcig
twitter: @pinkcig

AngelDust - single
pink cig & emo fruits - Girls, Drugs, & Dying


LYRICS:
[pink cig]
          hook:
she heard the songs i wrote about her now she hate my guts 
i've seen people trippin less while they on angel dust 
either way you'd always say i'll never be enough 
don't forget that you're the reason i don't give a fuck
[emo fruits]
         verse 1:
Drugs I'm tastin 
Cars I'm racin
Cocaine laced in
Still gon face it 
They won't think I'll make it 
But bitch im bouta make it 
I don't think she love me 
But in my bed she naked 
Dyin cuz it hurt too much 
Cryin cuz she hate my guts
She don't care 
I'm in her guts 
Shawty catch my angel dust 
Drugs I'm tastin 
Cars I'm racin 
Cocaine laced in 
Still gon face it 
I don't really got friends 
I don't really got you 
Yeah you tell me that it hurts 
But drugs they be helping u 
Yeah u trippin off of shit 
Yeah i'm trippin off of u 
Yeah I'm all in ur head 
Yeah ur all in mine too

(hook)

[pink cig]
          verse 2:
codeine up inside me
bad bitch right beside me
praying that the devil never find me
shawty wanna fuck me like she like me
why u wanna know shit 
i be on my own shit 
demons in my circle don't get muthufuckin close bitch
wanna fly away
just another day 
thotty said she love me 
do not trust a word they say
          outro:
i dont think i know what love is
i think ive had enough of this
i dont think i know what love is
ill just stick to my activis

i dont think i know what love is
i think i had enough of this

AngelDust - single

pink cig & emo fruits - AngelDust *prod. Roman RSK*(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC.)

Tell me that I'm safe
This is where I wanna stay
Cause when I'm in your arms
All my problems go away
Don't know what to say
It's like my memories erased
Light another blunt
And imma take it to the face
Girl I know that I'm a waste
I'm just something in the way
I will never fit in
It's just something in my brain
Smoke away the memories
And trip away the pain
Acid in the castle
Got it dripping
Like the rain

Crying on the phone again
I'm alone again
All the walls are closing in
Thought you were my friend
Until you stabbed my back again
Barely breathing
I don't even know what's happening
I might die tonight
Bleed out in the twilight
Scars up on my wrist
Cause I'm terrified of life
Terrified of love
Even though it is a lie
Felt my soul die
When I looked into her eyes

When I looked into her eyes
Felt my soul die
When I looked into her eyes
Terrified of life
Terrified of love

Terrified
I'm gonna die tonight
Let me lye
With you in the afterlife

Ask me if I'm fine, I don't really know
I tried to talk to you, but you said you should really go
It's been raining but I think that it's turning into snow
Maybe you should stay until I know you won't be cold
You've got blood upon your eyes
I thought you said that you weren't killing in the night
Impossible to save you if you wanna die
I couldn't help you even if you were alive

Tell me that I'm safe
This is where I wanna stay
Cause when I'm in your arms
All my problems go away
Don't know what to say
It's like my memories erased
Light another blunt
And imma take it to the face
Girl I know that I'm a waste
I'm just something in the way
I will never fit in
It's just something in my brain
Smoke away the memories
And trip away the pain
Acid in the castle
Got it dripping
Like the rain

spotify

terrified ft. yung van (prod. aidan)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

I hope I wash away
Bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
It help my brain out
Cause it's a fucking mess
Lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
Cause I don't feel my best
Feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
So I just need a sec
To keep my life intact
Sometimes I feel so lost
And I don't have a map
Don't know where I'm at
Looking for a sign
Wish I could go back
To the better times
To the better days
And the better nights
When I was just a kid
Never questioned life
What was wrong or right
Never really cared

Still don't really care
I can take you there
Welcome to my world
There's sadness in the air
Depression everywhere
Don't feel like waking up
God I fucking suck
Feel so fucking stuck
Walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love
But now I have no trust
I just got the drugs
And now my feelings numb
Please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun
I know we had our fun
But that shit's over now
Left me here to die
Looking like a clown
Left me here to die
Bleeding on the ground
But I made it out
Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

I wonder if they really care
Like they say they do
Bleeding in my room
I would hate me too
If I were being you
I would let me down
Stab me in the back
Leave me with a frown

Yeah I know I'm sick
And my mind is fucked
Think of giving up
Yeah my brain is done

Life is pointless
I just wanna see what's after
Close my eyes all night
I know nothing matters

I hope I don't wake up
Lately I've been dealing
With a lot of fake trust
Fuck your love and fame
I fucking hate this game
I'd rather hang myself
I'd rather hate myself

