VITMLCMU

Garden of Assemblage

@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

motyle 🦋

prod neohn

it kills me, think about it everyday
need you, i think i'm gonna go insane
can i make you stay? don't know who to blame
love you but i don't wanna feel this way </3

a long night and i can't get to you
whenever i'm sad, where are you
the memories we've been holding onto
think it'll take a lifetime to undo

i just can't help it (i need you next to me)
i hope that's alright (think of you when i sleep)

if i said that it was over, would you care?
let's be real, you know that you're never there
the feelings that i feel are hard to compare
if i called you now, please be there :(

if i called u

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

You tell me this and that
But you don't tell me the truth
If I told you how I feel
You would hate me too
Been to hell and back
I did it all for you
I'd walk until my face turn blue
(Just to see your point of view)
(Walk a mile in your shoes)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

stay still (prod. grayskies)

I Won't Let You Walk Away (feat Madison Beer )

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal- See You As a Dove (Prod. Brobak)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

follow @lilac he's rly cool and talented
instrumental by lilac
vocals by STM

lyrics:
i would walk away
i would wave my hand for you
i can't wait for you no more

(please let me free)
no more dragging this to me
your anchor isn't weighing me
i don't even wanna see your face
what you missed out
such a misfortune
none of its my problem
you're in my past now

what you missed out
such a misfortune
none of its my problem
you're in my past now

you're not worth it
it wasn't even worth it
you were never worth it
you're in my past now

you're not worth it
you were never worth it
get out my life now
you're in my past now

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worth it + lilac

Moon Kissed

prod./vocals STM
s/o @akuauk
lyrics:
please just tell me all you know
I just want to get to know 
all your secrets and your stories
the clock in my heart is ticking

all I wanted was your help
heart was frozen, felt it swell
moon is shining in the sky
you could take us in the light

frozen in this place
I cant see your face 
time is running out
guess I'm going down

FROZEN

https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy

lyrics: 
fairy tales
i live in my head
are a resemblance of the past
how i numbered days
just waiting for them to end
but now i count the stars on the ceiling
regretting every word ive said

i feel so stuck here
but i can try

and ill stay inside
this mess ive made all by myself
i know that i can work this out

im not afraid
of what the future holds for me
now that i know i can hold your hand

i stare at the clock
it ticks my life away with every second
and every hour

lost +jxlyy

s/o @y4ndere for producing this <3
art by: https://twitter.com/nanmokaken

forever 「prod. yandere」

Bad News ft. Lil Tracy (prod. thislandis)

YOASOBI「夜に駆ける」Racing Into The Night

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

if i called u

eunhae