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https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss
https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn

(me)
xans in my pocket just in case
i cant see my face in the mirror see no face
n everytime it rains waiting for sum better days
n i been mixing pills its a habit i cant change

everything is blurry when im geeked its hurting :((
n i wish u were here rn dont think i can endure it :c
dont want u to worry bout the pills that i purchase <~<
dont want u to worry in the end im gonna hurt u </3

hear my voice <33
hear me shout
i been trapped in a pit n i cant get out
everytime i bleed 
i fall down 
u say u know a way out 
i just dont know how :c

(souls1)
i have no fucking clue what souls said sounds hard tho

geeked +souls1 (souls1 + yugen)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

@mental

https://twitter.com/aiu404l/status/1410259664248262660

ya i do it for my bros
n u kno i got it evrywhere i go :)
got u locked in rite wit da scope
i wont talk i wont fight w u bro..
out my way boy i kno u stay broke ..
out my way boy we givin halos
speedin down tha street u goin slow
tryna stack all da cheese all the dough
if u talk down , at ur front door

ya im wit my dogs
feel like megumi ya im wit my dogs :D
wat u want from me , we can get it all
said u hate me cause i didnt call backk
love 2 talk online boy dats all cap
ya we all kno u aint on dat -_-
goin ghost 240 n its all black
ya i wish i could take it all back :(

(wish i cld take it all back) x3

hal0 _(mental)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

prod @remghost x @recyclexbin

mix/master by @bedhead2001

i don't really care about what they say 
i'll be with you when the skies turn grey
and if it gets bad, it'll be okay
sometimes it hurts, but i'm here to stay

lonely at night, staying inside
everything's cold and i don't know why
lonely with you by my side
being with you makes it hard to cry

i never leave when i'm seeing signs
i see starlight looking in your eyes
think i'm insane yeah they don't know why
i wanna be with you like all the time

but i'm damaged and manic
a fuck up, i just don't understand it
when you're not here i panic
no i can't leave, i'd regret it

hard to cry

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

prod: @loe4t x @mikemrozmusic

music video:
https://youtu.be/awBQV_DPlFQ

spotify

feel the feeling (prod. loe4t x mike mroz)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

eyelids (drma x yunny)

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

ends (simon m)

i made this 7 months ago and still  kind of hate my part
@karoisnotok killed it ty to @starsbeforesunrise as well for making the drop <33

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMrf88KA_aQ
BITEKI VID ^^^^^^^^^^
lyrics~

(kryst3n)
you came to me w some real lies
i walked out before i realized
that i couldnt live wout u
say imma change but i  never get around to
keep telling me how i messed up
im sorry that i couldnt get the best of u
now ive been tryna keep my head up
its not that hard when ur not breathing down my neck

now im stuck in bed wout u
im sorry i ever shout at u
now im stuck inside a cloudy room
im sorry i ever doubted u

(karo)
could u tell me
how to avoid all the drowning
would you help me
if you saw that i was the one drowning
liike ur favorite season u are ice cold
i feel like ur one that i might hold
every day i feel im on a tight rope
every time we talk i get the eyeroll
told u i am not enough u didnt listen
now ur running off sayin u are quiting
now u wanna talk to me like tell me whats the difference
just take a second and look at the distance
right up between us
angry red phoenix
talking like u mean it but u dont really mean us
and nothing comes between us
pull strings like a seamstress
everybody talking but not one of them have seen us

around2 ft okay karo p king theta, starsbeforesunrise

produced by grayskies & xona

-lyrics-
and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

and if only i could help
without you cause i hold the guilt
while I’m staying right by myself
and ignoring what you felt
when i could easily tell
the taste of wanting to kill

and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

how did you find me?
do you think i care?
do you think i care at all?
cause im not you
and you fell through
this line of faking truth
i felt that weak
when your hands are all on me, i knew
there’s nothing
i ever loved about you

and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death (close to death)
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

and i'd forget your face
i dont wanna fall again
again
again~

bloom

RIP kitsvne!
2019-2022
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@ikirucollective

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

eunhae

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