I just took a 2
Poured it in my sprite
Feeling not alive
Feeling not alright
I just bought a blade
Put it to my skin
Hear the devil call
Imma let him in

These artist talking tough
But my flow wet as fuck
To bad I wanna die
Like all the fucking time
Like all my fucking life

My ex still on my line
This is such a mess
Wish I could just feel less

That's what the drugs do
Help my brain forget
That I ever loved you

It's time to fall back
My coffin all black
What's the point of life?
I'll never solve that
I'll never solve that

Yeah Yeah 

Know I'll never solve that

frown (prod. dirty sosa)

fortnite rap battle> ian dior

waterfalls was here.

@ianndior - molly feat. bernard jabs (prod. nick mira)

cry ice (prod. our enemies)

From the Crowd - My life's a fable (Ft. hm.wav) [prod. nevrfall]

Lyrics:
[Chorus: From the Crowd]
My life is a fable, won't make it through April
Too many times love has made me unstable
Inside I'm not alright, I'm messed up but it's fine
I spend all my time thinking about my past life

My life is a story, it's dull and it's boring
Erase my own name in my auto biography
My heart is still sinking, my head is still spinning
You know that I cannot escape this numb feeling

[Verse 1: From the Crowd]
I'm falling
I'm faded
So tired
So jaded
I'm worthless
Can't help this
So useless
Impatient

I don't want you hear and I know you hate me
Not enough sleep has left me feeling vacant
All you ever do is point out mistakes I'm making
Been like this for years and I cannot change it
I don't want you hear and I know you hate me
Not enough sleep has left me feeling vacant
All you ever do is point out mistakes I'm making
Been like this for years and I cannot change it

[Verse 2: hm.wav]
There is some things that just stay the same
Breeze in your hair where we were last May
Bright blue eyes on your familiar face
I don't want you to change
So hold me tighter
I feel so tired
Your touch is all I want
My life is a fable
I feel so unstable
I know I'm not who you want

[Chorus: From the Crowd]
My life is a fable, won't make it through April
Too many times love has made me unstable
Inside I'm not alright, I'm messed up but it's fine
I spend all my time thinking about my past life

My life is a story, it's dull and it's boring
Erase my own name in my auto biography
My heart is still sinking, my head is still spinning
You know that I cannot es-scape this numb feeling

FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/artist/2PgkL...
Apple Music | https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/fro...
Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/fromthecrowd
Amazon Music | 
Google Play music | https://play.google.com/store/music/a...
 
FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | https://twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: nevrfall
Mixed by: hm.wav
Recorded by: Lyrxed
Guest Vocals by: hm.wav

© Lost in Hope Records

My Life's a Fable

My life's a fable

My life's a fable (Feat. hm.wav) [prod. nevrfall]

From the Crowd - October [prod. Wstdyth]

Lyrics:

[Chorus:]
Your eyes say you love me
I have trouble trusting
Haven't seen you since October
Now I'm feeling lonely
Sunshine hits my eyes
And it begins to warm me
Text me from your iPhone
Asking can you call me

Winter came and got me
Trapped me in my head again
With fears that just haunt me
I'm Crawling I'm stalling
I miss your gorgeous eyes
This distance leaves me wanting
Wishing for you body
Hold me tight and love me

[Verse:]
Time's gone and by I'm stuck in this rut
Sugar coat my phrases in luck
I'd ask you out if I had the guts
The way you talk makes me drunk on your love
I feel this distance tearing me up
I swear I need you like a drug
It's the truth I miss you so much
I wrote this song declaring my love

[Chorus:]

Your eyes say you love me
I have trouble trusting
Haven't seen you since October
Now I'm feeling lonely
Sunshine hits my eyes
And it begins to warm me
Text me from your iPhone
Asking can you call me

Winter came and got me
Trapped me in my head again
With fears that just haunt me
I'm Crawling I'm stalling
I miss your gorgeous eyes
This distance leaves me wanting
Wishing for you body
Hold me tight and love me

FROM THE CROWD MERCHANDISE:
teespring.com/stores/from-the-crowd-merch

FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/2PgkLA1eAdNsKv35wPIjIb
Apple Music | music.apple.com/gb/artist/from-th…-crowd/1478853881
Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/fromthecrowd
Amazon Music | www.amazon.co.uk/18-feat-Wstdyth-…&s=dmusic&sr=1-2
Google Play music | play.google.com/store/music/artis…jcoz576z6et2v44ya

FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Wstdyth
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records